Skip to content

Still haven’t learned

“Evolution is slow, smallpox is fast.”

George Carlin


Special Counsel

Investigation Committee

Person of Interest

Hijacked election commission

Independent prosecutor

Impeachment proceedings


How many more times will this narrative be regurgitated and repeated?

Doesn’t some of this fall under the umbrella of insanity as doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results?

At this point, the distractions are coming so fast and furious the blurred lines are colluding unintentionally with the frail fabric of our psyche.

Mired in the muck of ugly truths, alternative facts, bogus beliefs, psychedelic perceptions.

Same shit, different administration.

From “What am I doing in New Jersey”

George Carlin:

“I really haven’t seen this many people in one place since they took the group photograph of all the criminals and lawbreakers in the Ronald Reagan administration.

Yeah! Yeah! 225 of ‘em so far! 225 different people in the Ronald Reagan administration have quit, been fired, been arrested, indicted, or convicted of either breaking the law or violating the Ethics Code! 225 of ‘em!

And Edwin Meese alone… Edwin Meese alone has been investigated by three separate Special Prosecutors and there’s a fourth one waiting for him in Washington right now. 

Three separate Special Prosecutors have had to look into the activities of the Attorney General, and the Attorney General is the nation’s leading law enforcement officer!

“These are the ‘law and order’ people, These are the people who are against street crime.  They want to put street criminals in jail to make life safer for the business criminals.

They’re against street crime providing that street isn’t Wall Street.”

Lord Acton – Dalton

“Power tends to corrupt, and absolute power corrupts absolutely. Great men are almost always bad men.”

Maybe “this” time it will work. Yeah, right.

Still, we feed the beast in some cryptic delusional bang your head against the wall sadistic ritual. Why? Hoping that solves the problem, yet knowing it will feel better when we stop.

Maybe it is due to the meme, that we only use 10% of our brain.  Which is simply not true, we use all of it, just not in a way that is conducive to evolving in a manner that honors the essence of our being.

A being of pure light, and unconditional love, with infinite capabilities that transcends time, space, ego, greed, gender, hierarchy, possession, geography and belief.


“99% of my life I was lied to ”


From “My name is”


Part 3


May be messed up with good reason

Subterfuge, deceit never out of season

Behave as you’re told us you’ll be pleasin’

Hold different concepts both believing

Confusion and self-reliance be achieving


The next part sounds like pure fiction

Bizarre way to live, under this condition

Happy marriage was the supposition

While mom loved a sweetheart in prison

Dad ignored it without painful recognition


After way too long, they would be ex’s

Yet kept a business running to do taxes

Even though,  each got new spouses

The one released from prison, believe this

The other, meek and quite as a mouse is


Family secret went years unobserved

Told none of my friends, they never heard

Don’t know about you, but I think it’s weird

This darkness kept inside unperturbed

Till sound of silence has been disturbed


Worked for them early on, I was just a lad

In an office across alley from my grandad

Worked for him too, overall not to bad

My mentor being my uncle made me glad

All the lies going on, could he be my dad


Back at the office to make things clearer

Spent so much time, twas like living there

Under the watchful eye of two way mirror

To a seven year old can be much terror

Under such scrutiny to not make an error


Short while back suspect dad may be gay

To which offspring would, be way okay

Believing 2nd family reject him w/o say

Yet it’s his own he won’t give time of day

Olive branches extended, still go away

All because of money he owed anyway


Was going to leave that last line out

Expose the ugliness is what this is about

Yet taking away financial, loses its clout

Removing that, will bring no turnabout

Before $ came in play, the end was en route


All from an inspiring lyric, that I selected

Here to be here and not to be dejected

Continue building on the life I’ve erected

Making sure no one else feels rejected

On a positive note leaving this ended


“99% of my life I was lied to ”


From “My name is”


