Will never be known
Only perceptions will emerge
From subjective views
Glimpses of reality
That no one else can see
Experience or replicate
There are simply
Too many moving parts
Quarks and neutrinos
Making up atoms
Cells and clusters
Zipping this way and that
Alternating between
Waves and particles
Mass and mystery
Combining at once
In anthropomorphic form
Moment to moment
As some move on and
Some stay for the ride
All aboard a spaceship
Hurling through the cosmos
Made up of the same
Quarks and neutrinos
Waves and particles
As some sort of
Done with mirrors illusion
(My understanding is that, every eleven years, give or take, every cell in the human body is replaced. Begging the first question. Where did “you” go”? Along with, now, who are you? If you are what you eat, then you have flushed away, who you were.
For example, skin cells change more often than bone cells. Oxygen cells are converted near immediately into the bloodstream. Transforming alleged nutrition into energy and / or waste. Divinely depending on where it is needed.)
Truths are made up
Like money and borders
Names of animals and plants
Stars and galaxies
People and places
Numbers and values
Languages and math
Karma and justice
God(s) religion(s) and time
All made up
Because in the bizarreness
Of our collective consciousness
………. we can
And yet
Depending on the circumstance
One is still inclined
To cling to one
Or the other
Or all
As if one or the many
Are, or even maybe
The “truth”
Like it is the oxygen
One needs to breathe
To feel internally / eternally okay
Which only lasts but a moment
“The opposite of a profound truth is
another profound truth” – Niels Bohr
“And That’s the Truth”
“Pblblthhhh,”
– Lily Tomlin
“All of that
Which has reality
Has no basis
In reality, “
– Angelo Devlin
FEAR
Because both sides
Are selling it from
Different directions
One side is mongering
That the bogeymen are
Coming across the “border”
As sinister socialism
Lurks in the shadows
With absolutely no plan
To conquer or eliminate
Just finger-pointing at fear
While the other side
Is touting that your
Alleged comfortable life
Will just be gone
Along with vague freedoms
You never use anyway
Locked up forever
If you don’t join up
In some safety in numbers
Preservation of a form
Government that works
For who it is intended
“We the people”*, aka the
Wealthy and connected
It always reverts back to
An egocentric attachment
Of one’s solipsistic
Selfish selection of
How will it perceptually
Benefit me, myself, and I
Like Mark Twain said
“If voting made any difference, they wouldn’t let us do it.”
We will get the government we deserve
Based on our behaviors and
Our blind eye focus
On what benefits, you guessed it….. benefit me
Why else would we perpetually and voluntarily fund a
Military industrial complex mammalian murdering machine
When that same money could be spent on housing and
Food with the same global distribution efficiencies that
Brings everybody their latest gizmo they don’t need
On a host Gaia consciousness spaceship, we ALL live on
“The entire narrative of this country argues against the truth of who you are.”
Ta-Nehisi Coates
* https://angelodevlin.com/2018/11/12/feeling-left-out/
“I write to expunge the darkness so
That someday light may shine through”
– Angelo Devlin
From a hideous person
To a beautiful person
And yet….
No surgeries are scheduled
No amount of pretty plastic
Puttied around a putrid
Appearance will alter my
Perception of how I see
Myself internally
Likewise, no knife is sharp enough
To cut off the layers of linear
Accumulated self doubt and anger
No amount of bandages and time
Will heal the gross misunderstanding
Of the value there is in just being here
Words are the cure
Magical mystical words
Using divine dialog
Repeated in the reverse ad nauseum
To auto suggest I may have value
There is creativity in kindness
Beauty in perceptions
Patience in infinite supply
And just when I think I have
No closure for this blog post
My musical muse presents
A song on the radio, I’ve never heard
By a band that I do not know
At just the right time and place
“Might Love Myself”
“Think I might
Think I might love my-
Think I might
Think I might love myself
I thought love was overrated
And I don’t know how to take it
Still chasing ghosts
I feel so unsure
And I sold myself a lie
Still gave it one more try
Gave everything that I had and more
Couldn’t happen to me
Couldn’t happen to me
Couldn’t happen to me
Ooh, then it
Took my body over
Lost all my composure
Never felt quite like this before
Chemistry is changing
Emotions rearranging
I’m outta my cage
Breaking my spell
Think I might
Think I might love myself
Trade my hope for pain
Still hate who I became
How long am I gonna be young and lost?
