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A Cosmological Rant

Science ought to be

Self reflective enough by now

To stop explaining stuff

By an evidence-less theory

That everything came

From nothing

It is infinitely illogical



The same goes for that God fellow

Given credit for reshaping

What was already already here


“Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters.”

Genesis 1 2


Doesn’t that make us / myself

Always, all ways a part of that

“Spirit of God”?????????


Yes ?, no?

May be yes, may be no?



I’m just asking for 8 billion fellow space travelers



Does it matter?

If matter doesn’t matter?

Or only exists if observed?



I have faith that i

(yes, the small i)

Have always existed

In one form or another

The current “I” existing

In the here and now

Is an ego in an autonomous

Anthropomorphic vehicle

With five base senses

To experience experiences and

Make these dopey observations

Also, to utilize available exergy *

Of me being a better me

In such an efficiently lazy way

So I do not have to do this shit again


* Exergy is the measure of the maximum useful work that can be extracted from a system as it reaches equilibrium with its environment.


Satiating the temporary ego just enough

To meld back with the Spirit of God / Word

That one emanated from to experience itself

And based on logic and reason… do it again


“Help me. Help me to find my true
Self without seeing the future
Save me, save me from torturing
Myself, even within my dreams

There’s got to be just more to it than this
Or tell me why, do we exist
I’d like to think that when I die
I’d get a chance another time

And to return and live again
Reincarnate, play the game
Again and again and again.”


– Iron Maiden

“Infinite Dreams”



If we are made from the dust of the stars

It would behoove us / myself to

Shine as bright as possible while

Providing light and warmth to our surroundings


“I am made from the dust of the stars
And the oceans flow in my veins. “

-Rush

“Presto”



A rant is a rant is a rant

A good rant keeps going


Have you seen the dopey depiction

Of how the “Big Bang” occurred

It always starts from left to right

Never bottom upward or vice-versa

Never right to left or any other angle

Why because it is only a theory

Science’s weakest argument is that

The universe is expanding

Based only on that detailed drawing

Yet it is so vast and never-ending

It is never presented that it is

Contracting in a different direction


Unlike the cosmos, this rant has to end

Will close it out with a Pete Holmes observation


“But it doesn’t matter if you’re an atheist. You’re a theist, I actually think we’re all kinda in the same boat. Really, I do. Some people think God created the universe. Some people think nothing created the universe. Which is the funniest guess? [audience laughing]

The “nothing” people make fun of the “God” people. They say, “God doesn’t exist.” I’m like, “Okay, maybe.” But you know what definitely doesn’t exist? Nothing. [audience/laughing]

That’s the defining characteristic of nothing, is that it doesn’t exist. So what are we talking about? Either you think it’s God, something you can’t see, touch, taste, photograph, and science can’t prove, or you think it’s nothing, something you can’t see, touch, taste, photograph, and science can’t prove.

But I think we can all agree if nothing, if your nothing, sometimes spontaneously erupts into everything, that’s a pretty goddamn magical fucking nothing, you guys. [audience/laughing]

And ask… ask the “nothing” people, “What happens when you die?” They’ll tell you, “Nothing. You go into nothing.” I’m like, “You mean you merge back with your creator?” [audience/laughing]

“That’s heaven, bitch.”


– Pete Holmes

We Are Traveling



In a time machine

Going in one direction

Always all ways forward

Though you can look back

You can not go back *

No matter how hard

One cranes their neck

What has happened happened

It is how the collective

Constructed the contraption

Of consciousness connection

There are no do-overs

Only reviews and redos

Or recycle and repeat

Preferably reflect and replace

Making every moment

A miraculous masterpiece

In the art of perfecting perfect

Which if self-awareness

Is the purpose of our being

Then that pursuit is the point

Somewhere between Ouroborus

And a Möbius strip Ad Infinitum

Though it need not be

A vicious circle or cycle if one

Learns from passed / past mistakes





“That is my best guess,

I have no clue…….”


– Angelo Devlin



*
“I Wanna Go Back”


“I was listening to the radio
I heard a song reminded me of long ago
Back then, I thought that things were never gonna change
It used to be that I never had to feel the pain
I know now that things will never be the same, no

I wanna go back
And do it all over
But I can’t go back I know
I wanna go back
Cause I’m feeling so much older
But I can’t go back I know”

– Eddie Money

Most Of The World


Comes to me

Through my ears

Reality floats in

Through the

Auditory canal

Both externally

And internally *

*

(For a while now, I have been recognizing the miracle of being able to hear my voice without internal ears. At least none that I’ve ever read or “heard” about. You?

