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We are divided

But we are not

We think like

We are separate

But we are not

We pretend as if

We can own things

People, places, ideas

But we can not



It is all magical

Mystical, and yet

Our constrained brain

Wants to put it

In a frame

Narrowed down

To two categories

Of deep delusion




One that makes use

Of the notion that an

Invisible man, obviously

Unknown to scale

Floating in the ether

Above existing water

Decides to create the

Cosmos and all it includes

In just a measly seven days

Without having an

Arbiter elegantiarum to

Calculate what a day is

Quickly becoming a plurality

Genesis 1:26

“Then God said, “Let us make

mankind in our image, in our likeness. “



Ooopsie

Did God have a mouse in his pocket?




The other end of the scale

Wants to make use of a useless theory

Hedging their bullshit bet

On one miraculous miracle that

All came from nothing / no thing



“Terrence McKenna had a very funny thing that he said about science.

He said, “Science wants you to believe, that it’s all about measurement and reason, if you allow them one miracle.”

That one miracle is the big bang. That all things come from the most preposterous idea ever, that everything came from nothing and one big miracle.”

– Joe Rogan



“The ultimate singularity is the Big Bang, which physicists believe was responsible for the birth of the universe. We are asked by science to believe that the entire universe sprang from nothingness, at a single point, and for no discernible reason.

This notion is the limit case for credulity. In other words, if you can believe this, you can believe anything. It is a notion that is, in fact, utterly absurd, yet terribly important. Those so-called rational assumptions flow from this initial impossible situation.

Western religion has its own singularity in the form of the apocalypse, an event placed not at the beginning of the universe but at its end. This seems a more logical position than that of science.

If singularities exist at all, it seems easier to suppose that they might arise out of an ancient and highly complexified cosmos, such as our own, than out of a featureless and dimensionless mega-void.”

― Terence McKenna, True Hallucinations



Meanwhile, all the actual evidence

Points to “us”, all 8 billion of us alive

From a previous 100 or so dead billion

Hurling through the cosmos on a planet

Spinning at break neck speed without

A consciousness of Gaia consciousness

That in and of itself is the miracle

We ought to be cherishing in while

Being amazed for the sake of being amazed





“Ever wonder why we’re fucked up as a species?”


– Bill Hicks



When our existence itself is predicated

On believing either or both stories of BS

As an underlying way to make it through the day

Instead of acting like every breath is amazing

Every sight is incredible, every sound is awesome

Any form of coherent communication is wild

Inasmuch as speaking or writing a thought

Can make any sense at all to another recipient



Me


I sleep much better at night

Not knowing how I sleep at all

That my functions function without

Any direction from a “conscious” me

Digesting alleged nutrition

With stomach acids that can

Dissolve metal but not me

Filter out toxins that probably not

Ought to have been ingested anyway

All so that I might “wake” up and

Write the nonsense you are reading now



FYI

There is no beginning act and there is no final show

Earth is just a stage in which we enter and exit

To form rehearse perform and perfect our act

While waiting in the wings to go on before

Paying attention to cues as to when to exit

Or if horrified by the part, leave early from the stage



“All the world’s indeed a stage
And we are merely players
Performers and portrayers
Each another’s audience
Outside the gilded cage”

“Limelight”

– Rush via Shakespeare

Matter Of Fact



There is no

Matter of fact

Besides

There is a

50/50 chance

Whether or not

The “fact” is a

Wave or if it is

A particle by

The power of

Which observer

Is observing it at

Some interval of

Nonexistent time

Laid out linearly

To experience it as

A means of a

Perceived fact


I Am Lead By


Comedians and lyricists

Scientists and scriptures

Philosophers and layman

But I do not follow them

Rather, I am guided by their

Wisdom and context

Combined as a unit of

Eclectic marvelment

Divining my own way to

Further my enlightenment

By questions and wonder

Challenging challenges

Does it ring true for me

Utilize my limited free will

To make my best choices

Leading myself always

No where / now here

Experimenting With Experiences





Once one realizes that

Everything is an experience

It creates an environment

In which to experiment

With an “if then” flow chart

Series of contemplations

Projections of outcomes

Mostly based on previous

Perceived experiences

If not unexplained intuitions

Satiating serotonin levels

To even higher heights

Heightening experiences

In the underlying evolution

Towards total enlightenment

……… or not….. no one knows



No one knows, and yet, we all know



“You gotta have a series of smaller goals,
that you can accomplish, and slowly work your way up.

And this is what I have done. That’s why I’m so happy.

My goal:

Right now, I want to be the all-being,
master of time, space and dimension.

Then, I want to go to Europe – I think.”

– Steve Martin



No matter what you do

Eventually, you will “die”

Or at least cease to live

This current experience

Which one may get to

Or not, experience again




“The heaviest burden:

“What, if some day or night, a demon were to steal after you into your loneliest loneliness and say to you:

‘This life, as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable times more; and there will be nothing new in it, but every pain and every joy and every thought and sigh… must return to you—all in the same succession and sequence—even this spider and this moonlight between the trees and even this moment and I myself.

