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An Odd Step Forward




Through the minefield

Of useless euphemisms

Not even treading lightly

Across the landscape of

Dastardly deadly deception

Ol’ Petey H wants to rename

The Defense Department

Back to the War Department

Oddly enough, I’m all for it

Not that I am looking for wars

But at least the collective

Can stop kidding itself

It kills people under

The guise of defense

Like some protection racket

For covetous corporations

Always on the offensive

Wasting time and resources

Creating a need “to defend”

By attacking the innocent patsy



Remember the Afghanistan distraction

Including building 7

The near body-less crash in Shanksville

Or the plane-less hole at the Pentagon

So we could go and attack Iraq

Think of the “lives” that could have been saved

If the disguised dictator George W

Had just announced, the US (which is we / us)

Is going to Iraq to slaughter innocent people

So that Haliburton’s Dick C’s could profit

Along with the Bush oil families

Via, not an actual declaration of war

(That would actually reveal the blood on our hands)

But rather, AUMF Authorization for Use of Military Force

Hmmmm, AU MF…… that’s Gold Mother F’rs.

How about SUHD Sanctioned Use of Human Decency

Oh yeah, no gross gross profits in that….



Ooopsie



Now, the DOW can just declare war

For the sake of declaring war

Think of the money to be saved from

All the posturing and distractions

It takes to convince people that

Their hard earned money is going

Straight to bloody bloodshed for

More weapons and casket purchases



“I don’t mind about the war. It’s one of the things I like to watch, if it is a war going on. ‘Cause then I know then if our side is winning, if our side is losing.


Roger Waters

“What God Wants, part 1”

From “Amused To Death”


“We like war! We’re a war-like people! We like war because we’re good at it! You know why we’re good at it? Cause we get a lot of practice. This country’s only 200 years old, and already, we’ve had 10 major wars. We average a major war every 20 years in this country, so we’re good at it! And it’s a good thing we are; we’re not very good at anything else anymore! Huh? Can’t build a decent car, can’t make a TV set or a VCR worth a fuck, got no steel industry left, can’t educate our young people, can’t get health care to our old people, but we can bomb the shit out of your country all right! Huh? Especially if your country is full of brown people; oh, we like that, don’t we? That’s our hobby! That’s our new job in the world: bombing brown people. Iraq, Panama, Grenada, Libya, you got some brown people in your country, tell them to watch the fuck out or we’ll goddamn bomb them!


“Well when’s the last white people you can remember that we bombed? Can you remember the last white— can you remember ANY white people we’ve ever bombed?
.
The Germans, those are the only ones and that’s only because they were trying to cut in on our action. They wanted to dominate the world! BULLSHIT! THAT’S OUR FUCKING JOB! !”

– George Carlin




So it is an odd step forward

While going backwards





“I write to expunge the darkness
So that someday
Light may shine through”


– Angelo Devlin


Full lyrics help too


“The Bravery Of Being Out Of Range”

You have a natural tendency
To squeeze off a shot
You’re good fun at parties
You wear the right masks

You’re old but you still
Like a laugh in the locker room
You can’t abide change
You’re at home on the range

You opened your suitcase
Behind the old workings
To show off the magnum
You deafened the canyon

A comfort a friend
Only upstaged in the end
By the Uzi machine gun
Does the recoil remind you

Remind you of sex
Old man what the hell you gonna kill next
Old timer who you gonna kill next
I looked over Jordan and what did I see

Saw a U.S. Marine in a pile of debris
I swam in your pools
And lay under your palm trees
I looked in the eyes of the Indian

Who lay on the Federal Building steps
And through the range finder over the hill
I saw the frontline boys popping their pills
Sick of the mess they find

On their desert stage
And the bravery of being out of range
Yeah the question is vexed
Old man what the hell you gonna kill next

Old timer who you gonna kill next
Hey bartender over here
Two more shots
And two more beers

Sir turn up the TV sound
The war has started on the ground
Just love those laser guided bombs
They’re really great

For righting wrongs
You hit the target
And win the game
From bars 3,000 miles away

3,000 miles away
We play the game
With the bravery of being out of range
We zap and maim

With the bravery of being out of range
We strafe the train
With the bravery of being out of range
We gained terrain

With the bravery of being out of range
With the bravery of being out of range
We play the game
With the bravery of being out of range


– Roger Waters




The Right Answer


To any question is….

