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When In Doubt



Stay there

It is a good

Place to be

Besides, surety

Is most often a

State of limbo

Be certain of

Not knowing

Then you will know

You are correct



Undoubtedly

Failing Wildly

At gedankenexperiments *

Even though I am the

Only one participating

Running through scenarios

Like the W.O.P.R computer

War Operation Plan Response

In the movie “War Games”

Cycling through tic-tac-toe or

Thermo Nuclear war outcomes

In fantastical, what if options

Then what next possibilities

In a neverending quest for truth

Everything changes with each

Addition and subtraction

Of good ideas gone awry or

Bad concepts resurrected

Still, the search continues




“Look For The Truth”

All my dark dreams drift like smoke in the breeze
The fear grips me as I fall towards my sleep
Here comes the nightmare that never ends
Here is the dream that makes monsters of men

In the house of my soul
In rooms of ugliness and cold
Memories locked away
All the doubts and fears I never faced

Now they come again
I am falling down to meet with them
Fears within us all
Mine awake, and they stand up tall

Look for the truth
Deepest cut of all from you
Knife of the truth
Blade of hatred slicing through

I pray my sleep will break
Maybe this time, I won’t wake
Weakness I hide so well
This dagger, in my mind, will tell

It’s my final stand
I make a fist out of each hand
To shadows of the past
Take a breath, and I scream, “Attack!”

Look for the truth
Deepest cut of all from you
Knife of the truth
Blade of hatred slicing through

Here is the truth
Deepest cut of all from you
Knife of the truth
Blade of hatred slicing through


– Iron Maiden




* I know thought experiment
States the same thing clearer, but
Gedankenexperiments sounds cooler

Flash

When the world

Needs them most

What happened

To Flash Mobs?

Unbelievable

“I just think it is interesting to see how people act on their beliefs, you know what I mean. Because your beliefs are just that, they are just how you were taught and raised. That doesn’t make them real.”

– Bill Hicks


How you were taught and raised
How you were taught and raised…….


One believes not because

Something is believable

But rather that one

Chooses to believe it

Evidence be dammed

Overwhelming or nonexistent


Ironically, that which is…..

Believable……has…..proof


When considering a belief of “yours”

Stated from a position that

You wholeheartedly believe it

If you put it, using other words

Such as plausible perception

It begs to question its validity





I believe any belief could be

Verified or disregarded

Using that recontextualized

Presentation for questioning



Let’s say one says they believe

In heaven and hell

Usually, more heaven than hell

But if, instead, said

I have a plausible perception

Of heaven and hell

It might inspire questioning

Where that belief came from

Causing one to inquire of themselves

What are those vague concepts based on

You guessed it…. nothing / no thing

Save for it being in a book



(If a book was published about me

Stating that I am charming, smart,

Witty, good-looking, wealthy, and funny

Would be nice but would not make it so)


No matter how many times

Everybody read it

Reality would beg to differ

Especially if I wrote it

Save, contributing to my

Own narcissistic agenda


“It is far better to grasp the universe as it really is than to persist in delusion however satisfying and reassuring”

– Carl Sagan


Oopsie


“Imagine there’s no heaven
It’s easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky

Imagine all the people
Living for today…. Aha-ah…

 “Imagine”

– John Lennon





Because certainly there is zero proof

Save for a collective mind construct

That makes them non things that are “so”

After all, neither can have a fixed place

No thing, nothing has a fixed place

If it did, it wouldn’t be a thing

But rather, the singularity of an anomaly

Even more irrational than the Big Bang

Every thing, everything is moving

Either by the molecules themselves

Or their collective movement

Through the cosmos and beyond

In a highly technical, extremely loving

Virtual reality that is very real

Made up by what seems unreal

Since it is mostly empty space

Through waves and particles

Appearing solid when observed (particles)

Yet nonexistent when not (waves)



“What is wanted is not the will to believe but the wish to find out, which is the exact opposite.”

– Bertrand Russell



Wishful thinking is not a good reason to believe something



“You’ve gotta respect everyone’s beliefs.”

No, you don’t.

That’s what gets us in trouble. Look, you have to acknowledge everyone’s beliefs, and then you have to reserve the right to go:

“That is fucking stupid. Are you kidding me?” 

I have have an uncle who believes he saw Sasquatch. We do not believe him nor do we respect him!


– Patton Oswalt

Is It Not Strange?


That in a world of

Diametricly opposed

Polar opposites

With coordinating labels

Liberal, Democratic, left, blue

Conservative, Republican, right, red

That both sides equally support

Either aggressively or passively

(Basically, War Hawks or Dove Hawks)

The Military Industrial Complex

Because their constituents need jobs

To support their “patriotic” families

While other families lose their members

To violent unnecessary deaths

Because corporations need access

To cheap and plentiful resources



Is it not strange?



In a cycle of wash rinse repeat or

Brainwash, regurgitate, retribution

Profiting of off killing God’s children

In a convoluted, us vs. us strategy

Even though everyone shares

More than 99.9% of the same DNA



Is it not strange? 



