I Had An Experience
Of having an experience
Which is easier to say
Than, to realize it because
It was at the exact moment
Simultaneously experienced
It was not an afterthought
Recognizing what happened
Rather, as it occurred
If I had a bucket list
Which I do not
That would have been on it
Since things to do
Before I die, are not available
As my infinite soul is merely
In an autonomous vehicle
Death is just a transfer point
From one facade to the next
In one quadrillionth
Of a second, I recognized it
Then, I moved on to changing
My behavior
My thoughts
My posture
My composure
My breathing
My outlook
Hoping in similar situations
I experience that miracle to
Be aware of magic moments
Discerning my divinity
Fortunately or unfortunately
The scenario that occurred was
When I was extremely agitated
Jaw clenched, blood boiling
Joints stiffened, breath held
Whilst no one noticed……whew
Except for me, instantaneously
Ceasing that tenacious tension
Became aware of what I control
Knowing external influences
Did not manifest my anger
It was how I had unconsciously
Chose to react to something that
Lasted a series of brief moments
Me being angry was not going
To change the outcome of what
Was occurring at the time
Most likely, would make it worse
Had it been discovered in plain sight
I know as of now I forgot the details
The experience is recognizing the
Wisdom I gained in that brief moment
Carrying it into experiencing each
Infinitesimally concise split second
Which is quite an experience
“Just an observation,
Maybe I need
Different glasses.”
– Angelo Devlin
That’s intense!! Your ability to land in the actual experience of a moment is what all seekers of enlightenment strive for! You spelled it out in such exquisite Words. I bow to you.
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Too kind
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