Part 2


The last poem left something missing

Sounded like my parents I was dissing

Perhaps some negative reminiscing

Inspired by Eminem line, fit I was hissing

Neither in this, their ass, will be kissing


As the meme goes, did best they could

Learned from that, I knew that I would

Ill prepared does no one any good

Try building a house w/o tools or wood

Am here now so why should I brood


Moving so slow, feels like stagnation

Deciphering truth, use my imagination

What had I done in my last incarnation

Not so good, yet not quite damnation

Make it better, for the next reincarnation


Reflecting back will give any one pause

Consider the manipulation of Santa Claus

Don’t even blame them, for society’s flaws

Still coerced on kids, on my soul it gnaws

Hard to escape those consumptive jaws


Saw a bad thing, picture it now, as then

At the time, was told it did not happen

If acknowledged may have forgotten

A characteristic repeated quite often

Trust should’ve been ripe, it was rotten


Broke a ceramic, prepared for the scorn

Twas irreplaceable shouldn’t been born

Don’t take it out on me if you’re forlorn

Back of my mind forever will adorn

Till clearing it out here, it is now shorn


Don’t impregnate, don’t be a dummy

If they do, it’s for your perceived money

No chance they, will just think I’m funny

A horrible thing to say, so very crummy

Still rears its ugliness on my honey

Even though I know she truly loves me


One thing I’m learning it’s not too late

Sequencing words new ways to create

Stick around, end no longer contemplate

Find myself manifesting a different fate

One, put in print so others may relate


On a more positive note

A positive blog I work on. Stop by and check it out.  If you have already thank you.

As it turns out…..

A former president has been tweeting the current one from beyond the grave.

“When the President does it, that means it’s not illegal.”


“If you can’t lie, you’ll never go anywhere”


Try this one.  “I was not lying. I said things that later on, seemed to be untrue.”


“I would not like to be a Russian leader. They never know when they’re being taped.”     Oops


“I urge the Congress to join me in mounting a major new effort to replace the discredited president.”


Special thanks to

As far as I know @RealDeadNixon is fictitious, I don’t even know how to Twitter.

Just going for laughs.

Administration Exit Song

“Liar” – Rollins Band

you think you’re gonna to live your life alone
in darkness
and seclusion
yeah I know
you’ve been out there
tried to mix with those animals
and it just left you full of humiliated confusion
so you stagger back home
and wait for nothing
but the solitary refinement of your room spits you back out onto the street
and now you’re desperate
and in need of human contact
and then
you meet me
and you whole world changes
because everything I say is everything you’ve ever wanted to hear
so you drop all your defenses and you drop all your fears
and you trust me completely
I’m perfect
in every way
cause I make you feel so strong and so powerful inside
you feel so lucky
but your ego obscures reality
and you never bother to wonder why
things are going so well
you want to know why?

cause I’m a liar
yeah I’m a liar
I’ll tear your mind out
I’ll burn your soul
I’ll turn you into me
I’ll turn you into me
cause I’m a liar, a liar
a liar, a liar

I’ll hide behind a smile
and understanding eyes
and I’ll tell you things that you already know
so you can say
I really identify with you, so much
and all the time that you’re needing me
is just the time that I’m bleeding you
don’t you get it yet?
I’ll come to you like an affliction
and I’ll leave you like an addiction
you’ll never forget me
you want to know why?
cause I’m a liar
yeah I’m a liar
I’ll rip your mind out
I’ll burn your soul
I’ll turn you into me
I’ll turn you into me

cause I’m a liar, a liar
liar, liar, liar, liar

I don’t know why I feel the need to lie
and cause you so much pain
maybe it’s something inside
maybe it’s something I can’t explain
cause all I do
is mess you up and lie to you

