Searching, Justifying, Believing

Searching for a start of it all (The Big Bang)

Justifying a beginning (Any Bible)

Believing in either

Only seems to quantify

Perhaps the preciousness

Of existence itself

Otherwise

If there is no beginning

Then, there is no end

Concluding that

Life loses its value

Whence nothing could be

Further from the truth

The speck of consciousness

That one is, has, experiences

Is miraculous

In each / every moment

For previous and subsequent

Moments are infinitely fleeting

Here today !!!!!!!!!!

Gone tomorrow ????????

Schphwwwwwt, nowhere

Instead of now here


“There is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves.”


Bill Hicks

Finally finished Brian Greene’s audio book. “The Fabric Of The Cosmos” Space, Time, and the Texture of Reality.” (I think)

Or as Steve Martin said,

“If you’re studying geology, which is all facts, as soon as you get out of school, you forget it all, but philosophy, you remember just enough to screw you up for the rest of your life.”

Brian finally mentioned the possibility, that all that is, always has been. Even credits Richard Tolman, with that theory. However it was given short shrift, as if, like above, that life would be meaningless.

Whether there is a start or a finish, or none at all, life is what you make it, with the cards you dealt yourself, to your self.

Ooops, that is a layer of responsibility not too many would want to contemplate. That, according to Helen Wambach’s book, “Life Before Life”, through hypnotic research, that you…you may have picked..your parents.

Oh wait, like infinity, that is just a theory.

“Infinity is so big, that everything that has ever happened, on earth in the exact same order, down to………. that … pause has happened an infinite number of times, all through out the universe.

Everywhere in space, there is a you, making the same colossal f**king errors, that you’ve made your entire life.

So if anybody ever tells you, you can do better. Go, apparently not.”

That’s infinity.”


Joe Rogan


Me, as an observer, in the “loaf of infinity” of space-time am trying to recognize and appreciate what occurs in the “time slices”.

“Just an observation,
Maybe I need
Different glasses.”

– Angelo Devlin