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Bristling With Fear




Under the guise of warning

That the end is near

Sooner than you think

That much is clear

Repeated in a meme

That one, of course

Needs AR-15’S

‘Cause at any time

Military paratroopers

Could drop in on a dime

Visual dog whistles

Revealing with repetition

The fear that bristles

Emanating from a dude

Who has nothing

Of which to be afraid

Except from the bogeyman

Under his bed, he made

So why not, suggest that

Everyone needs weapons

That are already used to turn

Children into corpses

Not knowing the warning call

Is coming from inside the house

(The mind of the warner)





When I know that I am

My own worst enemy

It is hard to imagine

That someone “out” there

Can cause more harm

To me than myself

Regardless of guns

Or ideologies

Political affiliations

Religious rhetoric

Gender fluidity

Etcetera etc




Those are the people

You know that you could

Walk up to them kindly

In their visual presence

And say, excuse me

To hear them say

What?

To which you could whisper

Boo

And it would scare the

Bejeezus out of them




“Just an observation,
Maybe I need
Different glasses.”

– Angelo Devlin

I Felt The Earth Move



Why?

Because it is…..moving


How?

In a Planckion nanosecond

I concentrated on being aware

Of myself on the planet

And in that fractional moment

Could feel the earth move

Outside of the ocular illusion

That it is not, that it is still

This occurred while driving

So not only was I moving

Arms turning the steering wheel

Rolling down the street

Felt the earth rotate on its axis

While circling a nearby star

In a helical movement

Surrounded by a moon

Hurling through empty space

Writing this makes me realize

I am one with everything

Everything is one with me

That there is no separation

Between any realities

Or dimensions or theories

Of vibrating on a string



“Just an observation,
Maybe I need
Different glasses.”

– Angelo Devlin



“I feel the Earth move under my feet
I feel the sky tumbling down, a-tumbling down
I feel the Earth move under my feet
I feel the sky tumbling down, a-tumbling down

A-tumbling down, a-tumbling down
A-tumbling down, tumbling down”

– Carole King

And Yet


Even in principle

The United States

Was not founded

On high principles

Divine morality or

Even evolutionary

Consciousness to

Serve all humanity



Rather

Human ownership

Gender subjugation

Indigenous relocation

Immigration cessation

Race separation

Sexuality brutalization

Religion hierarchy

Wealth monarchy

Under a criminal patriarchy


And yet


Democracy

Is touted as a great

Form of government

Not because it is

Rather that it is

Pounded in one’s head

From the first time

You heard the word

Democracy where all

Could experience the

Tyranny of a majority or

The tyranny of a minority

Depending on which end

One happens to side with


“Democracy is the worst kind, I am sorry,  but it is. We get to pick our leaders..well…

What if I don’t want a leader? Where does that vote go? I do good on my own, I don’t want to be “led”. Is that freedom?”

//

“American Idol (Idle) was the number one show on television // those are the people picking your leaders with less insight then they put in to whether or not Rubin Stoddard should win an award. It’s dumb”

Doug Stanhope


And yet


It is no longer in our

Collective sights

That the female half

Will have equal rights

To have the dignity

Of equality

Of their autonomy

Over their body

With many convinced

To vote to

Perpetuate this myth



And yet



The ride goes on

Which is what the owners

Of the amusement park want

To keep you buying that ticket

On the roller coaster of control

Twists, turns loop-the-loops

Only to get back on to see

If the experience changes


And yet



It doesn’t it is made that way

Unfortunately, it repeats

Until you are dead and

Someone else takes your seat


And yet


“The world is like a ride in an amusement park. And when you choose to go on it, you think it’s real because that’s how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round. It has thrills and chills and it’s very brightly coloured and it’s very loud and it’s fun, for a while.

Some people have been on the ride for a long time and they begin to question, is this real, or is this just a ride? And other people have remembered, and they come back to us, they say, “Hey — don’t worry, don’t be afraid, ever, because, this is just a ride…”

And we… kill those people.