Might never feel right
Never be clear
But nothing’ll change until I face my fear
Done paying the price without knowing the cost
Could it happen to me?
Could it happen to me?
Could it happen to me? Yeah
It took my body over
Lost all my composure
Never felt quite like this before
Chemistry is changing
Emotions rearranging
I’m outta my cage
Breaking my spell
Think I might
Think I might love myself
Think I might
Think I might love my-
Think I might
Think I might love my-
Focused on the time
How I’m losing every minute
Gotta make a choice
Gotta push it to the limit
Never felt better
Never making an apology
I’m exactly who I wanna be
I’m exactly who I wanna be
Well, it took my body over
Lost all my composure
Never felt quite like this before
Chemistry is changing
Emotions rearranging
I’m outta my cage
Breaking my spell
Think I might
Think I might love myself
Think I might love myself
Think I might love myself”
– Beartooth
Think of all the wasted money that could be saved
On the Josef Mengele type of deformation surgeries
When it could be replaced by words and dialog
Self reflection transitioning to real self-love
A deep understanding that transcends what
Other people think that unbeknownst to society
Are probably in the same boat of confusion
Just aren’t willing to lop off and add appendages
Oh wait, I forgot, that will not help the economy
Driven to distraction over who should do what
At whatever age a notion occurs at the time
Adolescents playing Dr. Frankenstein with themselves
Because they can and parents allow it as some
Sort of fraudulent freedom, irreversible, now prison
On the gamble that their outer self
Will reflect their inner self / selves
Speaking of gambling
On most legal “gaming” machines
There is a clear rule that states
No one under 18 / 21 is allowed to play
Out of the many reasons, am sure thar
One would be, not having the maturity
Let alone have the money required to play
“Sometimes, I just follow
A dark path…… because
I can not find my way.”
– Angelo Devlin
Nothing to see here
Especially if it is one’s
Arbitrary selection
Based on nothing
But mental manifestations
Of opposites for the sake of
Having an opposing view
It doesn’t matter…..
(Candidate
Team
Brand
Religion
Nationality
Race)*
If it is your choice
In any of the above
Magically
Faults & unpleasant facts
“Warts & all”
Conveniently disappear
Could it be any more
Transparent than that…..
The side “I’ve” chosen
Is pure and good, while
The “other” side is
Disgusting and evil
You are bad and
I am good. Pllbhlhth
What are we?
Collectively? Five? Maybe six?
Certainly not evolved beings
To realize we are all
(Get this)
ON THE SAME TEAM
One consciousness
Dust with awareness
Just not enough awareness
To realize we are not separate
From what we hate or love
The older I get
The more obvious this is
When one can
Possess nothing
The least to
Cling to is a side
For the sake of
Having a side
That somehow
Your whatever
Is better than
Someone else’s
When it is all
Made up of the same
God Particle
*
If you feel like none
Of these are chosen
But selected at birth
Yet, feel proud about
Then ego and conceit
Take over your divinity
This leads to ignoring
Your warts and all
“Faults and unpleasant facts”
“Don’t be proud. Too much pride as it is.
Pride goeth before a fall. Never forget Proverbs.” (Proverbs 16:18)
– George Carlin
Proverbs 16:18 Pride goes before destruction, a haughty spirit before a fall. 16:19 It is better to be lowly in spirit along with the oppressed than to share plunder with the proud.