“I don’t know.”

From there

Comes enlightenment




Not that, I don’t know

The right answer

But rather that

” I don’t know,”

Is the right answer




Let’s test it…

Q : Why do you work?

The answer is not

Because I need the money or

I like what I do or

I am helping others. It is

A: ” I don’t know.”



By saying I don’t know

Circumstantially forces one’s self

To ask better questions

Not so much to get to

The right answer

But perhaps a better one




Because the truth is

One does not know

Why they do

What they do



Here is a different angle (RA = Right Answer)

Q: Why do you breathe ?

A: Because I am alive / RA: ” I don’t know.”

Q: Why are you alive?

A: Because I was born / RA: ” I don’t know.”

Q: Why were you born

A: Ummm, irresponsible parents / RA: ” I don’t know.”

Q: Why irresponsible parents

A: ” I don’t know ” / RA: ” I don’t know.”




Now we are getting somewhere



How can you have been “born”

When everything that makes you up

Has always been, already here

It has merely changed structure

On a quantum molecular level such as

“Breathing” in O²

Exhaling C0²

Meanwhile, “You” didn’t do 💩

It is all an energy exchange

Which can all be broken down

To its component parts

Yet, it still does not explain

Why do you breathe ?



RA: ” I don’t know.”



Doubt and not knowing

Always bring me to a happy place

Because I can get lost

In infinite inquiry

Before returning to

This dense dimension

Never finding the right answer

While knowing the right answer

A: ” I don’t know.”




“I never wish to be right,
Only to be understood,

If you have questioned
Your beliefs. Then maybe,
I have done some good. “

– Angelo Devlin

Compartmentalizing

Or rather

Compartment

Mentalizing



To survive heavy burdens

Of unpleasant ugly truths

In a complicit manner to

Move forward in ignorance

Of unchangeable things

Such as supporting a

Government of people

That has rules against

People killing people

While arming itself to

Intentionally kill people

Whom are found to be

Easily killed and justified

Via the most ridiculous

Of pretenses for profit

Under guises of democracy

Stuff we file away at our

Own collective peril because

The blinders are so comfortable

We can not see ourselves

In the subjective mirrors

But never mind that

For that is on a global scale




It is the stuff we file away

In the corners of our mind

Of our own consciousness

That is most disturbing

Things we brush aside

Because our narratives

Of malignant events

Are too overwhelming

To address poignantly

With peace and love for

Enlightened evolution




Still, the stuffed compartments

Do not go away but remain

Waiting forever to hopefully

Find their way into some

Orwellian memory hole

Flamed into ashes

Now floating in the ether



All the while, still wondering why


“The evil that men do lives on and on !….”

– Iron Maiden


Ooopsie


“I write to expunge the darkness
So that someday
Light may shine through”


– Angelo Devlin

Reality Falls



On deaf eyes

Because no one

Wants to see

What they know

To be hearing

The voice within

Saying not only that

We are one

But rather all is one

Never beginning

Never ending

Just a whole

Infinite entirety

Impossible to be

Separate from itself


“God is the voice that says,
I am not here..”

Don DeLillo



The voice you can hear

Without any ears

That is only silent

While you are sleeping

Which begs the questions

Where do you go and

Who turned off the sound



One could dissolve

Into the ether from

Particles into waves

From matter to light

And back again in a

Planctonian nanosecond

And the only thing

That you can recall is

Emerging from slumber

To turn off an alarm

Prior to that, your

Previous existence is

Purely theoretical

Save an agreed to construct

Of the universal mind

So that you might

Experience experiences

For the sake of experience

Wherein lies is how

Reality falls



“The Grand Illusion”

“Welcome to the Grand illusion
Come on in and see what’s happening
Pay the price,
get your tickets for the show

The stage is set, the band starts playing
Suddenly, your heart is pounding
Wishing secretly you were a star.

But don’t be fooled by the radio
The TV or the magazines
They show you photographs
Of how your life should be

But they’re just someone else’s fantasy
So if you think your life is
Complete confusion

Because you never win the game
Just remember that it’s a Grand illusion
And deep inside, we’re all the same.