Plus, both sides adhering to

Some version of the rule of law

As long as it doesn’t apply to the Hawks

Likewise, the Prison Industrial Complex

Flipping coins to see who lives or dies

Interchangeable never questioning why

In a gambit of legalese wrangling

As long as power says

It is okey dokey to do

J Q public will put up with it too

Since it is not happening to them




Is it not strange?



When the major religions

Feed off different distinctions of

Love thy neighbor as thyself

Unless of course, one does not

Believe in the same prophet/profiteer

In a do as I say not as I do behavior

Jesus loved everyone and from what

Little I’ve read, didn’t kill anyone, ooops

Advised forgiveness of one’s enemies

That whole turn the cheek thingy




Is it not strange?




All are driven to distraction

Away from their divinity by

Following bouncing balls

Of many sizes and designs

Iridescent shiny objects

Each more appealing

Everytime they bounce



Is it not strange?



Safety, security, serenity

Is just around the corner

If only each could be caught

Placed back in Pandora’s box

Each side wanting the same

From different perspectives

Immigrants, transgenders

Criminals and homeless

While the other side wants

To eradicate billionaires

Bosses and politicians

Both tucked away nicely so

One could live free, freely




Is it not strange?



Meanwhile, not seeing ourselves

In the perfect mirrors

Reflecting back ourselves

In any given moment

The good, bad, beautiful, and ugly

All moments every moment



Is it not strange?



















Science


Disqualifies itself

As a voice of reason

Proof and verifiability

By clinging to

An unprovable cliche

As its go to theory

(Much like religion)

That everything

Came from nothing

Save for a microscopic dot

That exploded once and

Made a very loud noise

Most often referred to as

“The Big Bang”

None of which Science can

Point to any proof of at all

Save for an accepted theory



Even within the scope of

The observable universe

Which is said to be 90 million

Light years across in any

Direction from the Pale Blue Dot

(That is a big f’n area)

And within that big, mostly space

Absolutely zero evidence, hmmm

It’s just an underlying verbal tic

Regurgitated and repeated as if

To convince themselves it is true



If science wanted to redeem itself

It would declare that everything exists infinitely

After all, there is proof of that everywhere

The same goes for religion

It likewise could state that all is God

You, me, space, voids, vacuums, light,

Cats, dogs, electricity, water, air,

Lakes, deserts, mountains, valleys,

Hospitals, prisons, guns, schools, etc.





I am a whole part of a whole

Which I am also its entirety

Therefore, there is no place

Science and God are not

The same goes for heaven and hell

There is no observable place for either

Save for what one makes of

Their situation at any moment





Presupposing a story or theory

To hang a hat on so that everything

That is told after it makes sense

Makes no sense

There is zero proof of

Creation or a big bang




It is much more valid to

Not only believe but prove

Everything exists

Infinitely forever while

Merely changing shape

Content and context as

The miracle in that alone

Ought to keep everyone

Animated in a state of awe

With God and Science or

Without God and Science




“Just an observation,
Maybe I need
Different glasses.”

– Angelo Devlin

The Hardest Point



To make is a point

Not to make a point

Even though it is on

The tip of your tongue

Sharp as a diamond

Yet small enough to

Follow a tiny groove

Loaded in a track to

Play a symphony or

Thrash metal music

One must anticipate

How or what and if

The other person

Is willing or ready

To hear your point



Most will fall

On deaf ears

Or blind eyes

Unless their mind

Is open to hear and see

The hardest point




The medium / median point

Would be to let it be “their” idea




“We teach best

what we need to learn

most ourselves.”

– Richard Bach




Silence would be

The softest point

Yet, the hardest point



“Keep it to yourself
Yeah, keep it to yourself

Yeah, keep it to yourself. “


– Kacey Musgraves

Hooked, Lying, And Stinker



Are you overloaded

With useless opinions, then

We have a format for you

You will find it randomly

In your social media feed

On your thumb powered

Conveyor belt of distraction

Deception and devolution

Whereas in pixilated print

We will select a trigger topic

That is sure to enrage you

Enough to get fingers typing

Knee jerk rapid responses

Bypassing human filters to

Question the source or

Validity of the information

That has no intention of

Drawing a conclusion or

Compiling evidence to curb

What triggers many



For the longest time

The staples used to be

Flag burning, guns, and abortion

On their timed distraction rotation

Simple, easy, and cliché’d responses

Stop, more and none

Now, it’s a free-for-all cacophony

Of tenacious trigger topics

Transgender, patriotism,

Fascism, pedophilia, flat earth,

Moon landings, hoaxes,

Conspiracies, billionaires,

Pronouns, immigration,

Education and vaccinations





Sweltering in ignorance

Regurgitating rhetoric

For the sake of staring

In a mirror that reflects

Nothing of what you see

Save perpetuating

Petty petulance of

I’m rubber, you’re glue

Na nya nana nya ya

By alleged adults with

Jobs and responsibilities

Oozing narcissism that

Their words are the capstone

To close the conversation

Meanwhile, thousands more

Chime in with their two cents

That isn’t worth the digital

Display it appears on



All because they fell

For the nonsense

Hook, line, and sinker



Stop, Think, Move on


So you are not hooked

By stinking liars

Chalk It Up


To experience

Whatever “it” is

It wasn’t fatal

Besides, even if

It was fatal

That would simply

Be another experience

It doesn’t end things

If you were you

Before you got here

Getting here

Is an experience

Likewise, leaving here

Is* an experience

Regardless of how

You exit the stage




“The program for this evening is not new
You’ve seen this entertainment through and through
You’ve seen your birth your life and death
You might recall all of the rest
Did you have a good world when you died?
Enough to base a movie on?