The eternal hourglass of existence is turned over again and again—and you with it, speck of dust!’

Would you not throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse the demon who spoke thus? Or have you once experienced a tremendous moment when you would have answered him:

‘You are a god, and never have I heard anything more divine!’ If this thought were to gain possession of you, it would change you as you are, or perhaps crush you.

The question in each and every thing, “do you want this once more and innumerable times more?” would lie upon your actions as the greatest weight.

Or how well disposed would you have to become to yourself and to life to crave nothing more fervently than this ultimate eternal confirmation and seal?”

― Friedrich Nietzsche


Logical Proof


For some reason, on my

Social media algorithm

It feeds me information

That agrees with my spirit

Or challenges solid beliefs

In order to answer questions

Begging for deeper inquiry



First, to catch my attention is

A depiction of the cosmos

Which is a lot to fit in

On a 3 inch square screen

The wording superimposed

Over the image, read as follows


“There are about 7²⁷ atoms in your body

All are billions of years old. At the deepest

level YOU are the universe in human form.”



Along with a subset graph showing

The percentage makeup of the primary elements

Oxygen, carbon, hydrogen, and nitrogen.




Honestly, I have no clue

If it is “actually,” “true”

After all, it is just a digitized

Picture with clever wording

Showing stars and planets

Atomic symbols for atoms

Filing an outline of a human

To make the representation

Matching the words, but still

What a beautiful sentiment



While the number 7²⁷ of atoms

Seem extraordinarily high

(What do I know, I drive a truck)

The rest of it makes perfect sense

To establish logical proof



Unfortunately, I had time

To scroll through the comments

I’m not quite sure what I’d find

Only to read, many that agreed

Some spiritual, some funny

While others gave credit to God *,

For creating all of it, without realizing

It is all God, all Word, infinitely forever

No creation is necessary, just atoms

Making everything up by changing shape

Through the release and acquisition

Of protons, neutrons, electrons, quarks,

Neutrinos and other subatomic particles

Which the science ** crowd chimes in

With yes, it all started with the big bang



*
“The God excuse.

The last refuge of a man with no answers and no argument,  it came from god.

Anything we can’t describe, must have come from God.”

George Carlin


**

“The science excuse.

The last refuge of scientists with no answers and no argument,  it came from the Big Bang.

Anything we can’t establish, must have come from the big bang.”

Me


“I am made from the dust of the stars
And the oceans flow in my veins. “


“Presto”

– “Rush”



As I mentioned, I am just a person who drives a truck.

The primary thing you are taught to drive is to

GET THE BIG PICTURE with constant reminding to

GET THE BIG PICTURE in order to be a good driver


From the “Smith System”

• Aim high in steering
• Get the big picture
• Keep your eyes moving
• Leave yourself an out
• Make sure they see you


God and the Big Bang are too small in our collective thinking

Leading to contentious useless circuitous debates and violence


If you knew you were your enemy on any level
That the demon you hate and fear is yourself
Wouldn’t you want to resolve that to be
At peace with you and the infinite cosmos


Here is more logical proof


 “All matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves.”

– Bill Hicks

Speaking In


Winks and nods

Is a difficult language

To understand

Let alone communicate

As both orator and listener

Have to be simpatico

In tune with each other

On the same page

Seeing eye to eye

On the same wavelength

Intertwined with the

Language they both know

Balancing out the wink

With the degree of nod

Deciphering innuendoes

While competing with

Interrupting dialog from

Onlookers and overseers

Not paying attention to

The winks and nods that

They are speaking in

In order to ……………

Communicate clearly


Mission :  Not So Impossible



Your mission,
should you choose to accept it…


Is to acquire, develop, and strengthen

Critical thinking skills through a

Healthy dose of doubt and skepticism

While also engaging in wonder and awe

That one has infinite innate intelligence

To decipher a delicate balance of both

Evolving the mind to higher consciousness

Rooted not in random shaky speculation

But understanding on the deepest level

For experiencing tranquility with the divine









I Am Not A Scientist


Nor do I play one on TV

Or stay at a fancy hotel

Which is why I am confounded

About the underlying verbal tic

Of big bang theories that get

Presented from alleged sources

Repeated more oft than not

About the birth of the universe

As if it actually happened at

Some point in nonexistent time

Inherently defying all logic at

Every turn, twist, reason, and guess

Depicting projections of assumptions

On absolutely nothing verified

Anywhere in the observable universe

Of even some remote tangibility, save

Putting pen to graphic paper or

Intricate digitized designs

Usually, for some purpose of being

Always shown from left to right

Never right to left or up from down

Just a dot emanating into a cone

Going in one direction outward

Instead of every which way

Scattered like uncontained explosions

Might typically rapidly expand



Riddle me this Batman

If infinity started from nothing
What was it surrounded by ??


Besides, if one went to the “edge,”

Of the observable universe

There would only be more

Infinite observable universe

And, guess what, no proof

Whatsoever of a “big bang”


“Can you deal with that?”