The no warts and nothing to see here crowds
Are manifesting over “their” candidates
Forgetting their humaness or lack thereof
By pointing a finger at each other’s bad traits
Forgetting the hidden three pointing back
Making it glaringly obvious that
What one hates the most is……..themselves
It is just unrecognizable in the mirror
That they face, but refuse to see
When you recognize that you are
Intrinsically made up of both sides
That your molecules are intertwined and
Interchangeable with other’s molecules
The warts and all no longer hold sway
Over your beingness and all of infinity
Subtle and overt indoctrinations
Infused over time, or banged over the head
Have led the collective into believing
That they are not the enemy themselves
If given a chance, would eliminate
In order to (get this) ……. be happy
Ooopsie
“I write to expunge the darkness so
That someday light may shine through”
– Angelo Devlin
At the speed
Of insanity
While Rome burns
The emperors fiddle
Distracting peasants
With petty promises
Frantic finger pointing
Whilst getting
Nothing done
Just a permanent
Side show
Put on for free by the
Donkeys and elephants
In the three ring circus
Sponsored by
Greedy corporations
To keep the
Masses docile
A safe distance
From revolution
A safer distance
From enlightenment
While quibbling over
Which animal
Has more faults
In their refined act of
Braying and trumpeting
Kicking and stomping
The ground into
Clouds of dust
For the sake of
Stirring up the
Dirt and feces
Only to go home
To watch more
Divisive distractions
On digital display
Of endless
Sporting events
Using the same guise
Of rooting for
“Their” team
Against other’s teams
Gambling on
Praying for
Bragging rights
Statistical uselessness
That if so and so
Didn’t drop the ball
Or if what’s his name
Wasn’t on the
Injured reserves
“They” would have won
Without lifting one
Finger of participation
Just expending energy
Fueled by
Alcohol consumption
Mindless gluttony and
Inflated egos
“When you’re born, you get a ticket to the freak show.
When you’re born in America, you get a front row seat.”
– George Carlin
Is that a pusillanimous
Past petulant president
Is afraid to debate a girl
Where this should have stopped.
Oops, there are no “shoulds”
A bully who can cozy up
To other bad boy bullies
Is afraid to debate a girl
A nincompoop who can
Manipulate the Supreme Court
Is afraid to debate a girl
A narcissistic know it all
Egotistical expert on everything
Is afraid to debate a girl
A billionaire businessman
Author of Art of The Deal
Is afraid to debate a girl
Xenophobic racist misogynist
Held liable for rape and assault
Is afraid to debate a girl
Where this could have stopped. Nope.
An alleged survivor of an
Alleged assassination attempt
Is afraid to debate a girl
And some people want him
To be their leader, who…..
Is afraid to debate a girl
How much longer can the
Celebrity sycophants keep faith
In their wannabee would be
Dictator on day one with
Thirty-four felony convictions
Expecting him to lead when he
Is afraid to debate a girl
Is afraid to debate a girl
Is afraid to debate a girl
Is afraid to debate a girl
“Just an observation,
Maybe I need
Different glasses.”
– Angelo Devlin
Should I find myself buying into
One or a thousand conspiracy theories
I would need to reprimand myself
Knowing fool / full well, I am unable to
Objectively prove that I exist
Which would be tantamount to accepting
That the Bible is / as the word of God
Knowing it has been translated
Revised, rewritten, with omissions
Additions, vague translations
By kings no less, with new suitable versions
While the main media and subsequent media
Will purposefully state there are investigations
Into the alleged assassination attempt of 45
There will be no stories or headlines declaring
Searches for alternative scenarios of other intents
Questioning all that happened that day and not just
Finger wagging and voices raised over responsible parties
But potential sympathies elevated and fundraising help
Unlikely, yet assassinated patsies and bystanders before
Any real investigations could possibly take place
Death is a small price to pay when power is hungry
Just (mis)information floating out as temporary fact
While nearly immediately, a new news cycle starts anew
As facts, perceptions and memes disappear down
A short memory hole forever altered permanently
Due to the rise of real and false conspiracy theories
The deaf dumb and blind following of a dopey deity
Can not even make a push to curb access to AR-15’S
To maybe prevent their “leader” from being shot at again
When it is too easy to purchase mental real estate
That divine intervention prevented their saviors’ * death
Where is divine intervention during school shootings?
* (A savior found civilly liable for assault and rape
A convicted felon of business fraud on 34 counts
A womanizing philanderer with 5 children by 3 wives
Failed businessman with six bankruptcies & charity fraud
None of the stuff that Jesus fella is known for
Not in that one book gleaned on occasion
Maybe that is the part that was edited out)
When in all plausible scenarios, it is just as likely
That in a twisted Manchurian candidate shooting
There is a popularity bump in his polling numbers
As his cultish unquestioning followers strap Maxipads
To their ears, who refused to wear masks for……..