– Bill Hicks

(“Do you ever stop to see who it is, who it is we kill? It’s always people who have told us to live together in harmony and try to love one another. Jesus, Gandhi, Lincoln, John Kennedy, Bobby Kennedy, Martin Luther King, Medgar Evers, Malcom X, John Lennon. They all said: try to live together peacefully. 

BAM! Right in the fucking head. Apparently we’re not ready for that. That’s difficult behaviour for us. We’re too busy thinking around, sitting around, trying to think up ways to kill each other.”)

– George Carlin


Back to Bill Hicks

“Shut him up.”

“We have a lot invested in this ride. Shut him up. Look at my furrows of worry. Look at my big bank account and my family. This just has to be real.”

Just a ride. But we always kill those good guys who try and tell us that, you ever notice that? And let the demons run amok. But it doesn’t matter because:

“It’s just a ride. And we can change it anytime we want. It’s only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings and money. A choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear want you to put bigger locks on your doors, buy guns, close yourself off. The eyes of love, instead, see all of us as one.”

Here’s what we can do to change the world, right now, to a better ride. Take all that money that we spend on weapons and defences each year and instead spend it feeding and clothing and educating the poor of the world, which it would many times over, not one human being excluded, and we could explore space, together, both inner and outer, forever, in peace.”


– Bill Hicks


Methinks always it will be a good post when the trifecta of wit, George, Bill and Doug, are made manifest while writing this.


Performing Distractions



While no longer trying

To really save fetuses

At least not…………….

Out of the womb ones


“Conservatives want live babies,
so they can raise them to be dead soldiers.”

– George Carlin



How quickly would

These wars stop

If societies could grasp

The metaphor that instead

Of sending money and weapons

Bombs and bullets

Soldiers and air support

To fill caskets and mass graves



We sent scalpels and forceps

Doctors and nurses

Vacuums and tiny body bags

To accomplish

Essentially, it’s the same thing

Filling little caskets and small graves

After calling them fetuses

Instead of terrorists



Think then maybe we could

All get on the same side?……..


Just asking for a Gaia planet.



“It’s way beyond ironic that a place called the Holy Land is the location of the fiercest, most deeply felt hatred in the world. And it makes for wonderful theater.”

George Carlin

The Empty Talking Heads


Are at it again

“With the bravery of being out of range
With the bravery of being out of range
We play the game
With the bravery of being out of range”


– Roger Waters



Speaking with all the bravado

They can muster from their

Nice comfy air conditioned studios

Relatively safe high rise bunkers

To declare that you do not

Negotiate with terrorists

Unlike Reagan, who started that shit

And what did he do..?……?



Negotiated with terrorists



Ooopsie



Freeing a set of people

From a northern hemisphere geographical area

So those hostage takers (people) could murder

Freedom fighters (People) in a southern hemisphere

Trading people for weapons to murder

People they really want to murder



Negotiating is not the problem

Slapping a moniker on

Bipedal earthling artists to

Dehumanize them in the

Eyes and hearts of the public

By calling them “terrorists”

