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The Nuances



Of any given momentary experience

Given that all experiences are momentary

They are just connected to time’s arrow

Still, they are loaded like a loaded question

With infinite individual intricacies imbued

By layers of doubt and confidence while

Simultaneously questioned and answered

For what caused them and what will they cause

It is fun to contemplate nuances infinite layers

However, time will not stand still, never, ever

So if you try and decipher an experience

Of its component parts that make it up

With its emotional factors and people involved

While trying to recall also, all the “matter” present

Let alone colors, sound, temperature, and light

Because as you think “back” in “time” to remember

What occurred, you get further and further away

Parts get missed, recollections become fuzzy

Besides, while mentally investigating an experience

You are constantly moving forward through new ones

When will those get their due process of nuances




But, let’s say you drive by a car accident

All together now, “you drive by a car accident”

Authorities and ambulances are already on scene

So, there is no need for you to pull over, and God forbid

Help, or get in the way, or just be a nosey Rosey

Stopping won’t stop you from opining on what

Happened, though it may be the furthest thing

From what actually occurred as you drive along

Saying to yourself or your passenger what

Must have caused it, texting, drinking, etc.

Never considering a blown steer tire or deer strike

Somehow, in one’s mind, it is the driver’s fault

Whole narratives emerge without concrete proof

Still, a story is told and repeated, while facts are absent

Save for its simplest reality that of a car accident

Ten people can drive by and have ten different stories

By time it hits a newspaper or news feed

The people who made up their own stories might

Easily and fairly assume that their version is closest



Now apply that logic to the current “train wreck”

Of chaos, collusion, and corruption, the collective is

Experiencing, all caught up in the confusion

Designed to detour itself away from its divinity

With evolving lazer pointer focused distractions

Because power knows it is losing its gross grip





We already know the content of those “files”

Just like we knew the content of Bush’s oil portfolio

Or any of the allegedly elected war criminals

To do their corporate master’s bidding to kill people

At deceptive democracy’s defenseless defense





Now step back a few thousand years and consider

Witnesses testimony of events that could only be

Passed down through rumor, gossip, and hearsay

Playing the telephone game before telephones existed

But now that information is in print, it is accepted as “fact.”

Give or take a few thousand reinterpretations and rewrites



Ooopsie



And just like the car accident

We gather and keep the information

Closest to our liking that suits and soothes

The moment we are in now

Because that is all we ultimately have

The nuances of this momentary experience




“The phantoms
Of our imagination
Are as real as the
Beliefs in our brain”


– Angelo Devlin









Word

7 a: the expressed or manifested mind and will of God

– m-w.com



Word



Is God actualized

In form, materialized

A concept realized

All powerful

All knowing

Omniscient defined



1 : having infinite awareness, understanding, and insight

– m-w.com



In the most holy book

The dictionary

Even a digital one

Everything exists

Because of attachment

To words subjectively

Also, WORD objectively



“In the beginning, the Word already existed.
The Word was with God, and the Word was God.”

John 1:1 



Everything is made up of WORD / Words

Which is where I find the most comfort

Not in the dictionary but rather the context

Of the content of all of the words cooperating

Simultaneously to manifest my reality



Subatomic particles, quarks, and neutrinos

Waves, rays, gasses, vacuums, and strings

Light, matter, telescopes, and microscopes

Stars, quasars, nebula, galaxies, and comets

Time, gravity, sight, sound, taste, touch, smell

Lungs, brains, heart, legs, feet, and fingers

Windshields, pavement, an air-ride seat, and tires

Radio, music, books, lyrics, silence and pillows

Family, home, patio, trees, shade, lawn, laughter

All in constant coordination to experience

Experiences for the sake of each experience



“All I want to do is learn to think like God.
All the rest is just details.”

– Einstein



No rules, no judgment, just experience

After all, the “Word” already existed

All ways, always, never created

Word is the singularity we are all a part of

That whole thermodynamic law thingy

Like energy, which is indestructable

Malleable, mysterious, and miraculous

Word’s soul / sole purpose

Is to be experienced

On earth. As it is……. In heaven


Here is where it sinks in


On earth.

As it is…….

