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Something Is Missing

If guns kill and nobody wants to be killed or have their children be killed. It is a strange argument by the few that affect, effect and infect, the all, of guns intended purpose, infused in the illusion of defense.

Beyond IT IS IN THE CONSTITUTION, IT IS IN THE CONSTITUTION. See, see, bears have the right to have arms.

Fantastic, one of 27 modifications in a document written in the vaguest of language and open to infinite interpretations by a bunch of land holding slave owners, 250 + years ago.

That’s worth hanging your hat on. Besides, if this current administration wipes its ass with the constitution one more time, we will not be able to read it anyway.

(Sorry ladies, still no equal rights amendment. It is as if it gets amended one more time we will have to admit it is too broke to fix.)

Yet, outside of the circular argument of rights and freedom, we want somebody……to shoot the shooter?

Unfortunately I’ve no solution. However soul jarring the ramifications could be of utilizing no retaliation. Like how Gandhi was able to end British colonialism through peaceful resistance.

I’m quite sure no parent would want to hedge their child in the bet that he or she would not be felled next, if no one did anything to stop the shooter and just let them run out of ammunition.

Nor would any student want to self immolate under gun fire to protest the violence. Perpetrated by someone who simply had too much unfettered access and was “defending” nothing.

 

“I’m one of those people who doesn’t really know what he thinks until he writes it down.”

Jake Epping AKA George Amberson

From Stephen King’s “11/22/63”

(The guns used in the Kennedy assassination were not used in defense.)

 

One thing that could change is the language surrounding what we believe. One of the affected students referred to the AR as a weapon of war.

More accurate, and truth telling would be if it was called a weapon of commerce.

When the United States Government’s employees, train citizens now converted to military personnel.  Ways to use these same weapons as a means of securing the land, for what is in, under and around it. Not only in other countries, this one. Dare I mention the Dakota pipeline?

Making the illegality of looting relative, as to who is doing the looting. What is being looted and the groups profiting from it.

 

“I spent 33 years and four months in active military service and during that period I spent most of my time as a high class muscle man for Big Business, for Wall Street and the bankers. In short, I was a racketeer, a gangster for capitalism.”

– Smedley D. Butler, 

War is a Racket: The Antiwar Classic by America’s Most Decorated Soldier

 

We have sent persons to the moon and back, have vehicles and probes on Mars. Information sensors and data collectors in deep space. Live in an international research lab magically floating above the atmosphere.

You would think that the collective could come up with a less violent and deadly means to share in resources of energy.

Maybe what is missing is reasonable profit sharing, whereas the corporment (corporations and government) would do what is right and simply pay for what they need.

Thereby eliminating the need to have any weapons of commerce to be sold to angry students going after his classmates.

 

Excerpts from:

Harry Chapin’s

“Sniper”

“The song, nearly 10 minutes long, is based on the shootings at the University of Texas tower shooting in 1966, with some fictional elements. The song does not name the actual sniper, Charles Whitman, or the location. The victims’ names have also been changed.”

– Wikipedia

“He heads towards the tower that stands in the campus.
He goes through the door, he starts up the stairs.
The sound of his footsteps, the sound of his breathing,
The sound of the silence when no one was there.

I didn’t really know him.
He was kind of strange.
Always sort of sat there.
He never seemed to change.”

//

He was such a moody child, very hard to touch.
Even as a baby he never smiled too much. No no. No no.

You bug me, she said.
Your ugly, she said.
Please hug me, I said.
But she just sat there
With the same flat stare
That she saves for me alone
When I’m home.
When I’m home.
Take me home.

He laid out the rifles, he loaded the shotgun,
He stacked up the cartridges along the wall.
He knew he would need them for his conversation.
If it went as it he planned, then he might use them all.

He said Listen you people I’ve got a question
You won’t pay attention but I’ll ask anyhow.
I found a way that will get me an answer.
Been waiting to ask you ’till now.
Right now !

Am I ?
I am a lover whose never been kissed.
Am I ?
I am a fighter whose not made a fist.
Am I ?
If I’m alive then there’s so much I’ve missed.
How do I know I exist ?
Are you listening to me ?
Are you listening to me ?
Am I ?

//

He was kind of creepy,
Sort of a dunce.
I met him at the corner bar.
I only dated the poor boy once,
That’s all. Just once, that was all.

//

(14 students 3 teachers)

Thirty-seven people got his message so far.
Yes, he was reaching them right were they are.

They set up an assault team. They asked for volunteers.
They had to go and get him, that much was clear.
And the word spread about him on the radios and TV’s.
In appropriately sober tone they asked “Who can it be ?”

He was a very dull boy, very taciturn.
Not much of a joiner, he did not want to learn.
No no. No no.

They’re coming to get me, they don’t want to let me
Stay in the bright light too long.
It’s getting on noon now, it’s goin to be soon now.
But oh, what a wonderful sound !