Appearances sake, for fear of looking……foolish…Oopsie
“I love conspiracy theories. I used to just live on it. You know it’s all hype and garbage, but you’re still really paranoid afterwards. It’s fun entertainment.”
– Doug Stanhope
At least at the “Assassination Museum” formerly the School Book Depository in Dallas, Texas. No dictated conclusions are drawn, merely as much information as possible so the tourists can decide for themselves. Sixty plus years and no provable conclusions. Just opinions, speculation, and theories to no evolutionary end.
Merely distractions, books, films, stories, myths, and mayhem.
You would think at this time, with all of the digitized Zapruder
Wannabes there would no longer be any mysteries as to what
Really happened on July 13th. Instead, faster than any bullet
Can travel, misinformation was spread and adhered to quicker
Than 45 could get his gold shoes on to be shuffled off stage
If either candidate was the target, the same questions apply
Certainly, I do not want to pull an Alex Jones / Sandy Hook.
Some rhetorical questions and speculation for fun entertainment
How is there no blood on his hand after grabbing his ear? Hmm?
If one was really shot, would either have the wherewithal to rise up
Giving a fist pump to fight? What is there to “fight” for?
Why would a rally be held in a location of convenient height roofs?
It’s almost like a Deally Plaza motorcade route turkey shoot.
From the alleged shooters location, how did it nick the top of his ear? Or was that an exit wound after traveling through his empty head?
Is the reason no one has been fired over the “security” lapse, is because everyone was doing the “job” they were supposed to?
How did his ear heal so quickly? Surgical stainless steel piercings take longer to heal. Divine intervention, or vanity, and narcissism?
“What you see is not real,
Those who know will not tell
All is lost sold, your souls
To this brave new world, “
– Iron Maiden
“Brave New World”
Those who know will not tell
If one believes in something enough
Taking orders is easy to do regardless
If human lives are at stake as long as
The outcome is to one’s liking
Or the queen of diamonds played her hand
Or that 45 was once a second rate
Reality TV star who learned to react on cue
While others quickly applied makeup
That the viewing audience would never see
Now, I must reprimand myself for making this too long.
“I never wish to be right,
Only to be understood,
If you have questioned
Your beliefs. Then maybe
I have done some good. “
– Angelo Devlin
Hope
Is that yes Kamala Harris will be # 47
Despair
Is the realization that in modern history
Presidents do the bidding of the multinational corporations
Regardless of promises made and elected intentions (1)
Hope
This time, things will be different
Despair
Not very likely with gross gross profits at stake
Hope
Finally…..whew….. a broad* in the Whitehouse
* actually, an intended, non-sexist term to identify
A bipedal earthling artist with birthing capabilities
Without using the Gileadian language restrictions
Culturally imbedded as less than their divine worth
Biblical subjugation of-man. Genesis 2:21-23 KJV**
Indoctrination rib borrowing, owing their life to “man”
By not using fe-(male) or wo-(man) to describe
He(r) and what s(he) is worth
Technically, I could have used Lady instead of broad
However, the subtle linguistic overtone is still of-lad/man
If ” broad” is still offensive after that written explanation
I need to seek help with the proper use of linguistics or
Pull out my Orwellian updated Newspeak dictionary
Oopsie
**
“21 And the Lord God caused a deep sleep to fall upon Adam, and he slept: and he took one of his ribs, and closed up the flesh instead thereof;
22 And the rib, which the Lord God had taken from man, made he a woman, and brought her unto the man. (Wasn’t that nice of “Him”)
23 And Adam said, This is now bone of my bones, and flesh of my flesh: she shall be called Woman, because she was taken out of Man.”
I call bullshit. Hocus-pocus manipulation for “owner”ship
Which no divine bipedal earthling artist deserves
I guess after 6 days, “his” cosmic magic was running low. Hmmm
Despair
Like all previous Democrats (& Republicans)
Will kill soldiers and civilians for resources
In order to “preserve” Democracy all over the world
Because death jobs are built into the economy as part
Of the unstoppable military industrial complex (2)
“If you become
The leader of the land,
For murder is the sport
Of the elected,
And you don’t need to lift
A finger of your hand
Because it’s murder by numbers, 1, 2, 3,
It’s as easy to learn as your ABC.
