Dementia

You can actually hear

The dementia work

Its evil magic like

A demon in the night

Manifesting mumbles

Torturing a body

With a peaceful soul

From all appearances

Internally and externally

That it does not deserve



So far, logic and love

Cannot quell the chaos

Of the wretched warlock

Bothering the bladder

Sending mixed signals

At cross purposes

Urgent urges stop

For neither, relief,

Rhyme nor reason

Or the love of a

Non-existent God



Perhaps maybe if the

Collective accepted

A unique notion

That God is really

Just the Higgs ocean*

That we are not

Separate from God

But essentially

God through and through

Experiencing this dimension

Or vibrating on a string with

A subjective perspective

Not to know the world

But to understand ourselves

Because it is hard to imagine

In the scheme of things, how

Infinitesimally small, we are

Carrying inflated egos that

Create a creator to brag

How “special” we are or

Vaguely assuming outcomes

Are at the whimsical wish

Of divine direction, save

Competition with pharmaceutical

Corporations in it for gross profit



Resigning reality to the God excuse


“The God excuse. The last refuge of a man with no answers and no argument, “They came from God.” Anything we can’t describe must have come from God.

– George Carlin


The protracted perceived

Indoctrinated image is that of an

Invisible man Santa Claus caricature

Watching over everyone at all times

Methinks “he” is out to lunch

Literally, figuratively, spiritually

Metaphorically, hyperbolically, and physically

To “allow” even mild suffering

When, if instead, the collective could

Establish a more compassionate

Death with dignity determination

Instead of a final last willful intent

Of starving oneself to death

As the only ticket out of here


 “All matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves.”

– Bill Hicks




*
Perhaps this does seem spiritual or divine to you, and in that case, by all means call the “Higgs boson” the “God Particle”. But otherwise, you might want to consider alternatives.

For most humans, and even for most professional physicists, the only importance of the Higgs boson is this: it gives us insight into the Higgs field. This field

• exists everywhere, including within the Earth and within every human body,

• has existed throughout the history of the known universe,

• has been reliably constant and steady since the earliest moments of the Big Bang, and

• is crucial for the existence of atoms, and therefore for the existence of Earth and all its life;


– https://profmattstrassler.com/2024/04/12/peter-higgs-versus-the-god-particle/


Best summed up as…..

“An energy field created by all living things. It surrounds us, penetrates us, and binds the galaxy together.”

– Obi-Wan Kenobi



Writing this at least makes me grateful that my father-in-law is not in more pain, having been released into hospice / family care. No longer being a playing field for competing chemicals, of this one does this, while the other one does that, battling it out to a bitter end, a sustained AE, artificial existence, in a pharmacological stupor of not knowing which way is up and who is who.


“All of that
Which has reality
Has no basis
In reality.”

– Angelo Devlin