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There Is No End


To the conversations

We could be having

Regarding Society’s

Ills and foibles

To put it mildly

Around those

In power for the sake

Of exercising power

Against the bourgeoisie

Plus the proletariot

While most individuals

Know (of) their exploitation

Can not muster either

A defense or attack to

Eliminate the unbalance

For it only takes the one

Tiniest shiny apple * or

Hyperbolic distraction

To lose formidable focus

Of demanding divinity

Kind of exactly like

“The same way we use sports and television in this country, to distract people and take their minds off how bad they’re being fucked by the upper one percent.”

– George Carlin



Unfortunately there is

No beginning either of

The conversations

We could be having

Because the mindless

Manipulations of medias

Keep everyone screened to

Their distraction devices

When not watching sports

Drinking beer and fantasizing

About being on the team

Since, it is “their” own team

Or being trolled by bots

Surfacing at “random”

Extracting empty opinions

On topics that no one

Has any expertise about

Save ego satisfaction

It must know…..because

It can regurgitate responses

Via Pavlovian triggers

Knowing it irritates their ire

Like a doctor tapping on

A knee bone for a jerk




“That’s the way the ruling class operates in any society. They try to divide the rest of the people. They keep the lower and the middle classes fighting with each other so that they, the rich, can run off with all the fucking money!

Fairly simple thing. Happens to work. You know? Anything different–that’s what they’re gonna talk about–race, religion, ethnic and national background, jobs, income, education, social status, sexuality, anything they can do to keep us fighting with each other, so that they can keep going to the bank!”

– George Carlin






“Humanity” is not very pretty

When it sees itself

In a collective mirror.”

– Angelo Devlin



*

“All That You Have Is Your Soul”


“Oh my mama told me
‘Cause she say she learned the hard way
Say she wanna spare the children
She say don’t give or sell your soul away
‘Cause all that you have is your soul

Don’t be tempted by the shiny apple
Don’t you eat of a bitter fruit
Hunger only for a taste of justice
Hunger only for a world of truth
‘Cause all that you have is your soul

//

I thought that I could find a way
To beat the system
To make a deal and have no debts to pay
I’d take it all take it all I’d run away
Me for myself first class and first rate

But all that you have is your soul

Here I am waiting for a better day
A second chance
A little luck to come my way
A hope to dream a hope that I can sleep again
And wake in the world with a clear conscience and clean hands

‘Cause all that you have is your soul

All that you have
All that you have
All that you have Is your soul”


– Tracy Chapman





My Belief In God



Has proof

Similar to sun-worship *

Unlike others

Which only has

Belief as proof


The belief comes

From two sources

The Bible and any

And all dictionaries



First

John 1 : 1

“In the beginning the Word already existed.
The Word was with God, and the Word was God.”

John 1:1 


Second

God 1 : the supreme or ultimate reality: 

Word 7: the expressed or manifested mind and will of God

– m-w.com




No words, no existence, nothing supreme, no reality





I can do all things through

Word(s) that strengthen(s) me

Depending on content and

Meaning through context

Intent mixed with passion

Or apathy with indifference



Word also has all the verifiable

Substance of the invisible wind

I just broke that is permeating

The surrounding ether afoul of

The rest of the air all are breathing

You can not see it

But….you know it is / was there


“Fortunately, some are born with spiritual immune systems that sooner or later give rejection to the illusory worldview grafted upon them from birth through social conditioning. They begin sensing that something is amiss, and start looking for answers.

Inner knowledge and anomalous outer experiences show them a side of reality others are oblivious to, and so begins their journey of awakening. Each step of the journey is made by following the heart instead of following the crowd and by choosing knowledge over the veils of ignorance.”

― Henri Bergson



Unbeknownst to everyone else

They share in the same faith

That Word and any and all words

Conjure up images of each deity

Plus their play book that they follow

Loosely, fundamentally or not at all

Depending on mood and circumstances



Like my favorite commandment

“Thou shalt not kill”. ……… Which,

Observed by the major religions

Really, all depends on who or what

Is being killed by whom or what for

Pick your justification and have a party

We are all collectively responsible for

“Blood On The World’s Hands” – Iron Maiden

Because even if one lifts a finger against killing

Circumstantially supports it via taxes or lunch

Breakfast, dinner, abortion, and the death penalty




There goes God

In all of Word’s glory

For without Word

Or words, there

Would be no God(s)



Also, there would be no killing….because

There’d be “Nothing to kill or die for” – John Lennon




Try learning a lesson

Or absorb teachings

From any of the

Masters of Wisdom

Without words

To read or hear

“Their” words




*

“And immediately, I thought of the sun (Word). Happened like that. Overnight I became a sun-(Word) worshipper. Well, not overnight, you can’t see the sun (Word) ** at night. But first thing the next morning, I became a sun-(Word) worshipper.