So they are much more

Easy to eliminate like

Extracting a fetus from a womb

And calling the procedure an

Abortion to alleviate the act

Of murder with euphemistic

Language for the soft sell

That it is okey dokey



Which, in the amygdala as the

Sub(un)conscious part of the brain

Justifies sacrificing twenty percent

Of one’s hard earned income to go

Towards the building and usage of

Weapons of mass destruction

Feeding the never satiated appetite of

The military industrial complex

That other countries can now

Freely purchase or borrow

To murder bipedal earthling artists

Because they believe in a

Different invisible man than they do





The above may or may not be relatively

Historically or factually accurate

However, hopefully, this makes the point

That the reason everyone can get in a stir

And condone murdering people is based

On the dehumanizing language used



If the collective mass of “alleged” humanity

Realized every individual earthling artist

Each have similar skeletons and blood

Holding them up and

Running through their veins

To feed their brains

We could use that information to

Stop all this deadly violence and

Build a world of kindness and sharing




How many more eons

Of nonexistent time

Will it take till all realize

We are, the our, we need to save

Apparently from ourselves




I’ll wait while I watch my fingers

Drivel this nonsense out of my head

And onto this blog

Because, ultimately there is

Nothing else I can do



“I watch television news for one thing and one thing only: entertainment. That’s all I want from the news; entertainment. You know my favorite thing on television? Bad news. Bad news and disasters and accidents and catastrophes.

I want to see some explosions and fires, I want to see shit blowing up and bodies flying around!”

– George Carlin


Never mind, I am going back to listen to another audio book or music or comedy bits while looking at the world through a windshield. Thinking of more stuff to put here.

Thanks for reading.



“I write to expunge the darkness so
That someday light may shine through”


– Angelo Devlin

Just Be



To be or not to be

That is the question

“Hamlet”

– William Shakespeare



A simple suggestion


Just Be



Which is harder

Than it sounds

As by definition

Be is not a noun

That I learned

A long time ago

Was a person

Place or thing

Be, being a verb

Is an action word

Present tense: am

Past tense: was

Present participle: being

So how can one “be”

Without be-ing

Something else

Even if declared

* “I gotta be me,”

What is that but

A collection of

Indoctrinations

Of my surroundings

That is not being “be”

Rather, a molding

Of an invisible mold

Out of my control



Am I the oxygen

I just breathed

The food I just ate

The thoughts I think


Hmmmm

“Be

2a : to have an objective existence

: have reality or actuality” – M-W.com


How can that be

In the realm of solipsism

Which would suggest egotistically

That I am, was, and “be” all that is

Is there any balance between

Stoicism and nihilism

Yet, if I were to “be” an

Existentialist, then I would be that

Which would not be, to be

It would be something else


“Be” kind of seems like being

In a restful state, which would be good

Even peaceful, perhaps

Yet, would still entail being

Aware of one’s beingness

A coagulation of atoms

Acting independently

Though in concert with all

The other atoms making up

The perception of consciousness

Manifesting all at once

Every moment as a sentient being

Interacting at times with

Other sentient beings

Going through the same

Miraculous process while

Riding on a sphere

Spinning and rotating

Through the cosmos

At breakneck speeds

Infinitely forever



Who knew it would be so hard to

Just be


When we are all……


“Living In The Present Tense 
When You Lose The Past 
And The Future Makes No Sense 
You’re Living In The Present Tense 

Crawling Out, Secure And Confident 
Imbued With Innocence 
Ready For The Whirl 
Suddenly The View Was More Intense 
Living In A Different Kind Of World 

You’re Living 
Living In The Present Tense 
There’s Nothing To Blame 
No Victim Of Consequence 
You’re Living In The Present Tense 

Something You Said 
It Made Me 
Step Outside ..the Moment 
Eyes Pan Right And Left 
Around My World 

Open Yourself 

Up To The Possibility 
Aware of Some Reality 
Outside Your World 

In A Silent Universe 
The Moment Can Be So Real 
You Almost Can’t Stand It 

In A Distant Universe 
Distracted From Ourselves 
You Can’t Help But Wonder 

In A Crowded Universe 
When The Talking Turns To Noise 
You Almost Start Laughing 

You’re Living 
Living In The Present Tense 
When You Lose The Past 
And The Future Makes No Sense 
You’re Living In The Present Tense 
Nothing To Blame 
No Victim Of Consequence 
You’re Living In The Present Tense”

– Geddy Lee

“Present Tense”


*

“I gotta be me, right? I gotta be me.

Why do you have to be you? You’re awful. Why not find someone better than you, and be that person? You knew what I mean?

Just throw a rock, hit someone better than you, and do whatever shit that person does.