In heaven *




“I think we’re part of a greater wisdom than we’ll ever understand, a higher order, call it what you want. Do you know what I call it? The Big Electron.

The Big Electron. Woooohhhh, woooohhhh, woooohhhh. It doesn’t punish, it doesn’t reward, it doesn’t judge at all. It just is, and so are we, for a little while.”

– George Carlin




I am but a puny piece of the big picture

However, can not emphasize enough

That it is there in black and white or

On my screen as white and black

Word already existed, and it always exists

How much more divinity does one need

To realize everything is connected to

WORD / words, context from content




There is no void of words anywhere

Even a void is filled with emptiness

Making the void, void of a void because

It is filled with something that is nothing

Empty space, vacant, hollow, open, etc.





* Heaven


“Let’s just think about this for a minute,”

– Bill Hicks



As one of millions of species riding along

On the Pale Blue Dot in the heavens, by default

We are in heaven, albeit traveling at high speed

Not so that one would immediately notice, though

Because collectively, we are distracted by nonsense

Keeping the allegedly most intelligent species

Killing itself, over its right to do so, how it sees fit

Or treating fellow space travelers poorly

Because words can be used to dehumanize some

Who may not be similar enough to others by

Using God / Words to disparage them for no reason

Save economic ones, fear, loathing, and greed

Superiority, misunderstanding, more compounded fear

Plus, a failure to recognize ourselves in the mirror

While accumulating nothing but numbers of

Dollars, pesos, francs, deutsche marks, yuan, won, ruble

Keeping in mind, of the “money” you do “have” is

Just a pixilated conglomeration of digital digits

Followed by ($) or (€,£,¥,€,₩,₽) with commas and a decimal point




Still, 

“It’s all about money, not freedom.
Do you think you’re free?
Try going somewhere without money.”

– Bill Hicks



Who would have thunk, we needed money in heaven?



“All of that
Which has reality
Has no basis
In reality, “

– Angelo Devlin

The Best And The Worst



Words in the world are

Drum roll, please……..


Tdbtdbtdbtdbtdntdb


Best: Solipsism

: a theory holding that the self can know nothing but its own modifications and that the self is the only existent thing.

– m-w.com


Worst: Justification

: the act or an instance of justifying something

– m-w.com



Solipsism is like creation or the big bang. It can not be proven or disproven, yet within it, both or neither may exist as one’s imagination deems necessary or interesting.

To occupy otherwise empty cranial real estate of an egocentric species with delusions of grandeur that they alone, through opinions or complacency, can solve all problems.

Narrowed down to blind consumerism that happiness will be achieved with the many “last” purchases of, if I buy this new car, new house, new mattress, new clothes, new toaster, new tool, new jewelry, new hairstyle, then I will be happy and at peace.

Or maybe if we add a new baby, a new puppy, change job, change spouse, change gender, change religion, change tax bracket, etc.


In either a solipsistic existence or a subjective / objective one, justification is usually used to quantify bad behavior as being acceptable as long as it is self (ego) justified.


What? Gas is going to be over $10.00 a gallon unless our tax income revenue publicly funded terrorist organization has to bomb a few hundred thousand people to prevent that. Hmmm.


I am opposed to war. However, I am more inclined to be opposed to paying $10.00 a gallon for gas. Guess I will turn a blind eye on this one, till something even more morally reprehensible comes along. Besides, the blood isn’t really on my hands. See, I even washed them in the Pontius Pilate sink. Me, I am merely working to feed my family and pay my share of taxes that……..Ooopsie. Sorry.


The worst of it is when alleged leaders of countries (usually controlled puppets of corporate greed) inform their masses, that ritualistic human slaughter must occur, under the guise of defense to “save” their lives and or lifestyles of the populace.

Simply by pointing a finger, through verbally demonizing dialog, that otherwise similar bipedal earthling artists pose some kind of vague perceived threat. Usually, under the pretense of clever distracting false flags.


“That’s the way the ruling class operates in any society. They try to divide the rest of the people. They keep the lower and the middle classes fighting with each other so that they, the rich, can run off with all the fucking money!