I’m getting out of here

Where are you going?

To the other side of morning

Please don’t chase the clouds, pagodas”


“The Movie” “An American Prayer “

– The Doors




* (Will be) would suggest

A “first” “time” experience

When logically, it seems

That would not be the case




“If you can just get your mind together
Then come on across to me
We’ll hold hands, and then we’ll watch the sunrise
From the bottom of the sea

But first, are you experienced?
Or have you ever been experienced?
Well, I have

I know, I know you probably scream and cry
That your little world won’t let you go
But who in your measly little world
Are you trying to prove that
You’re made out of gold and, uh, can’t be sold?

So uh, are you experienced?
Have you ever been experienced?
Well, I have
Ah, let me prove it to you

Trumpets and violins I can, uh, hear in the distance
I think they’re calling our names
Maybe now you can’t hear them, but you will, ha-ha
If you just take hold of my hand

Oh, but are you experienced?
Have you ever been experienced?

Not necessarily stoned, but beautiful”

– Jimmy Hendrix


As long as I’m closing
This out with lyrics
Here are a few more


“There’s time to live and time to die
When it’s time to meet the maker
There’s time to live, but isn’t it strange
That as soon as you’re born, you’re dying…


…and reborn again??”

“The Clairvoyant”

– Iron Maiden


“Mark my words believe my soul lives on
Don’t worry now that I have gone
I’ve gone beyond to seek the truth

When you know that your time is close at hand
Maybe then you’ll begin to understand
Life down there is just a strange illusion

Yeah, yeah, yeah,
Hallowed be Thy name
Yeah, yeah, yeah,
Hallowed be Thy name”

“Hallowed be Thy name”

– Iron Maiden




Can you imagine the amount

Of infinite experiences that

Can go on in infinity, infinitely

That would certainly make

Whatever your current conundrum is

Just another experience

To be chalked up…….



“Infinite Dreams”

There’s got to be just more to it than this
Or tell me why do we exist
I’d like to think that when I die
I’d get a chance another time

And to return and live again
Reincarnate, play the game
Again and again and again.”


– Iron Maiden



And finally…….


“People say maybe you’ll come back.

Reincarnation. Do you think so? Well, it doesn’t seem mathematically possible to me, man.

Ah, ’cause at one time, all we had on the Earth was 6 people, you know. I avoid 2 because it’s controversial, but 6. Most people will agree, “Oh fuck ya, we had 6 at one time, yeah” 6 people, 6 souls. Cool!

They died, souls went back to the place. 6 new people, souls *Whew* Still 6 souls.

Now we have 4 (8) billion people, claiming to have souls………………

Someone is printing up souls. And it lowers their value, you know.”

– George Carlin

Faith



Is trusting that you exist

As a sentient being with

A subjective perspective as a

Grand part of a greater whole



Logic dictates that you do not

After all, the molecules that

Make you up, zip around

With their own intention

None of which you have the

Slightest inkling of control


“You have nothing in your hands.  Any power you have comes to you,  from far beyond.  Everything is fixed, and you can’t change it.”

JC

“Jesus Christ Super Star”



It is my best understanding

Which seems highly likely that

Every cell that makes you up

Is replaced every eleven years

Oxygen and blood go quicker

While bones take much longer

Still, you are not the same person

You were eleven years ago

If that is the case, who are you



“As soon as you’re born, you’re dying,”

– Iron Maiden



All of “you” has been replaced

By a nearly identical you

Mostly through consuming,

Digestion, peeing, flushing,

Breathing, washing, cutting,

Exercising, sweating, and sleeping

Note: You lose weight while asleep

Where did that part of “you” go?


Speaking of sleep


If you were told that

Shortly after closing your eyelids

For longer than two seconds

You’d be whisked off to a location

For six to eight hours

Unbeknownst to where you are going

Or what would happen to you

While you were away

You would fight it tooth and nail

But instead, you actually intend that

Having faith that you will return

Unharmed and rested to do what you do

All over again, modifying it slightly

On a nihilistic and narcissism treadmill

That keeps you moving towards nothing

Save for maybe being a better human

Then you may have been the day before


Why?


“Cause I gotta’ have faith
I gotta have faith
Because I gotta have faith, faith, faith
I got to have faith, faith, faith, “

“Faith”

– George Michael