You don’t have to be you, ok. There’s no secret you, that the world has to know about. If you want to be a good person, just do good things. You are what you do.

If you steal someone’s wallet, you are a thief..

If you give lots of money to a charity, you are a philanthropist.

//

My point is, saying, I gotta be me is not like a hall pass just to be an asshole.”

– Christian Finnegan

Franky Say……No More



“WAR”


How hard is that?

No more war.


“Two Tribes”

Ladies and gentlemen, let me present-
FRANKIE GOES TO HOLLYWOOD
Possibly the most important thing.
This side of the world……..

Oh yeah, well I……..

Let’s go

When two tribes go to war
A point is all you can score
When two tribes go to war
A point is all you can score

Cowboy No. 1
A born-again poor man’s son
On the air America
I modeled shirts by Van Heusen-yeah

You know

Working on the black gas

Switch off your shield
Switch off and feel

I’m working on loving-yeah
Giving you back the good times
Ship it out-out
I’m working for the black gas

We got two tribes
We got the bomb
We got the bomb-yeah
Sock it to me biscuits-now

Are we living in a land
Where sex and horror are the new Gods?

Yeah

When two tribes go to war
A point is all you can score

– “FRANKIE GOES TO HOLLYWOOD”


At least one thing is for sure

That all corporate mass and manipulative media

Mini and manufactured media can agree on is

War gets good ratings

“You know my favourite part of that war? It’s the first war we ever had that was on every channel plus cable… and the war got good ratings too, didn’t it? Got good ratings! Well, we like war!!! We like war! We’re a war-like people! We like war because we’re good at it! You know why we’re good at it? Cause we get a lot of practice.”

– George Carlin


Normal competing agendas, where one side is against “allegedly” the killing of fetuses, (murdering people) and the other side is against “allegedly” the killing of criminals, (murdering people) can all happily agree that when it comes to war……

Dead civilians, military personnel, children, “friendly” fire victims, collateral damage, are all perfect fodder for Super Bowl sized audiences to salivate over to keep their eyes glued to the commercials betwixt the distraction dialog and pontificators of why and which side is “winning” and which side is “losing.”

“I don’t mind about the war, that’s one of the things I _like_ to watch, if it’s a war going on, ’cause then I know if our side’s winning, if our side’s losing…”

Roger Waters

Because the color commentators know, it is good for the economy. On one hand, people exposed to more ads, will buy more shit. People tuned in to particular talking heads, will get more ratings, thereby increasing their personal economy.

So why not question and expose the warring factions are basically all the same as bipedal earthling artists, just wearing different hats.

“You ever notice that? Any time you see two groups of people who really hate each other, chances are good they’re wearing different kind of hats. Keep an eye on that, it might be important.”

– George Carlin

Apparently, Russia at war with Ukraine is too blasè to stir any long-term emotional attachment.

(Besides 45’s shenanigan drama just about has everybody ready to puke in their soup. Except for the lapdogs who will lick it up until the day he dies, only to carry on with false and exaggerated impossible conspiracy theories to hold themselves over, till they die.)

Best move around the globe and get religion involved so the people can really pick sides. Even though, once again, both sides are made up of the same bipedal earthling artists, riding on the same spaceship going through the infinite cosmos.

Pssst. No one knows this, but a peaceful economy would be just as lucrative as a war time economy. Sanely and lovingly lucrative, but lucrative all the same.

Imagine all of the houses that could be built, clean drinking water systems that could be produced, and food distribution that could happen if each country quit wasting valuable resources trying to out penis each other.


“Just an observation,
Maybe I need
Different glasses.”

– Angelo Devlin


“I look at war a little bit differently. To me, war is a lot of prick-waving, okay?

Simple thing, that’s all it is. War is a whole lot of men standing out in a field waving their pricks at one another.

Men are insecure about the size of their dicks and so they have to kill one another over the idea.