Then it dawned on me one morning that those internally non-existent ears are picking up words and sounds from a non-existent larynx.

Wow. Simply wow.

Even though I am always a doubter and questioner, I did very little research because all it took to prove my hypothesis was to read the following sentence. “I wonder if I spoke this to myself while holding my breath, if I could hear it. The answer is yes. Then I tried to speak it again outloud while holding my breath.

Nope, nothing, nada, probably just had a goofy look on my face, mouth agape, with absolutely no sound emanating forth. Cool, huh, come on, you know you tried it. Call me and tell me otherwise while holding your breath…………. Exactly. 😉


Without the visual cues

To distract my attention

I can absorb information

Ironically more objectively

Trusting my intuition

It’s probably because I am like

A Neanderthal caveman

Who survives on instinct

Not relying on CNN

Caveman Neanderthal News


“You ever watch CNN for longer than, say, 20 hours in one day?

I gotta cut that out. Watch CNN. It’s the most depressing thing you’ll ever see, man.

“WAR, FAMINE, DEATH, AIDS, HOMELESS, RECESSION, DEPRESSION, WAR, FAMINE, DEATH, AIDS.”

“WAR, FAMINE, DEATH, AIDS, HOMELESS, RECESSION, DEPRESSION, WAR, FAMINE, DEATH, AIDS.”

(Dinosaurs, pterodactyls, drought, monsoons, no fire, cooking utensil shortage,  other cave dwellers.  Aaaaaauggggg)

Then you look out your window – (crickets chirping) – where’s all this shit going on, man?

Ted Turner is making this shit up.”

– Bill Hicks




“Then you look out your window (windshield) while hearing “WAR, FAMINE, DEATH, AIDS, HOMELESS, RECESSION, DEPRESSION”.

I can see that essentially, none of that is occurring from my point of view. Bill Hicks was right, Ted Turner’s former corporation and the Murdoch family are making this shit up. Then everyone else goes along with some altered version because it increases viewership, therefore revenue.  Duh.

People want to be afraid. It is practically the only stimulation they can feel in their humdrum daily repetitious lives. My life is just as humdrum and repetitious. However,  I am stimulated by contemplations of the quantum mechanics of how the collective agreed to participate in such a ruse of fantasy and foreboding?

The linguistic fear is bleeding into other forms of blanket societal communication. Now, the weather channel is always issuing bleak widespread allegedly potential danger.

“Red Flag Warning” or “Red Fire Danger”

Oh shit, I better read that. Only to find out there are “thunderstorms” in “your” area, and lightning struck thirteen miles from your location.

Me: I hope it gets closer, I’m waiting for that big bolt of lightning to split the sky to maybe get a glimpse of an adjacent ancient dimension or future one.

As a kid, you knew to sit by the window in anticipation. As the sky got darker, the moisture increased, while the folks vaguely suggested not to do that. Which made it even more exciting.

Unfortunately, the social wording of the same events seems to be triggering the youth and probably many adults to be exhaustively alert, even though every spinning plate is already full of core concerns.


“Listen to your heart,
It knows right from wrong,
Let it guide you,
Listen to your heart,
It will make you strong,
Look inside of yourself and listen,
Listen to your heart.

You sure looked defeated,
When you came home tonight,
I know that you’re discouraged
And tired of the fight,
Sometimes, it gets so hard that you don’t know what to do,
If you close your eyes, the truth is there for you …

Listen to your heart,
It knows right from wrong,
Let it guide you,
Listen to your heart,
It will make you strong,
Look inside of yourself and listen,
Listen to your heart.

There are so many temptations in the crazy world today,
And there are so many people tryin’ to lead you astray,
Whenever you’re confused about all the things you see,
You can’t tell a friend from the enemy.

Listen to your heart,
It knows right from wrong,
Let it guide you,
Listen to your heart,
It will make you strong,
Look inside of yourself and listen,
Listen to your heart,
Listen to your heart,
It knows right from wrong,
Let it guide you,
Listen to your heart,
It will make you strong,
Look inside of yourself and listen,
Listen to your heart.


– Little River Band



“I just want to be
The antidote for the
Poisonous Kool-aid
People have ingested.”

– Angelo Devlin












Re-create Creation

For a clearer understanding

That nothing is created

It merely changes shape

Therefore, the more

Appropriate word to use is

In my perception, is adaptation



“It doesn’t mean there is no God.”