Fairly simple thing. Happens to work. You know? Anything different–that’s what they’re gonna talk about–race, religion, ethnic and national background, jobs, income, education, social status, sexuality, anything they can do to keep us fighting with each other, so that they can keep going to the bank!”

– George Carlin



Whether one lives in a subjective world or a solipsistic one, justifications seems to do the most harm, because they usually twist reality into bizarre means of cruel behavior. When objectively the external cruelty returns back on one’s self.



“Blood On The World’s Hands”

“Sometimes it makes me wonder
Sometimes it makes me question
Sometimes it makes me saddened
Always it makes me angry but…

When you can see it happening
The madness that’s all around you
Nobody seems to worry
The world seems so powerless to act…

It’s out of control
Blood on the world’s hands
Each day a new toll

Another assassination
The same day a new creation
But what are they coming into
Security of a world that brings…

One day another killing
Somewhere there’s someone starving
Another a savage raping
Meanwhile there’s someone
Laughing at us

It’s out of control
Blood on the world’s hands
Each day it goes on

Brutality and aggression
Tomorrow another lesson
Expecting another air raid
Praying for a ceasefire

They say things are getting better
No need to be complacent
There’s chaos across the border
And one day it could be happening to us

It’s out of control
Blood on the world’s hands
It’s our epitaph
It’s out of control
Someone should know
Blood on the world’s hands

Someone Should”


– Iron Maiden





To Be Completely Honest







Seems to be damn near impossible

After all, where does one start on

The Mobius strip of infinite reality

Let us try and start “at a beginning”




This seems simple enough, right?


I am alive.


Three words of an “honest” statement


With some help from AI


“As words, what is the difference or similarities between truth and honesty?


Excellent question — truth and honesty are closely related, but they’re not the same. Here’s how they differ and overlap:

1. Truth

Definition: What is factually accurate or real — it exists independently of what someone believes or says.

Example: “The earth orbits the sun” is a truth, regardless of whether someone is honest or not about it.

Key idea: Truth is objective — it’s about reality.


2. Honesty

Definition: The quality of being truthful — speaking or acting in a way that matches what you believe to be true.

Example: A person who genuinely believes something and says it openly is being honest, even if what they believe happens to be false.

Key idea: Honesty is subjective — it’s about integrity and intention.


In short:

Truth = what is.

Honesty = how you relate to what is.


Someone can be honest but wrong (if they believe a falsehood) or dishonest but accurate (if they tell the truth for manipulative reasons).”

– AI


Hmmmm, let’s start over on that Mobius strip.



In short:

Truth = what is.

Honesty = how you relate to what is.



Yeah, sure….



I am alive.


Who is I? Okay, me. Got it…… But wait…

Is I the “ego”?


“: the self especially as contrasted with another self or the world”

– m-w.com



Or is I the “spirit”?


“: an animating or vital principle held to give life to physical  organisms”



The “honest” answer is…..

Whichever I believe


Oh shit, here we go again



Belief, proof, truth, and honesty are

On a mobius strip all by themselves



We haven’t even gotten to “am” yet



“:present tense first-person singular of be”

– m-w.com


I am

In other words, “me is” or “me be”

Sounds crudely simple, but it removes the ego

But now, what is me?

Is it the collective connection between

The brain, heart, and lungs?

Feets don’t fail me now. Are they included?


My best understanding based on a

Lifetime of minimal research, me is

A collection of molecules that gather together

To always be forming an autonomous being

Through alleged nutritional intake

Processing it through saliva and the gatekeeper throat

Splashing into a stomach pool of hydrochloric acid

That by itself can dissolve metals, bone, meat, and fiber

Yet, individuals walk around as if miraculous events

Are not occurring in their body and stomach by

Sending waste through a slow amusement park ride

Down the colon through intestines, both large and small



Meanwhile, my brain, heart, and lungs are controlling

All of that process, without any input from me, myself and I

And yet “I” have the audacity, “to be completely “honest” “

Declaring that “I am alive” when technically

“I” / “me” has nothing to do with “being” alive.