That’s what all that asshole, jock bullshit is all about. That’s what all that adolescent, macho-male posturing, and strutting in bars and locker rooms is all about, it’s called “dick fear!”

Men are terrified that their pricks are inadequate and so they have to compete with one another to feel better about themselves and since war is the ultimate competition, basically, men are killing each other in order to improve their self-esteem.

You don’t have to be a historian or a political scientist to see the Bigger Dick foreign policy theory at work. It sounds like this:

“What? ! They have bigger dicks? ! BOMB THEM! ! !” And of course, the bombs and the rockets and the bullets are all shaped like dicks.

It’s a subconscious need to project the penis into other people’s affairs. It’s called: “FUCKING WITH PEOPLE! ! !”

– George Carlin








The Rulers Rule


By making made up rules

Because most

Of the ruled

Have not figured out

The rules are made up

Of the rich people

By the connected people

For the powerful people


“Who are these people?”

– Jerry Seinfeld


These are the people we feed

Who do well enough on their own

Because too many people

Want to be like those people

Instead of feeding the hungry people

Or housing the homeless people

Or healing the unhealthy people

You know, the stuff Jesus would do





The treadmill is run

By the runners

Running on it

With very little room

Or time to get back on

Should one fall off

Plus, the longer it goes

The faster it gets

Which is what the rulers

Of the treadmill want

Dangling their opulent carrot

As a motivation of distraction

To ignore the fallen and injured

Who are one in the same

With all alleged “classes”

Even the alleged one percent

Once again, a rulers rule

To keep making rules



“Just an observation,
Maybe I need
Different glasses.”

– Angelo Devlin



Doubt


What you know

Question

What you accept

Presume

You do not understand

Assume

You do not know



Believe what you want

After you strip it

To its core


If you still believe it

Then it is true

For no one else

But you


With no need

To convince

Others otherwise

It neither strengthens

Your perception

Or negates theirs

You have already

Cleared out the doubt




Doubt



Also comes in handy

As a conspiracy filter

Especially when one

Considers the source



Some powers that be

Are obliged to just

Confuse and distract to

Maintain their power



A healthy dose of doubt

Will keep you from

Following a blinded follower

Usually led by ego

Not leadership


When in doubt

Check with your “self”

Is this a reasonable path

Given a chance

Would you lead similarly

If not

Fall out of line

Start your own path


“Have you ever started a path? No one seems willing to do this. We don’t mind using existing paths, but we rarely start new ones. Do it today. Start a path. Even if it doesn’t lead anywhere.”

— George Carlin


Enjoy your new path of

Doubt

However

You will be sure

Of what you know



“Just an observation,
Maybe I need
Different glasses.”

– Angelo Devlin

Screen Time



Is not even a microcosm

Of a three dimensional reality

Rather a granular glimpse

Into a pixelated place

Generating a glow

On one’s face

By many light emitting diodes

In constant concert

Crammed into consciousness

Plus heat on your hand

There is no depth

To an experience

One has at a device

Save to fulfill

A meaningless vice

One dimensional

Near flat surface

Offers no advice

On how to quit

As a digital addict

Losing to time’s grip

Which we are ill equipped



“Mirrors on the ceiling
The pink champagne on ice
And she said;

“WE ARE ALL JUST PRISONERS HERE,
OF OUR OWN DEVICE(S)”

And in the master’s chambers
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives
But they just can’t kill the beast”

“Hotel California”

The Eagles



Yet here I am

Using the same tool

To divulge observations

As a means of self reflection





“What you see is not real,
Those who know will not tell

All is lost sold, your souls
To this brave new world”

– Iron Maiden

“Brave New World”



Is the alternative pen and paper

To get this scheiss out of my head

Buried in a notebook to be discarded



“The people will not revolt. They will not look up from their screens long enough to notice what is happening.”

– George Orwell  “1984”



“My solipsistic world view

Doesn’t allow me to see

What may be real reality.”

– Angelo Devlin