Doctor Doctor

“Doctor Doctor what is wrong with me?

This supermarket life…. is getting long.

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“He latches on to that symbol
Of detachment

Attracted by the peeling away of feeling”

Roger Waters “Amused To Death”

Trying to add value to my perceived valuelessness.  Need to retrain my brain, and jump start my heart.

It’s all my fault,  I take full responsibility.  Not exactly a fun place to be,  yet, when my perception tells me of the meme, that I create my own reality,  there is no one else to blame.

Mindless consumption drives me crazy,  yet I’m sure I buy more than necessary.

Plus, if everyone quit buying shit, I’d be out of a job, not delivering consumables.

Then wherein would lie my personal responsibility for taking care of my family?  Damn,  those catch 22’s.

I’m all for peace, yet I know my taxes and fuel purchases feed the war machine.

My only conceivable, (there’s irony) silent but 100% effective protest was to not create a consumer.

“Grafitti Man’s got something to say
Message in a scrawl message on the wall

Put on blinders
Dull the senses
Who’s worth more than money they spend?”

John Trudell “Graffiti Man”