Several reasons. First of all, I can see the sun, (Word) okay? Unlike some other gods I could mention, I can actually see the sun(Word). I’m big on that. If I can see something, I don’t know, it kind of helps the credibility along, you know?

So everyday I can see the sun (Words), as it gives me everything I need; heat, light, food, flowers in the park, reflections on the lake, an occasional skin cancer, but hey.

At least there are no crucifixions, and we’re not setting people on fire simply because they don’t agree with us. 

Sun (Word) worship is fairly simple. There’s no mystery, no miracles, no pageantry, no one asks for money, there are no songs to learn, and we don’t have a special building where we all gather once a week to compare clothing.

And the best thing about the sun (Word), it never tells me I’m unworthy. Doesn’t tell me I’m a bad person who needs to be saved.

(Word) Hasn’t said an unkind word. Treats me fine. So, I worship the sun (Word). But, I don’t pray to the sun (Word). Know why? I wouldn’t presume on our friendship. It’s not polite.”

(Especially since, occasionally words are my only friends)


– George Carlin



**

The last big question to

Challenge my belief in God is

Where do all the Word(‘s) go

When one is asleep?




“I never wish to be right,
Only to be understood,

If you have questioned
Your beliefs. Then maybe
I have done some good. “

– Angelo Devlin

We Are Not Living


In a closed finite system

That could have ever had

A beginning begetter or

An impossible ending end



We are living in an infinite

Open endless possibility

Where everything imaginable

Is at our feeling fingertips

The base of our beating heart

The vision of our mind & eyes

The creativity of consciousness



To experience free freedom

Unlike the enslaved freedom

One is told / sold, that one

Can purchase with one’s soul

Being chained to consumption

Via the illusion of choices *

To keep up with the Joneses

Induce ideologies of idle idols

Or bound to bupkus beliefs

Based on rumors and hearsay

Eons of erroneous information

Revised and refined by Rulers

Cleverly crafted by kleptocratic kings

Into barely believable book versions

Vehemently vague and varied



Distracted daily by distractions

Dining on distasteful disinformation

Playing ping-pong with politics

Packed with putrid partisanship

Pretending war and death are

Necessary as a means to an

Alleged exhaustive never ends

That erodes our evolution of

Being enlightened beings

When instead knowing……


“I’m a stranger in my own house
I’ve got the keys to the door
But I’m still locked out
I’m a stranger in my own house
I’ll huff, and I’ll puff, and I’ll blow this house down
Can’t be a stranger in my own house

//

I’ve got no excuse, I should have known
I’ve got a place to live but I never feel at home
I’m just a stranger in my own house
I’ve got the keys to the door
But I’m still locked out
Stranger in my own house
I’ll huff, and I’ll puff, and I’ll blow this house down
Can’t be a stranger in my own house

//

I’m just a stranger in my own house
I’m just a stranger in my own house, “


Excerpts from “A Stranger In My Own House”

– Foreigner



When not living my….

“Wildest Dreams”

“I’m gonna organize
some changes in my life
I’m gonna exorcise
the demons of my past

I’m gonna take the car and
hit the open road
I’m feeling ready to
just open up and go

And I just feel I can be anything
That all I might ever wish to be
And fantasize just what I want to be
Make my wildest dreams come true

I’m on my way
Out on my own again
I’m on my way
Out on the road again

When I remember back to
how that things just used to be
And I was stuck inside
a shroud of misery

I felt I’d disappeared
so deep inside myself
I couldn’t find a way
to break away my hell

When I’m feeling down and low
I vow I’ll never be the same again
I just remember what I am
And visualize just what I’m gonna be

I’m on my way
Out on my own again
I’m on my way
Out on the road again

I’m on my way
Out on my own again
I’m on my way
I’m gonna breakaway. “

– Iron Maiden



If only to suggest proof that

We are not living our own reality

Rather one that has been

Programmed to control

Our actions via reactions with

Controversy not for its own sake

But as a detour from our divinity





“I write to expunge the darkness
So that someday
Light may shine through”


– Angelo Devlin



*

“They say freedom of choice. You’re given an illusion of choice.

Americans are meant to feel free by the exercise of meaningless choices. Do you know what the choices are in this country? -paper or plastic.

You don’t need a formal conspiracy when interests converge. These people went to the same universities, they’re on the same boards of directors, they’re in the same country clubs, they have like interests, they don’t need to call a meeting, they know what’s good for them and they’re getting it.

There used to be 7 oil companies there are now 3 it will soon be 2.

The things that matter in this county have been reduced in choice. There are 2 political parties, there are a handful of insurance companies, there are about 6 or 7 information sources, but if you want a bagel there are 23 flavors because you have the illusion, you have the illusion of choice.”