All the while, me, myself, and I are the three blind guys

Trying to describe the elephant as each “sees” it

Arguing amongst themselves as to who is being “honest”



Because unlike the fable, there is no passerby that will

Ever come along to reveal the “truth” of the elephant

Michaelangelo’s hand of man to God never connects



Throw in some solipsism and indoctrinated gaslighting

Then have a party while trying to be completely honest



On the dark side

This whole house of cards is built
On the shifting sands of deception

On the bright side

Think of the challenge it represents
To try and make human connections
Of shared or dissimilar experiences
While maintaining your place and
Remembering your lines played out
On the world’s spherical stage

The fragility of it all does not stop
The intention and effort it takes to
Prop up whatever card is placed
In order to balance it up again for
Another start, futile as it may be
Regarding the known outcome of
Our Sisyphian spiritual quest



“I have special glasses
To see the contradiction
In everything.”


– Angelo Devlin

Know What Rights


Are not being

Taken away




Your right

To consume

Out of fear

Your right

To consume

Overpriced goods

Your right

To consume

Mindless media

Your right

To consume

Alternative facts

Your right

To consume

Flags and banners

Your right

To consume

Guns and bullets

Your right

To consume

Perfected propaganda

Your right

To consume

Untruths of immigrants

Your right

To consume

Exaggerations of crime

Your right

To consume

Fear of groups

Your right

To consume

Alleged Armageddon


You also have


Your right

To think

Your right

To question

Your right

Not to support

Billionaires

Your right

Not to support

Drug cartels like

Tobacco and alcohol

Your right

Not to support

Pharmaceutical poisons

Your right

To be kind and empathetic

Your right

To be patient and understanding

Your right

To be loving and caring



The following is a little long

However, it is by George Carlin

So that makes it okay.



“Here’s one more item for you, the last in our civics book: rights. Boy, everyone in this country is always running around, yammering about their fucking rights. I have a right. You have no right. We have a right.

They don’t a have right. Folks, I hate to spoil your fun but there’s no such thing as rights, OK.

They’re imaginary. We made them up, like the Boogie Man, the Three Little Pigs, Pinocchio, Mother Goose, shit like that.

Rights are an idea. They’re just imaginary. They’re a cute idea. Cute but that’s all. Cute and fictional.

But if you think you do have rights let me ask you this, where do they come from? People say, “Well, they come from God. They’re God-given rights.”

Oh, fuck, here we go again. Here we go again. The God excuse. The last refuge of a man with no answers and no argument, “They came from God.” Anything we can’t describe must have come from God.

Personally, folks, I believe that if your rights came from God, he would have given you the right to some food every day, and he would have given you the right to a roof over your head. God would have been looking out for you.

God would have been looking out for you, you know that? He wouldn’t have been worrying about making sure you have a gun so you can get drunk on Sunday night and kill your girlfriend’s parents.

But let’s say it’s true. Let’s say God gave us these rights. Why would he give us a certain number of rights?

The Bill of Rights in this country has ten stipulations, OK? Ten rights. And apparently, God was doing sloppy work that week because we’ve had to amend the Bill of Rights an additional 17 times, so God forgot a couple of things like slavery. Just fucking slipped his mind.

But let’s say God gave us the original ten. He gave the British 13. The British Bill of Rights has 13 stipulations. The Germans have 29. The Belgians have 25. The Swedish have only 6. And some people in the world have no rights at all.

What kind of a fucking, goddamn, God-given deal is that? No rights at all? Why would God give different people in different countries different numbers of different rights? Boredom? Amusement? Bad arithmetic? Do we find out at long last after all this time that God is weak in math skills?

Doesn’t sound like divine planning to me. Sounds more like human planning. Sounds more like one group trying to control another group. In other words, business as usual in America.

Now, if you think you do have rights, one last assignment for you. Next time you’re at the computer, get on the internet. Go to Wikipedia. When you get to Wikipedia, in the search field for Wikipedia, I want you to type in Japanese Americans 1942, and you’ll find out all about your precious fucking rights, OK? All right. You know about it. You know about it. Yeah.

In 1942, there were 110,000 Japanese-American citizens in good standing, law-abiding people, who were thrown into internment camps simply because their parents were born in the wrong country. That’s all they did wrong.