Murder by numbers, 1, 2, 3,
It’s as easy to learn as your A, B, C, D, E,………”
“Murder By Numbers”
– The Police
(1)
“I have this feeling, man, ’cause you know, it’s just a handful of people who run everything, you know … that’s true, it’s provable. It’s not … I’m not a fucking conspiracy nut, it’s provable.
A handful, a very small elite, run and own these corporations, which include the mainstream media.
“I have this feeling that whoever is elected president, like Clinton was, no matter what you promise on the campaign trail – blah, blah, blah – when you win, you go into this smoke-filled room with the twelve industrialist capitalist scum-fucks who got you in there.
And you’re in this smoky room, and this little film screen comes down … and a big guy with a cigar goes, “Roll the film.”
And it’s a shot… of the Kennedy assassination from an angle you’ve never seen before … that looks suspiciously like it’s from the grassy knoll.
And then the screen goes up and the lights come up, and they go to the new president,
“Any questions?”
“Er, just what my agenda is.”
“First we bomb Baghdad.”
“You got it …”
– Bill Hicks
(2)
“But the worst – and most shameful – manifestation of the Biden administration’s embrace of Trump-style tactics is its current campaign to sell its military aid package for Ukraine, Israel, and Taiwan based on the jobs it would create in key states, red and blue alike. On the one hand, the administration’s gambit is a sign of political weakness – the “arms equals jobs” argument is always the justification of last resort when a weapons program or an arms export can’t be justified on strategic grounds. But the Biden team has taken this approach to new heights.”
– William Hartung “forbes.com”
A bomber with an American flag on its tail wing, or a bomber
With an American flag, rainbow flag and BLM fist icon used to
Murder soldiers and civilians from the sky
The end results are the same, aborted out of the womb fetuses
At the taxpayer’s expense with nice clean bloodless hands
“Ever wonder why we’re fucked up as a species?”
– Bill Hicks
Whoever gets elected, through my cleverly disguised optimism
Is, there will be a revolution through the realization that we are
Not seperate from one another and all of that wasted money
Will be used to make sure everyone is fed, housed and healed
Utilizing miraculous transportation options to span the globe
So that we might better get to know “our” selves.
“I write to expunge the darkness so
That someday light may shine through”
– Angelo Devlin
There is no pause
Long enough for
Consciousness to catch
Its collective breath
To ponder the
Sidelessness of a sphere
In constant rotation
While orbiting a star
Hurling through the cosmos
As the passengers choose
Ignorance over intelligence
With petty partisanships
Via manufactured consent
Of daily detrimental divisions
For no other reason other than
(Get this)
They have been programmed to
Indoctrinated over eons
Generation after generation
First, with the use of religion and
The whole, “My God has a bigger
Dick, then your God” theory – G. Carlin
Then, skin color, then flags, nationalism
Language, geography, gender, guns
Sport teams, buried resources, isms
Socialism, capitalism, hypocrisy-ism
Bank accounts, residents, vehicles
Bumper stickers, memes, countries
Brands, political parties, and hats
“You ever notice that? Any time you see two groups of people who really hate each other, chances are good, they are wearing different kinds of hats. Keep an eye on that. It might be important.”
– George Carlin
When, instead, the collective self-realization
Ought be that we all are of one consciousness
And from a distance, that seemingly we can not
Look back and see ourselves as to what we are….
Dust, tiny, microscopic particles on a warm
Spaceship, no matter how cleverly divided, are
Still made up of atoms quarks and neutrinos
Interchangeable and floating in the Higgs ocean
Also known as the God Particle…… Ooopsie
“I think we’re part of a greater wisdom that we won’t ever understand, a higher order. Call it what you want. You know what I call it?
The big electron… the big electron. Woooohhhh, woooohhhh, woooohhhh. It doesn’t punish, it doesn’t reward, it doesn’t judge at all. It just is, and so are we… for a little while, “
– George Carlin
“It’s just a ride. And we can change it anytime we want. It’s only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings and money. A choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear want you to put bigger locks on your doors, buy guns, close yourself off. The eyes of love, instead, see all of us as one.”