I’m a liar
oh, I am a liar

if you’ll give me one more chance
I swear that I will never lie to you again
because now I see the destructive power of a lie
they’re stronger than truth
I can’t believe I ever hurt you
I swear
I will never to you lie again, please
just give me one more chance
I will never lie to you again
I swear
that I will never tell a lie
I will never tell a lie
no, no
ha ha ha ha ha hah haa haa haa haaa
oh, sucker
I am a liar
yeah, I am a liar
yeah I like it
I feel good
ohh I am a liar
I lie
I lie
I lie
oh, I lie
oh I lie
I lie
ohhh I’m a liar
I lie
I like it
I feel good
I’ll lie again
and again
I’ll lie again and again
and I’ll keep lying
I promise

House of Scandal

As this prolonged catastrophe unfolds, the brilliant writers of “House of Cards” and “Scandal” are sharpening their pencils and copiously taking notes.

Trying to surpass the absolutely compelling entertainment emanating from 1600 Pennsylvania Ave.

The left eye watching FOX, the right eye watching MSNBC.  The third eye desperately trying to intuit WTF is going on.

If Lady Justice is blind, then the Lord of Truth is a deaf, dumb, blind, wheelchair bound quadriplegic that is very much in danger of being beheaded.

The rule of law apparently does not apply to the rulers of law.

How much longer till it is broadcast / reported that Russia (Eastasia) has always been our (Oceania’s) ally. To war with Eurasia or is that our ally?

After all even JFK utilized “back” channel access to Nikita Khrushchev to prevent mutually assured destruction.

The corrupt criminal collusion occurring currently seems only to be helping a select few mutually agreed deception.

One of whom probably should have heeded Howard Stern’s advice and not run into all the aggravation. Listening to his yes men instead encouraged the fragile ego that he could be president.

Where will that fragile ego be when he stands in front of a mirror to see a billionaire in handcuffs?

Till then, will we start hoarding chocolate,  hanging on to razor blades, preparing to  barter sugar for coffee. Then coffee for cigarettes, while slugging down the endless gulp of Victory Gin to be anesthetized of this trumped up reality?

I used to be paranoid, till I realized absolutely nobody nowhere was out to get me. It is just that I have been sharpening my Orwellian discernment capabilities for three decades.

Relevant?  Throwaway

If you promise to drain the swamp and you do, however, you fill it back up with excrement and toxins, have you really fulfilled the promise?

Wait for “it”

Up next

After these messages

To be continued

When this happens

According to experts


It is not the outcome

That is desired

It is the desire

Of the anticipation

Of the outcome

That is anticipated

The moment coming

While the moment

Is here


The suspense

In either that

Your beliefs

Will be validated

Or be challenged

Either way

You win

Suspending disbelief

That both

May be correct


Validation validates


That you were

Right all along

Or challenges

You to fortify

Your position

So that



The repetition

Can be repeated


Whew, that was a longer than planned introduction to observations of the world around.

Might be something as simple as watching fluorescent orange cones appear on the road thinking oh great, that pot hole will be fixed.  Corroborated by a dialogue you hear expressing the same thing.

Neither actually “knowing”, only to find out it is becoming a major road repair. Continually modifying thoughts and dialogue to mirror what “may” be happening as each moment blends in to the next, changing your head “story” to fit.

Or the current political situation, depending on your view, anticipates the firing, impeachment, quitting, jailing of number 45.  Certainly in light of what might be considered blatant video taped contradictions (AKA “Lying) against “tweets”, stated alternative facts.

Walls, whos paying for walls, travel bans, health care, executive orders, golf, taxes etcetera. You get the picture.

While those who are desperately clinging to their pick, hang on to the notion that this self proclaimed magician is going to pull a rabbit out of his hair, everyone will applaud go home and get on with their lives.

It is like watching a bad tennis game where the ball is arbitrarily getting lobbed back and forth. Greatly hoping for your “player” to win. No points scored, no fouls made.

Till soon you could care less if “your” player wins or loses, you just want it to be over so you can go home.

Wearing everyone down so they’ll accept anything,  as long as it is “over”, till the next wear down occurs.

Be vigilant,  make all your own moments count in this life, regardless of the detours, distractions and deceptions.