They had no right to a lawyer, no right to a fair trial, no right to a jury of their peers, no right to due process of any kind. The only right they had? Right this way, into the internment camps.

Just when these American citizens needed their rights the most, their government took them away, and rights aren’t rights if someone can take them away. They’re privileges.

That’s all we’ve ever had in this country is a bill of temporary privileges. And if you read the news even badly, you know that every year, the list gets shorter and shorter and shorter.

You see how silly that is? Yeah. Sooner or later, the people in this country are going to realize the government does not give a fuck about them. The government doesn’t care about you or your children or your rights or your welfare or your safety.

It simply doesn’t give a fuck about you. It’s interested in its own power. That’s the only thing keeping it and expanding it wherever possible.

Personally, when it comes to rights, I think one of two things is true. I think either we have unlimited rights or we have no rights at all.

Personally, I lean toward unlimited rights. I feel, for instance, I have the right to do anything I please. But if I do something you don’t like, I think you have the right to kill me.

So where are you going to find a fairer fucking deal than that? So the next time some asshole says to you, “I have a right to my opinion, “you say, “Oh yeah? Well I have a right to my opinion, and my opinion is you have no right to your opinion.” Then shoot the fuck and walk away.”


Thank you.

– George Carlin













I Am In Awe




Of the reality

Of our virtual reality

No headset is required

No Bluetooth pairing

No charging necessary

(Although sleep helps)

Just the contents in

The cranium case

Sensing everything

Sight and sound

Taste and touch

Plus hearing, which

Does not always

Include external ears

(You are probably not

Reading this out loud

And yet you hear it)

See if VR can do that




Of course, this reality

Is virtual, how can it not be

Molecules are zipping around

Doing their thing

Congregating into perceived mass

When not disguised as waves

Experienced by five senses

For the whole

Or individuals in the collective

To experience experiences

Besides those miracles going on

Individuals somehow have memories

Intentions to intend to find answers

Creating questions for more questioning




“Let’s just think about this for a minute,”

– Bill Hicks



You, me, us, and we have perceptions

Of reality, yet not any are, or can be exactly the same

No matter how close experiences are experienced

The background to those are different and varied

All because no two things can occupy

The same space at the same time

I did not make up those rules

But apparently, it seems to be the case



The VR devices, screens, headsets, gloves, etc

For all of their seemingly surreal sensations

Pale, pale in the consciousness comparison of

Opening one’s eyes to see the world around

Watching a sunrise as the cool night air fades

Feeling the gental rising of temperature while

Seeing shadows appear and dissappear

Hearing unseen birds chirp in the distance

Without speakers, wires, or headphones

Standing barefoot on a dewey lawn as one

Raises a hot cup of coffee to their mouth

Smell the fresh aroma of roasted beans

Shipped from distant lands in containers

Now, that is a real virtual reality of which

No man-made contraption can compete




As I tap the screen to type this nonsense

I know there is no actual physical connection

Just sensations that feel to be, you know, real

Like Michaelangelo’s man’s hand to God

No matter how close, will never connect

But still close enough to be miraculous



So next time you are incited into purchase

Rent, borrow, or try some external alleged VR

Save your money expressing that you are

Already in awe of the real virtual reality

You are constantly experiencing each moment




“I never wish to be right,
Only to be understood,

If you have questioned
Your beliefs. Then maybe,
I have done some good.”

– Angelo Devlin






An Odd Step Forward




Through the minefield

Of useless euphemisms

Not even treading lightly

Across the landscape of

Dastardly deadly deception

Ol’ Petey H wants to rename

The Defense Department

Back to the War Department

Oddly enough, I’m all for it

Not that I am looking for wars

But at least the collective

Can stop kidding itself

It kills people under

The guise of defense

Like some protection racket

For covetous corporations

Always on the offensive

Wasting time and resources

Creating a need “to defend”

By attacking the innocent patsy



Remember the Afghanistan distraction

Including building 7

The near body-less crash in Shanksville

Or the plane-less hole at the Pentagon

So we could go and attack Iraq

Think of the “lives” that could have been saved

If the disguised dictator George W

Had just announced, the US (which is we / us)

Is going to Iraq to slaughter innocent people

So that Haliburton’s Dick C’s could profit

Along with the Bush oil families

Via, not an actual declaration of war

(That would actually reveal the blood on our hands)

But rather, AUMF Authorization for Use of Military Force

Hmmmm, AU MF…… that’s Gold Mother F’rs.