– Joe Rogan



However, it eliminates the need

To locate the creator’s creator

But that is just me

Being efficiently lazy




It also skips the middleman

To accept, that all is God / Word

Word/s has / have always existed



How you mastermind

The content and context

Is entirely up to you



Even atheists can not argue

That Word / words do not exist

The dictionary is their Bible




“The Word already existed.
The Word was with God,
And the Word was God.”

John 1:1 


Let’s call it an uncreated – creator

“Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters.”

Genesis 1 2


Seeing as how water is largely used as both a
Symbol for consciousness and unconsciousness
The printed “proof” is that it is already there

Perhaps then, God / Word is that
Which we’ve adapted from
To experience itself / ourselves



 “All matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves.”

– Bill Hicks


Making everything from the Spirit of Word

Intention
Thought
Life
Death
Success
Failure
Family
Geography
Race
Gender
Language
Beliefs


What else are we going to do for infinite eternity?

Sit around and make shit up for stuff
We can not possibly understand
So our fragile ego can temporarily
Feel good about itself………


Damn the ego, id, and superego



“I think we’re part of a greater wisdom than we’ll ever understand, a higher order, call it what you want. You know what I call it? The Big Electron.

The Big Electron. Woooohhhh, woooohhhh, woooohhhh. It doesn’t punish, it doesn’t reward, it doesn’t judge at all. It just is, and so are we, for a little while.”

– George Carlin



How divine it must be

By faith and will that

You and I exist to read this

For nothing other than

To have an experience

Of contemplations always

A half step away from

Knowing and understanding

The whole source

Until we choose by

Our alleged death

Returning to Word

Having never been separated

From Word in the first or any place




“We are the imagination of ourselves.”

– Bill Hicks



“That is creative,”


– Angelo Devlin

Simultaneously


We are one

With the whole

Likewise

The whole is

One within us

We are the star

A trillion

Galaxies away

Exploding furiously

Lending its remnants to

Nearby planets and stars

As well as the

Homeless drug addict

Surviving on the street

Or the billionaire in one

Of their many mansions

The elephant, still being

Killed for their ivory tusks

The plastic in the

Overfished oceans

We are the hope and despair

In the perceived future

And the unobtainable past

We have unbelievable faith

That we will continue on to

Exist in some form or another

While behaving as if we will

Kick the bucket by nightfall

Longing desperately for change

Holding on to horrible habits


Simultaneously


“I am not the voice
For the voiceless
I am the voice
For the deaf
Those who do not
Need to hear what I say. “

– Angelo Devlin




Word Knows All



Word is the source

For all of the words

Word is the art

In the artist

Word is the paint

In the painter

Word is the business

In the business owner

Word is the truck

In the truck driver

Word is the dance

In the dancer

Word is the me

In all meanings

Word is the I

In the individual

Word is the perception

In the perceived separation

So that the I (you and me)

Can understand Word

Always evolving as a whole

Never beginning

Never ending


If infinity expands

Into the infinite

Isn’t it already infinite ?


“The Word already existed.
The Word was with God, and the Word was God.”

John 1:1 




Word is the infinite

In infinity mirrors

Word is the wasted

In wasted years



“Wasted Years”

– Iron Maiden


“From the coast of gold across the seven seas
I’m travellin’ on far and wide
But now it seems
I’m just a stranger to myself
And all the things I sometimes do
It isn’t me but someone else

I close my eyes, and think of home
Another city goes by in the night
Ain’t it funny how it is
You never miss it ’til it’s gone away
And my heart is lying there
And will be ’til my dying day

So understand
Don’t waste your time always searching for those wasted years
Face up… make your stand
And realise you’re living in the golden years

Too much time on my hands, I got you on my mind
Can’t ease this pain so easily
When you can’t find the words to say
It’s hard to make it through another day
And it makes me wanna cry
And throw my hands up to the sky

So understand
Don’t waste your time always searching for those wasted years
Face up… make your stand
And realise you’re living in the golden years”


– Iron Maiden

Everything Is Perfect



With just enough room

For more perfection

Like the forever half-space

Between Michelangelo’s

Hand of man to hand of God

The best of the best

Can always get better

With an infinite amount

Of time to be more perfect

Infinity divided by two

Equals infinity

Therefore, you have all

Of non-existent time

To be even more perfect

Especially when you are……



“Caught Somewhere In Time”


“If you had the time to lose
An open mind and time to choose
Would you care to take a look
Or can you read me like a book?

Time is always on my side
Time is always on my side

Can I tempt you, come with me
Be Devil may care, fulfill your dream
If I said I’d take you there
Would you go, would you be scared?

