About infinity
For an eternity
All day long and
9 ways to Sunday
Before the sun sets
The moon arises
As the world turns
In rotation around
A black hole in a
One of trillions
Of other galaxies
Traveling
Destination-less
Merrily on its way
To no-where
Answering the question
Why are we here?
To be emulating
Infinity as such…….
Traveling
Destination-less
Merrily on my way
To no-where
“I think we’re part of a greater wisdom that we won’t ever understand, a higher order. Call it what you want. You know what I call it?
The big electron… the big electron. Woooohhhh, woooohhhh, woooohhhh. It doesn’t punish, it doesn’t reward, it doesn’t judge at all. It just is, and so are we… for a little while……. “
– George Carlin
Also that Bill Hicks is right.
“It is just a ride,”
Always gives me something
To think about
“For a little while……….”
Down
Into its little
Components
Is when one
Realizes
There is
No way to
Brake time
To a complete
Stop
As it is not even
Possible to
Slow it down
Into anything
But each of
Its moments
In which
Oddly enough
Gives credence to
Einstein’s theory
That everything is
Happening
All at once
This led to an unintentional experiment at the dentist’s office, where, essentially by circumstance, I invited a near complete stranger to put two hands halfway into my mouth with tiny clamps and buzzing drills. With just enough room for a suction device of a hard plastic tube to remove saliva since that ability was rendered impossible. Think not. Open your mouth and swallow. I’ll wait….
Anyway, as this slight torture was occurring, it occurred to me I could make each segment of “pain” a little bit shorter by repeating a mini mantra. “This moment has passed.”
“Worked like a charm.”
– Bill Hicks
After being freed from the inverse oral Iron Maiden, I took with me a new awareness that in uncomfortable, painful or anger triggering situations I am able to experience the experience with a different perspective by repeating, “This moment has passed.”
“The phantoms
Of our imagination
Are as real as the
Beliefs in our brain”
– Angelo Devlin
Every time
By a brain, in
The mind VS.
Mind games
That can not
Decipher
A real event
From an
Imagined one
Remember when
You pulled a
Bright yellow
Cool dimpled
Lemon from
The fridge
Sliced it in half
With a sharp knife
To make slices
For lemonade
But instead
You brought that
Lemon half
Up to your mouth
Sank your teeth in it
For a big bite as
Your mouth fills
With saliva in
Anticipation of
The bitterness to
Gently swallow
While reading this
Asking yourself
Where is the lemon??
Oh yeah……
Belief wins
Every time
By a brain in
The mind VS.
Mind games
P.S.
If you reread this
It will happen again
In case you are wondering where the lemon is, it is floating in space inside Bertrand Russell’s teapot. At least that is what I believe.
“If I were to suggest that between the Earth and Mars there is a china teapot revolving about the sun in an elliptical orbit, nobody would be able to disprove my assertion provided I were careful to add that the teapot is too small to be revealed even by our most powerful telescopes. But if I were to go on to say that, since my assertion cannot be disproved, it is an intolerable presumption on the part of human reason to doubt it, I should rightly be thought to be talking nonsense. If, however, the existence of such a teapot were affirmed in ancient books, taught as the sacred truth every Sunday, and instilled into the minds of children at school, hesitation to believe in its existence would become a mark of eccentricity and entitle the doubter to the attentions of the psychiatrist in an enlightened age or of the Inquisitor in an earlier time.”
― Bertrand Russell
There is no state
Of being a being
Save for perception
That you are one
With eyes that see
Ears that hear
A nose that smells
Hands that touch
A mouth that tastes
But meanwhile
Knowing how atoms work
You are a conglomeration
Of a bunch of those
Working in unison
Tied with consciousness
To experience experiences
For the sake of each experience
How bizarre / miraculous is that
That atoms, made up of tiny
Protons neutrons and electrons
With subsets of even smaller
Quarks, leptons, and bosons
All zipping about at high speed
Meeting at agreed to spots to
Form an anthropomorphic form
As a subjective perspective
To participate with awareness
Each Planktonian nanosecond
With each sense uniquely
Qualified to perceive what it does
After all, one does not taste
Food with their eyeball or hand
Even though all are connected
In an agreed to universal mind
Construct of being a being
Whether or not those
Two imbeciles can out
Imbecile each other
As dumb and dumber or
Petulant and perverted
It is about how long
They can keep up the
Daily divisive distraction
While they keep sending
Money to their banks
As the docile masses
Hover around the
Light emitting screens
All slack-jawed and
Saucer eyed like
“A dog who has just
Been shown a card trick”.
– Bill Hicks
Prepared with
Water cooler gossip of
What they saw and herd*
*(not a spelling error)
Instead of doing what
Jesus might do and
Figure out how to….