Here’s what we can do to change the world, right now, to a better ride. Take all that money that we spend on weapons and defences each year and instead, spend it feeding and clothing and educating the poor of the world, which it would many times over, not one human being excluded, and we could explore space, together, both inner and outer, forever, in peace.”
– Bill Hicks
Nah, that might require a……….pause
“My solipsistic worldview
Does not allow me to see
What may be real reality.”
– Angelo Devlin
No one was paying attention ………
Nine people, paid by approximately
One hundred sixty seven million Tax payers
At a salary just under $286,700 annually
Or about the same as the Vice President
$284,600 according to http://www.whitehouse.gov
Make decisions affecting the lives of
Three hundred and thirty million people
As the head of an extensive beast
Known as the US “Justice” department
Like an untouchable gang of nine
Called the “Supreme Court,” ruling over its
True definition, “Criminal,” “Justice,” “System,”
(The only place one will find the meaning of
Truth in advertising. It is what it says it is)
Non-elected and essentially un-fireable
People picked by partisan presidents
Since its inception in 1789
No one has ever been fired
In other words, ZERO accountability
None, zip, zilch, nada, diddly-squat
Over the people they hold accountable
Or assist in boutique cases
Making one individual one
Above the law and very immune
Changing rules to suit their suitors
“Allegedly” on the “side” by a few people
An incalculable amount of un-taxed perks
“During his three decades on the Supreme Court, Clarence Thomas has enjoyed steady access to a lifestyle most Americans can only imagine. A cadre of industry titans and ultrawealthy executives have treated him to far-flung vacations aboard their yachts, ushered him into the premium suites at sporting events and sent their private jets to fetch him — including, on more than one occasion, an entire 737. It’s a stream of luxury that is both more extensive and from a wider circle than has been previously understood.
Like clockwork, Thomas’ leisure activities have been underwritten by benefactors who share the ideology that drives his jurisprudence. Their gifts include:
At least 38 destination vacations, including a previously unreported voyage on a yacht around the Bahamas; 26 private jet flights, plus an additional eight by helicopter; a dozen VIP passes to professional and college sporting events, typically perched in the skybox; two stays at luxury resorts in Florida and Jamaica; and one standing invitation to an uber-exclusive golf club overlooking the Atlantic coast.”
– http://www.propublica.org/article/clarence-thomas-other-billionaires-sokol-huizenga-novelly-supreme-court
Ooopsie
The Supreme Court has nine justices – one Chief Justice and eight other associate justices. When the salaries were initially set back in 1789, the Chief Justice earned $4,000 per year, and the associate judges earned $3,500.
While the President’s salary has only increased 5 times since 1789, the salaries for the Supreme Court Justices have increased 51 times over the same period. Currently, it has increased to $286,700 (Chief Justice) and $274,200 (associate judges), where it has remained since.
https://www.completepayroll.com/blog/current-and-historical-salary-figures-for-the-president-and-other-federal-government-leaders
A two tiered justice system would be a picnic, compared to
The multilayered, on the take cake, baked into the system of
Who knows who, with just the right connections to have
Lady Justice turn an already covered blind eye as she
Further tips the scale with a wink and a nod to who she serves
“Supreme : 4a : ultimate, final”
– M-W.com
“The days when it was taboo to criticize the lives of Supreme Court Justices are over. And it turns out there’s plenty hiding in their closets. Whether it’s Justice Clarence Thomas sending his relative to school on a Republican megadonor’s dime or Justice Samuel Alito reportedly taking a lavish trip with a billionaire with cases before the court, the Supreme Court is rife with ethics scandals.”
– theroot.com
When final decisions are overturned and replaced
They are not very supreme, now are they?
The Supreme Court is like a hole in the wall
Made by the door knob, left unfixed finds itself
In the enviable position of going unnoticed because
That is now how it is supposed to look
Maybe it should be called the Malleable Court
To reveal its truer nature of flexibility
“I write to expunge the darkness so
That someday light may shine through”
– Angelo Devlin