We’re all the same…

So if you think your life is complete confusion
Because your neighbors got it made
Just remember that it’s a Grand illusion
And deep inside, we’re all the same.
We’re all the same…

America spells competition,
Join us in our blind ambition
Get yourself a brand new motor car

Someday soon we’ll stop to ponder what on Earth’s this spell we’re under

We made the grade, and still, we wonder
Who the hell we are. “


– Styx






“When you’re born, you get a ticket to the freak show.

When you’re born in America……… you get a front row seat.”

– George Carlin

Innocence / In No Sense


Does the legal principle

Innocent until proven guilty

Hold anybody hard and fast to

The virtue of alleged innocence

It is merely a vague declaration

To occupy the masses to soften

Their stance until an outcome

Has been verified by a citizen group

Not really qualified to decide

Save their own selfish agenda

Of an individualistic* egotistical perception

*(If it serves themselves,
it “must” serve others)

How deranged is that

There are just to many moving parts

To assume one’s innocence



Or….or…the same or similar citizen group

Could come up with a hard and fast

Solid justification of guilt and punishment

Which may be perceived as a deterrent

To stop anyone from replicating the “sin”

Fails to do so before the verdict is applied



“I’m tired of hearing about innocent victims. It’s fiction, If you live on this planet, you’re guilty, period, f*** you, next case, end of report. Your birth certificate is proof of guilt.”

George Carlin



Pseudo subtle and insane indoctrinations

Brought forth mostly by popular religions

To state right out of the gate, one is born in / of sin



Psalm 51:5 reads:

“Behold, I was shapen in iniquity; and in sin did my mother conceive me”

Romans 5:12 reads:

“Wherefore, as by one man sin entered into the world, and death by sin; and so death passed upon all men, for that all have sinned”




Ooopsie……WTF ….. I just got here

At least give me the illusion that

I have the clean slate I have

And, and that any “infraction”

Would receive that Jesusy thing

Also known as….forgiveness


You know, to evolve higher

Like Jesus


Oopsie.


“I don’t even understand the connection with ‘died for your sins’. He died for your sin. Well, how does one affect the other? ‘I hit myself in the foot with a shovel for your mortgage’…

– Doug Stanhope





Otherwise, life presupposes a lifetime

Of attempting to close Pandora’s box

When you didn’t open it in the first place

Talk about a Sisyphean punishment

Not to worry, if at first you don’t succeed

Don’t worry, you never ever ever will

Keep rolling Sisyphus, keep rolling




Ought not society better attempt to

Heal the individual wounds and psyche

So the collective has a more enlightened

Path forward, that all may learn and evolve

I’m just asking for eight billion

Of my fellow spacetravelers




Instead of all this fake made-up “justice”

That again does not ultimately serve

Our collective purposeful intention

To be enlightened divine beings

Capable of infinite love

Beyond space and time




“Just asking for eight billion

Of my fellow spacetravelers, “


– Angelo Devlin






Experiences And Stories



Can never be one and the same


“Let’s just think about that for a moment.”

– Bill Hicks


Two people

Or

Eight Billion

May experience a sunset or sunrise

Yet no matter how close or timely

Either are experienced at locations

Every single individual has a different

Story they tell others or themselves

How can something so similar

Be so unique, deciphered divinely



Meanwhile, after aeons of alleged evolution

Both sunrise and sunset are misnomers

Even after most of the collective inhabitants

Of the “Pale Blue Dot” had it “dawn” on them

That the sun stays in a relatively fixed position

While hurling and burning through the cosmos

It neither “rises” or “sets” save for its 

Heliocentric relative whereabouts that give

The illusion that it is going up and down



In a baby step towards experiencing reality

As it is and not using deceptive dialog to

Protend and pretend, it is different from what it is

I use the term mornglow for the former sunrise

Also eveglow as a replacement for sunset




Anyone coming aboard my crazy train?

Didn’t think so and I am okay with that.