According to their
Alleged Christianity
Heal the sick
Feed the hungry and
House the homeless
Forgive transgressions
At least long enough
To figure out how to
Blame these tiffs… on 46
I was going to save this
Until Monday morning
But by then , everything
May have already changed
Back to different chaos
Or crafty capitulation
Is in the room
I did not invite the elephant
Those who did, do not want
To acknowledge the elephant
They are too busy sipping
From the punch bowl
With a turd in it to pretend
It wasn’t left by the
800-pound gorilla
As the chaos economy
Props and falters at the
Whims and wishes of a
Unatisfied narcissistic ego
Desperate for attention
As the bull in the China shop
Will not leave even after
Tables are overturned and
Every dish and cup is destroyed
Leaving the owners in a pickle
To fight the insurance companies
For compensation to be denied
Left with a little less will to rebuild
After the circus leaves town
I am the
Anti anti anti anti-establishment
I only want to recognize
The authority of each moment
For each moment’s each moment
Temporary existing moment
Discarding that for each
Subsequent moment while
Moving on to the next
As the true source of authority
Nothing to prove or believe
(Consider the freedom that implies)
Simply experience and be in awe
Of each miraculous moment
How might any entity (authority,
Governments, time) have any
Control over an individual when
As soon as each controllable
Moment manifests, it disappears
“Give you an example, there’s a moment coming, it’s not here yet, it’s still on the way, it’s in the future, it hasn’t arrived, here it comes, here it is, oh, shit, it’s gone.
There’s no now, there’s no now, everything is the near future or the recent past. But there’s no present. Welcome to the present, whoosh, gone again. It’s just so imprecise.”
– George Carlin
Through logical deductions
Metaphysical perceptions
Whatever game we are playing
Has never started and…
Will by no means ever end
Especially after listening to
Terrence McKenna’s book
“True Hallucinations”
Pausing on contemplations
Losing track of “time”
All while imbibing on
The strongest drug
I ingest as a liquid
Not ayahuasca
But rather hot coffee
Usually a half caf decaf
Focused on, or not
Each cup is an experience
Everything is unique
In every sip or gulp
The room you are in
With or without company
In that moment
Contemplating that moment
Will never ever reoccur
The earth rotated while
Hurling through the cosmos
Holding on to the sun’s
Gravitational pull
Like it’s inhabitants
Life depends on it
(The following is from
A developing post
So I can close this out
Otherwise, I’m convinced
It may never end)
I could think
About infinity
For an eternity
All day long and
9 ways to Sunday
I do not ask questions
To seek answers
Or find truths
I ask questions
To ask better questions
In a quest for discovering
Better understandings
Permanent answers
Or divine truths
Are elusive illusions
Change is permanent
Why would I hang my hat
On something that
Does not exist
To bring about everlasting changes
Admittedly, one of my issues with religion
Is the use of the masculine as an APAKALOB
“All Powerful All Knowing All Loving Omniscient Being”
Probably because as I write this, it occurs to me
I am responsible with many responsibilities
Putting the creation and alleged violent ending
To all of humanity and existence itself on my plate
Is just two too many things to add to my responsibilities
As a subtle under lying praise and blame for an
APAKALOB that makes individuals rich and masses poor
While deciding who lives or dies with coin tosses
Amusement or asked for forgiveness after a life
Of intentional and immoral transgressions
So I have decided at least temporarily to
Use a word exchange to alter my perspective
When I see or hear the word God as a man
Such as heavenly father
First, as John Lennon taught us
There is no heaven, so that part is out
And, and, for a child, male or female
To be “born,” both sets of goodies are required
Sorry Mary, that mythological BS
Has been tried before, again, and again
Always in time to start a new religion
To replace a fading one
Cosmic assembler are the words I am going with
While one is here, the cosmos exist
You are the observer to the observable universe
When you are not, there is no universe to observe
Regardless that it may exist with or without you
Or that it doesn’t exist at all because you are not here
Side note:
I’ve never understood why a fe”male” or a wo”man”
Would be so willingly to accept that “he”r existence
Is entirely contingent on having been made by a man
Subjected to all that, it implies of “owe”nership
“Just between you and me, in any decently run universe, this guy would have been out on his all-powerful ass a long time ago .
By the way, I say this “guy” because I firmly believe, looking at these results, that if there is a god, it has to be a man.
No woman could or would ever, fuck things up like this.”
– George Carlin
Assembler, more accurately, describes knowing
What to do with the stuff that is always here
By using infinite intelligence to put materials together
Whether it be an element with specific properties
Coordinating with compatible elements to be
Able to have awareness with consciousness and
Consciousness with or without awareness
Likewise, could change the B in APAKALOB to F
From being, which vaguely describes a person
To F for force that describes energy with a push
Kinetically speaking as APAKALOF as in
“An energy field created by all living things. It surrounds us, penetrates us, and binds the galaxy together.”
– Obi-Wan Kenobi
I know I’ve used this quote exhaustively
However, it sums up a lot, beautifully and succinctly
“All matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves.”
– Bill Hicks
Therefore, one’s responsibility is to appreciate that notion, be completely filled with awe, and exercise their limited free will. From Bill’s perspective, everything is miraculous layered in miracles.
“Just an observation,
Maybe I need
Different glasses.”
– Angelo Devlin
An assembler put my glasses together from materials that are here, from a different assembler who gathered the materials, passed on till they got to me. So that I might write this nonsense to amuse myself. I am in gratitude to the Cosmic Assembler.
Looking at the world through a windshield. 