Enigma

I’m an optimistic nihilist

A humanitarian misanthrope

An inconvenient servant

Anesthetised to sensation

Bored with excitement

Harmoniously incongruent

Schadenfreudenly masochistic

Proud of my incredible humility



I get along with people who

Don’t get along with each other

A contrarian’s contrarian when

I don’t even agree with myself

Having a penchant for entropy

Watching greatness arise

From scattered ashes




“I enjoy chaos and disorder – not just because they help me professionally – they’re also my hobby. You see, I’m an entropy fan.

When I first heard of entropy in high school science, I was attracted to it immediately.

When they told me that in nature, all systems are breaking down, I thought: What a good thing! What a good thing!

Perhaps I can make some small contribution in this area myself.

And of course, it’s not just in nature, in this country, the whole social structure… just beginning to collapse, you watch; just beginning now to come apart at the edges and the seams and the thing I like about that is that it means it makes the news on television more interesting, makes the television news more exciting, makes it more fun.”


– George Carlin




Whether one watches the news or not

We are here right now for the experience

The reality perceived is neither

Concrete, permanent, or recorded

That alone could change everything

To understand that, as Bill Hicks said

“There is only this moment.”




To be aware of a moment

In the moment, knowing

The next moment is

Just a moment away

While the last one

Was literally and figuratively

A moment ago





“Don’t fight the Matrix,

Experience it.”

– Angelo Devlin