WHY ?

The infinite, most inevitably

Unanswerable question

Is my favorite question

Of the five W’s and an H

Who
What
When
Where
Why

And

How


Though “Why ?”, is my favorite question

I am learning not to ask it

For any one else’s explanation

Regarding their behavior or acts

Ultimately, they do not know, nor have

The inclination to try or want to understand

Likewise, I may not grasp why I do what I do

However, it is worth asking myself why, why, why



Methinks, that if one inquired of me

My behavior or acts, I could give a fairly finite answer

Because most times, I’ve already thought it through




In other words, I have a why (*) to my why (act)

A thought out, * rational, reason, purpose, or intent

Even if it is a mildly unconscious OCD as an OCB

Obsessive Compulsive Behavior, not Disorder

Besides, who gets to decide what is, the disorder




Ironically, if someone doesn’t like or believe my why

They will make up their own “why” anyway

Conversely, sadly, I am inclined to do the same




It’s kind of like hearing

“Everything happens for a reason,”

Every individual gets to make up

Their own perception of what

They think is the reason

And, just like people’s

Interpretation of God

Not even two will be similar

Enough to be categorized together




Why?


Because we can and it satiates

Our own individual narcissistic ego

That thinks it “knows” the reason why

Or their understanding of God

Is the most accurate and defining





“I have special glasses
To see the contradiction
In everything.”


– Angelo Devlin