How about SUHD Sanctioned Use of Human Decency

Oh yeah, no gross gross profits in that….



Ooopsie



Now, the DOW can just declare war

For the sake of declaring war

Think of the money to be saved from

All the posturing and distractions

It takes to convince people that

Their hard earned money is going

Straight to bloody bloodshed for

More weapons and casket purchases



“I don’t mind about the war. It’s one of the things I like to watch, if it is a war going on. ‘Cause then I know then if our side is winning, if our side is losing.


Roger Waters

“What God Wants, part 1”

From “Amused To Death”


“We like war! We’re a war-like people! We like war because we’re good at it! You know why we’re good at it? Cause we get a lot of practice. This country’s only 200 years old, and already, we’ve had 10 major wars. We average a major war every 20 years in this country, so we’re good at it! And it’s a good thing we are; we’re not very good at anything else anymore! Huh? Can’t build a decent car, can’t make a TV set or a VCR worth a fuck, got no steel industry left, can’t educate our young people, can’t get health care to our old people, but we can bomb the shit out of your country all right! Huh? Especially if your country is full of brown people; oh, we like that, don’t we? That’s our hobby! That’s our new job in the world: bombing brown people. Iraq, Panama, Grenada, Libya, you got some brown people in your country, tell them to watch the fuck out or we’ll goddamn bomb them!


“Well when’s the last white people you can remember that we bombed? Can you remember the last white— can you remember ANY white people we’ve ever bombed?
.
The Germans, those are the only ones and that’s only because they were trying to cut in on our action. They wanted to dominate the world! BULLSHIT! THAT’S OUR FUCKING JOB! !”

– George Carlin




So it is an odd step forward

While going backwards





“I write to expunge the darkness
So that someday
Light may shine through”


– Angelo Devlin


Full lyrics help too


“The Bravery Of Being Out Of Range”

You have a natural tendency
To squeeze off a shot
You’re good fun at parties
You wear the right masks

You’re old but you still
Like a laugh in the locker room
You can’t abide change
You’re at home on the range

You opened your suitcase
Behind the old workings
To show off the magnum
You deafened the canyon

A comfort a friend
Only upstaged in the end
By the Uzi machine gun
Does the recoil remind you

Remind you of sex
Old man what the hell you gonna kill next
Old timer who you gonna kill next
I looked over Jordan and what did I see

Saw a U.S. Marine in a pile of debris
I swam in your pools
And lay under your palm trees
I looked in the eyes of the Indian

Who lay on the Federal Building steps
And through the range finder over the hill
I saw the frontline boys popping their pills
Sick of the mess they find

On their desert stage
And the bravery of being out of range
Yeah the question is vexed
Old man what the hell you gonna kill next

Old timer who you gonna kill next
Hey bartender over here
Two more shots
And two more beers

Sir turn up the TV sound
The war has started on the ground
Just love those laser guided bombs
They’re really great

For righting wrongs
You hit the target
And win the game
From bars 3,000 miles away

3,000 miles away
We play the game
With the bravery of being out of range
We zap and maim

With the bravery of being out of range
We strafe the train
With the bravery of being out of range
We gained terrain

With the bravery of being out of range
With the bravery of being out of range
We play the game
With the bravery of being out of range


– Roger Waters




The Right Answer


To any question is….

“I don’t know.”

From there

Comes enlightenment




Not that, I don’t know

The right answer

But rather that

” I don’t know,”

Is the right answer




Let’s test it…

Q : Why do you work?

The answer is not

Because I need the money or

I like what I do or

I am helping others. It is

A: ” I don’t know.”



By saying I don’t know

Circumstantially forces one’s self

To ask better questions

Not so much to get to

The right answer

But perhaps a better one




Because the truth is

One does not know

Why they do

What they do



Here is a different angle (RA = Right Answer)

Q: Why do you breathe ?