So when someone tells you a story of their experience

It may not or obviously not be the same story you’d tell

If you found yourself experiencing the same thing




It is fun to keep that all in mind while hearing “news”

There is ultimately nothing factual about a story

Reported that can actually be concretely verified

To anyone’s satisfaction if it is not believed anyway




“The phantoms
Of our imagination
Are as real as the
Beliefs in our brain”


– Angelo Devlin

When In Doubt



Stay there

It is a good

Place to be

Besides, surety

Is most often a

State of limbo

Be certain of

Not knowing

Then you will know

You are correct



Undoubtedly

Failing Wildly

At gedankenexperiments *

Even though I am the

Only one participating

Running through scenarios

Like the W.O.P.R computer

War Operation Plan Response

In the movie “War Games”

Cycling through tic-tac-toe or

Thermo Nuclear war outcomes

In fantastical, what if options

Then what next possibilities

In a neverending quest for truth

Everything changes with each

Addition and subtraction

Of good ideas gone awry or

Bad concepts resurrected

Still, the search continues




“Look For The Truth”

All my dark dreams drift like smoke in the breeze
The fear grips me as I fall towards my sleep
Here comes the nightmare that never ends
Here is the dream that makes monsters of men

In the house of my soul
In rooms of ugliness and cold
Memories locked away
All the doubts and fears I never faced

Now they come again
I am falling down to meet with them
Fears within us all
Mine awake, and they stand up tall

Look for the truth
Deepest cut of all from you
Knife of the truth
Blade of hatred slicing through

I pray my sleep will break
Maybe this time, I won’t wake
Weakness I hide so well
This dagger, in my mind, will tell

It’s my final stand
I make a fist out of each hand
To shadows of the past
Take a breath, and I scream, “Attack!”

Look for the truth
Deepest cut of all from you
Knife of the truth
Blade of hatred slicing through

Here is the truth
Deepest cut of all from you
Knife of the truth
Blade of hatred slicing through


– Iron Maiden




* I know thought experiment
States the same thing clearer, but
Gedankenexperiments sounds cooler

Flash

When the world

Needs them most

What happened

To Flash Mobs?

Unbelievable

“I just think it is interesting to see how people act on their beliefs, you know what I mean. Because your beliefs are just that, they are just how you were taught and raised. That doesn’t make them real.”

– Bill Hicks


How you were taught and raised
How you were taught and raised…….


One believes not because

Something is believable

But rather that one

Chooses to believe it

Evidence be dammed

Overwhelming or nonexistent


Ironically, that which is…..

Believable……has…..proof


When considering a belief of “yours”

Stated from a position that

You wholeheartedly believe it

If you put it, using other words

Such as plausible perception

It begs to question its validity





I believe any belief could be

Verified or disregarded

Using that recontextualized

Presentation for questioning



Let’s say one says they believe

In heaven and hell

Usually, more heaven than hell

But if, instead, said

I have a plausible perception

Of heaven and hell

It might inspire questioning

Where that belief came from

Causing one to inquire of themselves

What are those vague concepts based on

You guessed it…. nothing / no thing

Save for it being in a book



(If a book was published about me

Stating that I am charming, smart,

Witty, good-looking, wealthy, and funny

Would be nice but would not make it so)


No matter how many times

Everybody read it

Reality would beg to differ

Especially if I wrote it

Save, contributing to my

Own narcissistic agenda


“It is far better to grasp the universe as it really is than to persist in delusion however satisfying and reassuring”

– Carl Sagan


Oopsie


“Imagine there’s no heaven
It’s easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky

Imagine all the people
Living for today…. Aha-ah…

 “Imagine”

– John Lennon





Because certainly there is zero proof

Save for a collective mind construct

That makes them non things that are “so”

After all, neither can have a fixed place

No thing, nothing has a fixed place

If it did, it wouldn’t be a thing

But rather, the singularity of an anomaly

Even more irrational than the Big Bang

Every thing, everything is moving

Either by the molecules themselves

Or their collective movement

Through the cosmos and beyond

In a highly technical, extremely loving

Virtual reality that is very real

Made up by what seems unreal

Since it is mostly empty space

Through waves and particles

Appearing solid when observed (particles)

Yet nonexistent when not (waves)



“What is wanted is not the will to believe but the wish to find out, which is the exact opposite.”

– Bertrand Russell



Wishful thinking is not a good reason to believe something



“You’ve gotta respect everyone’s beliefs.”

No, you don’t.

That’s what gets us in trouble. Look, you have to acknowledge everyone’s beliefs, and then you have to reserve the right to go:

“That is fucking stupid. Are you kidding me?” 

I have have an uncle who believes he saw Sasquatch. We do not believe him nor do we respect him!


– Patton Oswalt