Mama, won’t you nurse me ?
Rain me down the sweet milk of your kindness.
Mama, it’s getting worse for me.
Won’t you please make me warm and mindless ?

Mama, yes you have cursed me.
I never will forgive you for your blindness.
I hate you!

The wires are all humming for me.
And I can hear them coming for me.
Soon they’ll be here, but there’s nothing to fear.
Not any more though they’ve blasted the door.

//

Am I ?
There is no way that you can hide me.
Am I ?
Though you have put your fire inside me.
Am I ?
You’ve given me my answer can’t you see ?
I was !
I am !
And now I Will Be
I WILL BE !!!”

 

Self Defense

There is no self defense

As there is no self to defend

Not when you or anyone

Is a part of the whole

Yes, you are an individual

An individual spark

Of the divine

What is done to one

Is done to all

Must recognize that soon

Or not

We will still always be

Included in the infinitely

Indefensible indivisible

Greater self

 

Disguised

 

“Nothing is more real than the masks we make to show each other who we are.

You’ll never know who you are unless you shed who you pretend to be.”

Vironika Tugaleva

 

Disguised as a human being

Mirror reflects what I’m seeing

The part missing is the feeling

Except the one that is seething

From which others are reeling

 

Sounds from the mask is talking

Ranting about nothing squawking

When it is not silently sulking

Moving about looks like walking

From evolving always balking

 

Have a skewed view of reality

Always grasping the duality

Believing not one an actuality

Stoically hiding the fragility

Having no clue of spirituality

 

Ability to communicate lacking

Mid sentence always redacting

Save from being too exacting

Of information based on nothing

Revealing still bad at disguising

 

“The most important kind of freedom is to be what you really are. You trade in your reality for a role. You trade in your sense for an act. You give up your ability to feel, and in exchange, put on a mask.

There can’t be any large-scale revolution until there’s a personal revolution, on an individual level. It’s got to happen inside first”

Jim Morrison

 

Shit…..

 

 

 

Diarrhea Cha Cha Cha

 

Or sometimes, really dislike being human.
A bug
A virus
A flu

Kind of scary when something so infinitesimally small decides to wreak havoc on your digestive tract.

Simply because you belive you are invincible and wanted to give a loved one a kiss or a hug.

 

 

 

Enslaved

 

Not by chains that bind

Nor by forced labor of any kind

Stripping ones dignity

Of their birthright divinity

Not by sharpened swords

Rather by merely words

Spoken in such a way

Emotions they do sway

Becoming way too clear

Making many live in fear

It happens again and again

Changing faces of BOGEYMEN

Scapegoating immigration

That helps overfeed a nation

Of many other important things

Being told to go home stings

Why would we build a wall

When we helped another one fall

Accepting what presidents tell you

Surrounded by deceptive milieu

Reagan Bush Clinton Bush Obama Trump

Selling dire full speeches on the stump

Committing atrocities clearly war crime

Getting away with murder on our dime

Here we go again my friend

Will the lies ever ever end

Entirely too easy to swallow

In our comfort we do wallow

No need to change and rise up

Tis easier to stay still and shut up

Easy to make people scared

By a simple three syllable word

Expressed with daunting hype

The following words I will type

“We share the same biology

Regardless of ideology”*

Communist Socialist Fascist

Just a few on the long list

In their dialog they do say

Usually to getting their own way

Journalist Democrat Immigrant

Delivered by the current tyrant

None ever been an imminent threat

How have we not gotten that yet

Will frighten saying foreign criminal

Like home grown ones are no big deal

Should not be such goofy doofuses

When all were once considered fetuses

Is our blood frozen or just chilled

Ignoring humans might be killed

To the winner of the war goes the spoil

Having traded blood and lives for oil

At the ease of keeping you distracted

How long will this go on protracted

Can not make it any clearer

Worst enemy is in the mirror

 

 

Inspired by the following audio books.

 

“The Untold History of The United States”

By Oliver Stone and Peter Kuznick

And

“The Prosecution of an American President”

By Vincent Bugliosi

And

“Drift”

By Rachel Maddow

 

 

“We share the same biology
Regardless of ideology”

– Sting from “Russians”

 

Up until “BOGEYMAN” this was going to be a short intro,  to what now, I do not know.  For it took on a life of its own.

 

A First Rule

If the first rule of gambling

Is the house always wins

Why are we playing, hmm?

I’m not talking about Vegas

That’s for fun and entertainment

The house I’m referring to

Is the “White” White house

Adhering to an old parchment

Telling you what are your “rights”

 

“I am not an advocate for frequent changes in laws and Constitutions. But laws and institutions must go hand in hand with the progress of the human mind.

As that becomes more developed, more enlightened, as new discoveries are made, new truths discovered and manners and opinions change, with the change of circumstances, institutions must advance also to keep pace with the times.”