– George Carlin

Tamping Down


A catastrophizing mindset

Hyperbolizing projections

Of an imagination gone wild

Satiating smug satisfaction

That ego thinks it knows more

Then, the reality confirmed

Through reasonable sources

With objective realities shared

Amongst bipedal earthling artists

Having an ethereal connection to a

Reality of love, laughter, and truth

So as to turn the tide against

Fear, hate, doubt, and suspicion with

Bravery, love, confidence, and certainty

Which will be extremely useful in

Tamping down a catastrophizing mindset



“Just an observation,
Maybe I need
Different glasses.”

– Angelo Devlin



The Only Place


Reality is defined

Is in the dictionary


Reality

1 : the quality or state of being real

Fantastic

Now, what is “real”

Real

1a : having objective independent existence

Great, what is objective independent existence ?

Objective

1 a : expressing or dealing with facts or conditions as perceived  without distortion by personal feelings, prejudices, or  interpretations


Independent

1 (a) 1 : not subject to control by others


Existence

1 a : the state or fact of having being especially independently of human consciousness and as contrasted with nonexistence

Definitions from m-w.com



And yet, “reality” does not exist without a consciousness, human or otherwise, to manufacture reality to be perceived simultaneously, objectively, and subjectively.

Still, if one lives within those parameters in a solipsistic perception, then all bets are off.

Making reality what you make it, since you are solely soul-ly in absolute control of the reality experienced. Good, bad, orgasmic, or indifference. Willfully turning stored energy into kinetic energy.

Doubt and belief then ought to be considered both sides of the same coin. Constantly flipping reality at any, and at all time to question when it temporarily lands as to best understand where it is in each moment, its quality or state of being real.



“Reality is how we swim, not how we win.”

– John trudell


Caught Off Guard


By my own last

Smug blog post

Thinking that I

Was separate from

My own reality, the

Prince of perception

King of consciousness

Master of my mind

Then it dawned on me

Like the morning sun

I, too, believe things

That may not be true

But go on as if they are

Regurgitating them to

Myself, as if they are real

Factual not false like

They are my shining star

Which is arrogant

Down to its core

Reminding me that

I have to question

So much more



“Reality can not be
Properly checked
In an echo chamber.”

– Angelo Devlin


Believe, Lying, Truth, Proof



If you believe

Someone is lying

About their truth

But have no proof

Then that belief

May or may not be

A lie to one’s self

And no one besides

Who is believing

What their mind

Wants to believe

Or does not want to

Yet, in fact

When or since

There is no

Proof of a lie

Then belief usually

Overrides truth

Regardless if it is

Truth, or is not

Making a belief

An unintended

Hierarchy or authority

Over objective reality

Perhaps then

Make believe it is true

Is more of

A command

Than an idiom



“Now, believe is a word that I have a serious problem with, right, because it has a “Lie” in the middle.

“DNA” Descendant Now Ancestor

– John Trudell





“I never wish to be right,
Only to be understood,

If you have questioned
Your beliefs. Then maybe
I have done some good. “

– Angelo Devlin



A Calculated Gamble


If the alleged left

Wants to truly win



(First, what people

Fail to realize is that

The left and right wing

Belong to the same bird)



The first thing they need to do

Is stop mentioning

What’s his name’s name

Like it disappeared

From their vocabulary

Some temporary profits

Will be at stake, briefly

But the incursion of

An elevated humanity

Methinks would be

Worth the cost

Along with a revisit

To a calmer sanity

Where we can all regroup

Catch our collective breath

Make peace with our self’s, then

Make peace with our other selves

Which is us anyway

Set up as reflective mirrors

So we can understand us better

By seeing who we really are

In how we behave and react

To someone who doesn’t look like us

Believe the same things we do

Who is in a different economic situation

But still is inseparable from who we are

That would also like to win by

Participating in the calculated gamble



“Reality can not be
Properly checked
In an echo chamber.”

– Angelo Devlin












Humans Are Good



At cherry picking

Morally acceptable

Forms of death



War? Always

All ways, except with

Nuclear weapons

Way too much

Collateral damage

Bordering on

Instantaneous genocide

Plus, it ruins the real estate

When trying to steal resources




What is perfectly acceptable

Are bombs, drones

Missiles, guns

Bullets, gas chambers

Hanging and drowning

(Which is God’s favorite)

Automatic weapons

Incendiary devices

(AKA Flamethrower)


“The very existence of flamethrowers proves that sometime, somewhere, someone said to themselves,”

 “You know, I want to set those people over there on fire, but I’m just not close enough to get the job done.”