A: Because I am alive / RA: ” I don’t know.”

Q: Why are you alive?

A: Because I was born / RA: ” I don’t know.”

Q: Why were you born

A: Ummm, irresponsible parents / RA: ” I don’t know.”

Q: Why irresponsible parents

A: ” I don’t know ” / RA: ” I don’t know.”




Now we are getting somewhere



How can you have been “born”

When everything that makes you up

Has always been, already here

It has merely changed structure

On a quantum molecular level such as

“Breathing” in O²

Exhaling C0²

Meanwhile, “You” didn’t do 💩

It is all an energy exchange

Which can all be broken down

To its component parts

Yet, it still does not explain

Why do you breathe ?



RA: ” I don’t know.”



Doubt and not knowing

Always bring me to a happy place

Because I can get lost

In infinite inquiry

Before returning to

This dense dimension

Never finding the right answer

While knowing the right answer

A: ” I don’t know.”




“I never wish to be right,
Only to be understood,

If you have questioned
Your beliefs. Then maybe,
I have done some good. “

– Angelo Devlin

Compartmentalizing

Or rather

Compartment

Mentalizing



To survive heavy burdens

Of unpleasant ugly truths

In a complicit manner to

Move forward in ignorance

Of unchangeable things

Such as supporting a

Government of people

That has rules against

People killing people

While arming itself to

Intentionally kill people

Whom are found to be

Easily killed and justified

Via the most ridiculous

Of pretenses for profit

Under guises of democracy

Stuff we file away at our

Own collective peril because

The blinders are so comfortable

We can not see ourselves

In the subjective mirrors

But never mind that

For that is on a global scale




It is the stuff we file away

In the corners of our mind

Of our own consciousness

That is most disturbing

Things we brush aside

Because our narratives

Of malignant events

Are too overwhelming

To address poignantly

With peace and love for

Enlightened evolution




Still, the stuffed compartments

Do not go away but remain

Waiting forever to hopefully

Find their way into some

Orwellian memory hole

Flamed into ashes

Now floating in the ether



All the while, still wondering why


“The evil that men do lives on and on !….”

– Iron Maiden


Ooopsie


“I write to expunge the darkness
So that someday
Light may shine through”


– Angelo Devlin

Reality Falls



On deaf eyes

Because no one

Wants to see

What they know

To be hearing

The voice within

Saying not only that

We are one

But rather all is one

Never beginning

Never ending

Just a whole

Infinite entirety

Impossible to be

Separate from itself


“God is the voice that says,
I am not here..”

Don DeLillo



The voice you can hear

Without any ears

That is only silent

While you are sleeping

Which begs the questions

Where do you go and

Who turned off the sound



One could dissolve

Into the ether from

Particles into waves

From matter to light

And back again in a

Planctonian nanosecond

And the only thing

That you can recall is

Emerging from slumber

To turn off an alarm

Prior to that, your

Previous existence is

Purely theoretical

Save an agreed to construct

Of the universal mind

So that you might

Experience experiences

For the sake of experience

Wherein lies is how

Reality falls



“The Grand Illusion”

“Welcome to the Grand illusion
Come on in and see what’s happening
Pay the price,
get your tickets for the show

The stage is set, the band starts playing
Suddenly, your heart is pounding
Wishing secretly you were a star.

But don’t be fooled by the radio
The TV or the magazines
They show you photographs
Of how your life should be

But they’re just someone else’s fantasy
So if you think your life is
Complete confusion

Because you never win the game
Just remember that it’s a Grand illusion
And deep inside, we’re all the same.

We’re all the same…

So if you think your life is complete confusion
Because your neighbors got it made
Just remember that it’s a Grand illusion
And deep inside, we’re all the same.
We’re all the same…

America spells competition,
Join us in our blind ambition
Get yourself a brand new motor car

Someday soon we’ll stop to ponder what on Earth’s this spell we’re under

We made the grade, and still, we wonder
Who the hell we are. “


– Styx






“When you’re born, you get a ticket to the freak show.

When you’re born in America……… you get a front row seat.”

– George Carlin