Thomas Jefferson

 

There is an evolution taking place

A revolution at a feverish pace

A wake up call for the human race

 

Perhaps when it is all said and done

Like the dinosaur will be the gun

With the realization we are all one

 

On a path to enlightenment so clear

Shedding the world that lived in fear

Knowing now what direction to steer

 

Neo Constitution

 

You have the right to do whatever you want as long as you take full  responsibility. So long as your actions are neither harmful or fatal.

And if you stumble, a system of guidance and healing will help set you on a more peaceful path.

 

Sounds easy enough to follow. Let’s do.

 

 

Jumbalaya Oatmeal

What you get, when you accidentally put Bayou Cajun seasoning in your oatmeal instead of cinnamon.

 

 

Who Is Responsible

From a more global perspective than

Merely looking out the windshield

Looking to the 45th failed leader

To stop gun violence when he

Like nearly all of his predecessors

Is merely a tool in the war chest

Of the military industrial complex

He can order a drone strike

Kill as many sovereign citizens

That strikes his fancy

Watch in the comfort of

The “situation” room

With his generals, who

Told him what needed to be done

 

“I have this feeling that whoever is elected president, like (Bill) Clinton was, no matter what you promise on the campaign trail – blah, blah, blah – when you win, you go into this smoke-filled room with the twelve industrialist capitalist scum-fucks who got you in there.

And you’re in this smoky room, and this little film screen comes down … and a big guy with a cigar goes, “Roll the film.”

And it’s a shot of the Kennedy assassination from an angle you’ve never seen before … that looks suspiciously like, it’s from the grassy knoll.

And then the screen goes up and the lights come up, and they go to the new president,

“Any questions?”

“Er, just what my agenda is.”

“First we bomb Baghdad.”

“You got it …”

 

– Bill Hicks

 

(How can we stop, that shooter?)

 

Then that is “sold” to the

American public who eats

It up like Pavlov’s dog

That our “freedom”

Is being defended

After all it is just a

Few thousand people

Who have become unpersons

That were faceless

And nameless, to US

(Meanwhile, not to their families)

Maybe he is afraid that if

He takes away your guns

Someone will take away his

Then he will not have any

Toys to play with in some

Sovereign citizen’s sandbox

While looking for resources

To steal then profit from

 

“I spent 33 years and four months in active military service and during that period I spent most of my time as a high class muscle man for Big Business, for Wall Street and the bankers. In short, I was a racketeer, a gangster for capitalism. “

 

– Smedley D. Butler

“War is a Racket: The Antiwar Classic by America’s Most Decorated Soldier”

 

There are so many wires

Controling this petulant puppet

He has lost his ability to speak

And the one attached to real

Human emotion and empathy

Fell off a long time ago, so sad

 

“In this struggle, the heaviest burden will continue to be borne by the good people of Afghanistan and their courageous armed forces. As the prime minister of Afghanistan has promised, we are going to participate in economic development to help defray the cost of this war to us.”

– Trump’s speech 8-21-17

(Sounds like coercive theft to me)

 

So there is no conspiracy

Of some mystical 1% power

Doing this to earth’s inhabitants

It is the inhabitants themselves

Accepting manufactured consent of

What they need is what they’re sold

When life affirming alternatives

Must be considered viable

Blaming oil as a means of power

To fuel our vehicles and life

Is lost when it becomes another

Resource such as lanthanum

From Afghanistan is stolen to

Energize “new” electric cars

Connecting the dots only shows

Who is responsible for the violence

The consumer and the taxpayers

We buy the products that “need”

Resources elsewhere on the globe

 

“Lanthanum is used as a component of nickel-metal hydride batteries, whose most important commercial use is in hybrid cars.”

– Softschoolsdotcom

 

But alas I digress

And I look into the mirror

To see who is guilty

Not liking what I see

For the one who is

Ultimately responsible

Is unfortunately me

 

 

A Bad Bargain

 

Faust, in the legend, traded his soul to the devil in exchange for knowledge.

To “strike a Faustian bargain” is to be willing to sacrifice anything to satisfy a limitless desire for knowledge or power.

The American Heritage® New Dictionary of Cultural Literacy, Third Edition.

 

A Trumpian Bargain

 

Trump who had no soul to trade, opted instead to barter away an adult vocabulary for an adolescent desire for attention and to be a petulant president.

 

Any takers?

 

 

Listen Up

I suspect that unless you are in a deep meditative state, focusing on hearing your heartbeat, feeling your lungs expand and contract. Recognizing, the fire in your belly is the metaphorical equivalent of the earth’s inner core, burning at 10K degrees Fahrenheit.

 

Listening is a passive act

 

Listening Session goes sterile.

 

As for the optics of Donald’s faux concern, the only way he could have done less, would have been tantamount to doing nothing.

Like the neighbor paid for wall, the repeal and replace of the ACA, (which was more disemboweled than healed) the yet to be implemented sanctions, or the saved Carrier jobs, need I carry on?

Although in fairness, he did make the billionaires more billions. Only saddling your kids and grandkids with the tab.

Not to shabby for his first year.