Time is always on my side
Time is always on my side

Don’t be afraid, you’re safe with me
Safe as any soul can be honestly
Just let yourself go

Caught somewhere in time
Caught somewhere in time”


– Iron Maiden




Practice makes perfect

“1 a. being entirely without fault or defect: FLAWLESS”

– M-W.COM



Is someone somewhere still trying to build a better mouse trap?


According to AI….

Yes, the quest to build a better mousetrap is still very active. With over 4,400 patents—making it the most frequently invented device in U.S. history—the U.S. Patent Office still receives dozens of applications each year


“If a man write a better book, preach a better sermon, or make a better mouse-trap than his neighbor, tho’ he build his house in the woods, the world will make a beaten path to his door.”

– Ralph Waldo Emerson


Assembly


What if it was you that

Assembled your self

Yourself

Everything that made you

And constantly does

Comes from what

Is already here

In infinite infinity

Challenging the notion

That you or anything else

Was created



Like a magician pulling

A dove out of thin air or

A rabbit out of the hat

The dove and the rabbit

By concealment

Are already there




So is everything else

Therefore, you get

What you expect by

Faith and anticipation





Like that one spermatizoa

Determined to get to the egg

Nothing assembles from scratch

Which makes you already a part

Of everything that is infinitely here




Dr. Wayne Dyer described it as

Being a microscopic dot

That has neither beginning or end

Like the universe and infinity itself



Making you the pilot of the

Autonomous anthropomorphic 

Vehicle you chose from the

Divine parental dealership




Every outcome deconstructed

Would seem to then suggest

That it came about by faith

By assembling the you, you are

On the world’s stage, done with mirrors


“All the world’s indeed a stage
And we are merely players
Performers and portrayers
Each another’s audience
Outside the gilded cage, “

“Limelight”

– Rush


“We have assembled inside,
This ancient and insane theater
To propagate our lust for life,
And flee the swarming
Wisdom of the streets.


Ooh great creator (assembler) of being
Grant us one more hour,
To perform our art
And perfect our lives.”

“Ghost Song”

– Jim Morrison

8 Billion Solipsists



Working together

At cross purposes

Towards a higher

Spiritual evolution

Advancing the whole

For new experiences




Some things are

Okay not to know

For if perchance

You did actually know

Let’s say the makeup

Of the entire universe

Who is going to

Believe you anyway

Let alone yourself




If one concedes, they

Believe what is taught

They are not doing the

Job they came here for




Answers can not be found

Without good questions

Besides, the answers change

Based on new circumstances




I am the infinite

In the infinity

Infinity is the

Infinite in me


 “All matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves.”

– Bill Hicks


All 8 Billion solipsists

Are all just going

Along for the ride



“It’s just a ride. And we can change it anytime we want. It’s only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings and money. A choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear want you to put bigger locks on your doors, buy guns, close yourself off. The eyes of love, instead, see all of us as one.”


– Bill Hicks



Meanwhile

A solipsist walks into a bar…..

Says to the bartender

” I never thought I’d see you here.”

The bartender replies

“Of course you did.”




I just love that solipsism can be

Neither proven nor disproven ……


Ironically, the same goes for “love”



“That is my best guess,

I have no clue…….”


– Angelo Devlin




“We are the imagination of ourselves.”

– Bill Hicks

Mysterious Existence


Existence exists because

It is / was thought to exist

And I am okay with that




I think I exist. Therefore, I must

Everything else exists because

The collective whole is

Participating in an agreement

Of an infinite mind construct

To subjectively experience

Itself for the sake of having

Experiences and nothing besides

Perhaps meaning, but even that

Is subjective, for what is meaning



“3: significant quality:

Implication of a hidden or special significance”

– m-w.com



What is the meaning of a flower?


Nothing and everything yet

It all depends on the context

Of how the flower is observed

Location, intention, color, size

Meanwhile, it possesses everything

The universe is made of

Unique to itself and also

Reflective of the whole

For like you

It is made up of molecules

Participating as a flower

By the agreement that the

Collective whole has agreed to

From its seed to its maturity

To its entropy and decomposition

It is what it is, and so are you

At least temporarily



“You have nothing in your hands.  Any power you have comes to you,  from far beyond.  Everything is fixed, and you can’t change it.”

JC

“Jesus Christ Super Star”



After listening to more of

“Three Magic Words” by

Uuell S Anderson


That quote is making more sense

At least deeper in a fresh context




“I have faith, I exist.

If that is granted, then

Everything else is possible.”


– Angelo Devlin