– George Carlin



As long as * “we” ourselves don’t “kill” anyone

* (we, though, it is US, paid for by US tax dollars)



Stubbornly and Ignorantly hypocritical

By celebrating those willing to do the dirty work

Like post natal out of the womb abortion doctors

On “foreign” soil, even though all “soil” is connected

Throughout the little blue dot floating through the cosmos



Extracting fully formed fetuses in fatigues

Conveniently clothed in camouflage covers

(Typically men, dressing up as cos-play toy soldiers

Living out their combat fantasies of being heroes)

(That, or just doing their job, so they get special parking

Since they are now veterans with participation trophies

Near home improvement centers, restaurants

Grocery stores, or handicapped parking……..everywhere)



Save the exception of a flag patch on the arm

As an identifier of who not to shoot or not to……abort

Because “those” fruition fetuses are on “our” side

Even though some come from the places we attack


“Who am I performing for? Who are these Americans?

“I started reading the last names and I saw black and I saw Svenson and I saw Doyle and I saw McKelly and I saw Schwartzeir and I saw Ronaldo and I saw Belini, I saw Popadopolis, I saw Chaka, I saw Westhoffer, I saw Whakinsky, I saw Bean, I saw Lee, I saw Chang, I saw Yomato, I saw Makombo, I saw Ahmed, I saw Hernandez and I looked up, at these Americans of every race, color, religion imaginable and it hit me at that very moment.”

“Do you people realize that America is the only country in the world, that when we go to war, our troops, literally have to wear uniforms, cause no matter who we are fighting, (AKA killing) we have people on our team, that look like them.”

– Carlos Mencia


Justification seems to be the key factor

In the arbitration of who ends up on

The unlikely snake eyes roll of the dice

For an early grave or… medical incinerator



Ooopsie!



Forming fetuses in a fetus factory get an

Automatic stay of execution after 6 weeks

Or as Stanhope so eloquently puts it

“I’m against abortion, except like in cases of rape.”

That’s like saying, “Yes, a fetus is a human being,
….. unless his dad is an asshole.”

– Doug Stanhope


If that were the case, some abortions would be mandatory.


“So, at best, the sanctity of life is kind of a selective thing. We get to choose which forms of life we feel are sacred, and we get to kill the rest.

Pretty neat deal, huh? You know how we got it? We made the whole fucking thing up!

Made it up, the same way we made up the death penalty. We made them both up, the sanctity of life and the death penalty.

Aren’t we versatile?!”

– George Carlin



There is another arbitrary vague selection….

The “Death” “Penalty”, giving the go ahead

Of who dies based on their behavior or

Confession or coerced confession

Circumstantial or manufactured “evidence”

Usually chosen by a group of people

Flipping coins on the muddled moral

Malleability deciding guilt, sanity or

Mental acuity aka retardation



Some don’t have to wait to administer the death penalty

Some judge and jury hangman have qualified immunity

State employed James Bond 007 license to kill jurisdiction

By police simply stating they “saw a gun” discarding the

Alleged right “to bear arms”


“If cops, can execute you because they “saw a gun”
You do not have the right to bear arms”

– Meta meme




The other forms of death

That get special selection

Is deciding… what to eat

Dogs and cats, no way

Cows and pigs, okay

Fish and chicken touché

Horse is fine and dandy

Depending on what

Country is hungry

Frogs and lambs

But only their legs

Crabs and lobsters

Because they are ugly

Pheasant and quail

Because they are yummy

Fox, rabbits and goats

Are on the plate too

Unless they are kept in a zoo



“Ever wonder why we’re fucked up as a species?”

– Bill Hicks



Even though……

Humans are good

At cherry picking

Morally acceptable

Forms of death

“I have special glasses
To see the contradiction
In everything.”


– Angelo Devlin

No One Chose


Hate over love

They only chose

One illusion over

A different illusion

To satiate their

Perception of what

Will benefit them self

The most for themselves

In a low stake gamble

That anything in their

Life will change one iota

Because that is how

Illusions work



Illusion:

1 a (2) : something that deceives or misleads intellectually

1 b (1) : perception of something objectively existing in such a way as to cause misinterpretation of its actual nature

– m-w.com



Since either had taken on

The characteristics of

Dumbo’s magic feather

The followers wanted to

Believe they could only fly

If they held on to the feather



The trick is to understand

One does not need the

“Magic feather” to fly

It is one’s belief

In themselves

Misprojected onto an

Anthropomorphic screen

Mouthing falsehoods and

Improbable outcomes



It is only clear to discerning ears

To realize, neither stated any

Provable outcomes of

Intended promises with

Anything but vague innuendoes

Guiding, easily led sheep

On both or either side

To fall into emotional

Traps of fear and projections

Of what may happen

Based on essentially nothing



Which ought to give rise

To choose to learn to

Love one’s self so as to

Share that and spread it around

From a place of knowing

Instead of being told / sold

How you are supposed to feel

And how your life will be

Affected by an official

Sitting in an oval office




“The phantoms
Of our imagination
Are as real as the
Beliefs in our brain”


– Angelo Devlin