– George Carlin


Everything Is A Distraction




To keep you away from

Your miraculous divinity

From you discovering you

Who you really are in a

Hodgepodge of chaos

Constantly craving

Inner satisfaction

From external sources




This is fun



Meanwhile, you are a symphony

Of coalescing atoms and quarks

Working magically together to

Form an anthropomorphic form

In such a way that it has many

Sensory receptors to see,

Feel, taste, touch, and smell

The interconnected cosmos

In an observable universe through

The five and many other senses*

That you are not separate from

But are infinitely intertwined



This begs the three letter question

WHY?

For the three word answer

I don’t know

Save for only the most reasonable

Slightly well thought out conclusion

Constantly presenting itself, which is

Experience, for the sake of experience

Or for an alternative suggestion

Entertainment for entertainment purposes



Within each separate distraction

Holds the trappings of money and power

How do you acquire each, or lose both in a

Neverending cycle of loss and gain

Repeated by every bipedal earthling artist

Wearing a constantly changing mask

One worn or not worn in acquiring love

Adjusted differently for each acquisition

From parents, lovers, strangers, authority

In pursuit of the aforementioned premiums




When behind those masks is a

Unique you, above all of the distractions



*

“Equilibrioception – a sense of balance. This is what keeps us upright and helps us make our way around without getting hurt.

Proprioception – knowing which parts of your body are where without looking. It’s how we can type without looking at the keyboard, for instance, or walk around without having to watch our feet.

Kinaesthesia – sense of movement.

Thermoception – we know whether our environment is too cold or too hot. Being able to sense the temperature around us helps keep us alive and well.

Nociception – the ability to feel pain.

Chronoception – how we sense the passing of time.”

– weforum.org      World Economic Forum Jan 9, 2017

Fantasy Math



I love numbers

Almost as much

As I love words

For opposite reasons

Words are as

Fluid as water

Have always existed

As in Genesis 1:2

“Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters.”

See, water, words, God always existed.

“// The Word already existed.
The Word was with God, and the Word was God.”

John 1:1 


It is all a matter (get it….matter)

Of water, words, God changing shape.

From water evaporating to clouds

Clouds emanating rain, landing

Back on earth, mostly water

With just enough land to land on

Feeding a tree, then cut into pieces

Called wood or lumber, etc.

Determining how it gets used

To become a house or a baseball bat

Built, burnt down, or cracked

Audibly or physically, cool, huh?

Fluid, based on context in content.



Numbers, on the other hand

Made up by words / God 

Follow the strictest of guidelines

5 is five as in 2 + 3 = 5 five

Never does 2 + 2 = 5 no way no how

Regardless of how many times it is repeated

4.999 is not 5, close to 5, but not quite five


The other nifty thing about numbers

Is their universality all over the globe

Something bipedal earthling artists

Ought to pay attention to and realize

That no religion, race, or country has

Any more than 10 / ten digits

Which, some have different symbols

But still, the maximum amount is 10




Even though according to George Carlin

“The Nobel Prize in mathematics was awarded to a California professor who has discovered a new number!

The number is bleen, which he claims belongs between 6 and 7.”

– George Carlin


There is no bleen, not between 6 and 7, or 4 and 5

10 / Ten are the only numbers we get to play with


Which is where the fantasy math comes in…….

When the money that DOGE is allegedly saving

Is going to be redistributed to Americans

In the form of a $ 5,000.⁰⁰ check, how dandy

If my gazintas are correct, that would be about

1,700,000,000,000 or 1.7 trillion dollars. Oopsie

How can the federal budget be cut if it is only

Going to allegedly send that money back out…..

My uncle referred to that as trading dollars

Besides, that is not going to happen anyway

Just another wiggling carrot on a media stick

To dangle in front of the MAGA base and others

While a new distraction is lined up to take its place

Like saying no one will be taxed on income under 150 K

Of course, that has never been vetted or checked

For any plausibility by accountants or mathematicians

Just random BS spouted off at the speed of disruption

To keep people looking ahead to nothing for no reason

As easily as occupying a cat with a red lazer pointer

Save changing the buoyancy of useless talking points

Buying everything now, keeping the fear economy afloat

Layering Ponzi schemes so when one collapses

Another one is ready to take its place repeated ad nauseum

The only cash one has is what is in their wallet, cute, huh

While the rest is digitized on a screen or sheet of paper

Meanwhile, people essentially just want to go about their day

Taking care of their family by any means necessary

Even as they pack themselves in like sardines in cities

That have antiquated infrastructures long dead to any

Anticipation of a burgeoning population, while slowing

Can not compete with its growing exponential base



Even though our educational system has never attempted

To adopt the metric system, don’t worry. It still won’t

However, it seems to be readily preparing to accept

Our new currency is ruble or rouble in short order

People will jump at the chance, since $ 100.⁰⁰

Exchanged will be about 8,442.02000 Rubles

The poor and uneducated will instantly feel wealthier

Since their household income of $80,000.⁰⁰ will jump

To 6,753,616 Rubles, over six million Rubles and now

They will be able to afford their eggs again, which

Are going at the rate of 506.52 Rubles for a dozen

Which is still fifty cents an egg, but who is counting

When one is adding things up with fantasy math