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Changed My Mind


Though with the size of my brain
Might be considered small change
Nonetheless my view is modified

At random times with various posts
There are elusions to the notion
If not blatant and direct references
That….say…overpopulation is a problem

“You don’t have the baby
You get a lot of extra money

And, good for the environment

I know in Norway
You are all about the environment
You have a lot of stringent
Rules and regulations about recycling

Yeah! How many babies can you have?

As many as you want?

Then all the other shit…is pointless.”

– Doug Stanhope

Or

“Too many people
causing too many
problems, not enough
love to go around.”

– Genesis

“Land of Confusion”

Key reference “not enough love to go around.”

Yet with, inexhaustive research *
(A quick one time search engine search)
Have discovered overpopulation
Has no significant signs of slowing

Therefore, if you can’t lick ’em join ’em

(Although I will not be contributing)

Mostly, just to save myself from trying
To slow or stop a runaway train

Will be advocating for pushing the train

Till it is just all

Assholes and elbows
Concrete and steel
Tornadoes and hurricanes
Floods and fires
Pavement and pileups
Murderers and peaceniks
Cesspools and cemeteries

Until excessively commoditized people
Saturate the already burdened planet
To the point of empty meaninglessness
Down the track of self annihilation

* nearly 11 billion people by 2099
More precisely Y2.1K (Time to party)

“None of us are going to get out of here alive, we might as well, have a good time. “

James Young aka JY of Styx

Will still advocate that child bearers
Have the right and option to do
With their body whatever they choose

Since slow society will not knee jerk react
To the euphemistic language of child bearers
Deciding that half the population is less than
Capable of taking care of themselves through
Misogyny disrespect via patriarchal power

After all

Child bearers sounds too much like
Gun owners without the of-men ownership
Archaic moniker once given child bearers
Wo-men fe-males…indoctrinations
That society is too quick to disregard
Using the possessive language of owning

If a gun owner can decide how many
Guns to have or to keep or get rid of, then
A child bearer ought have the same right

Gun owners have the second amendment
Child bearers have the fourteenth amendment


All of her children have already disparaged
Mother earth to the point of exhaustion
The chance of rest and rejuvenation is
Getting slimmer with each carbon footprint
Jackbooted against her carotid artery


“Her love rains down on me
As easy as the breeze
I listen to her breathing
It sounds like the waves on the sea

I was thinking all about her,
Burning with rage and desire
We were spinning into darkness
The earth was on fire

She could take it back,
She might take it back some day

So I spy on her, I lie to her,
I make promises I cannot keep
Then I hear her laughter rising,
Rising from the deep

And I make her prove her love for me,
I take all that I can take
And I push her to the limit
To see if she will break

She might take it back,
She could take it back some day

Now I have seen the warnings,
Screaming from all sides
It’s easy to ignore them and
God knows I’ve tried

All of this temptation,
It turned my faith to lies
Until I couldn’t see the danger
Or hear the rising tide

She can take it back,
She will take it back some day
She can take it back,
She will take it back some day
She can take it back,
She will take it back some day”

– Pink Floyd

“Take It Back” from The Division Bell











In No Way



Shape or form

Through various posts

Am I suggesting anyone

Take anyone’s guns away

That has to be an evolutionary

Individual / collective decision



I have no weapons because the

First person I’d use it on would

Not be here to write this nonsense

Besides, in all perceived reality

There is nothing a gun could do

To protect a loved one if it were

Locked up to protect a loved one

To shoot someone who had one

If it was so easily accessible it

Could also be used to harm themselves

Or get discharged by “accident”

Harming perhaps another loved one

Then they’d have to live with that



While contemplating writing this

The phrase rolling through my head was

“I know responsible gun owners”

Which in and of itself seems inaccurate

I only know what they tell me as to how

Responsible they project they are as a way

To convince themselves, way more than me

Making them semi-responsible gun owners

A responsible person would not own a gun

As it really is just a Freudian projection

To compensate for feelings of inadequacy



Their “guns” are never going to be used

For their justification for having so many

Which is in defense of a tyrannical gov’t

(How they hunt, when they can not see

The forest through the trees, is beyond me)

Their gov’t already has them living in fear

Without lifting a finger, save using the media

To scare the bejesus out of them constantly

On an hourly daily weakly endless basis

To the point of malleable mind over reason

That it’s a God given second amendment right

To keep and bear arms, though their children

Could die with such unfettered rights and

Unregistered access to deadly devices



How are we not yet huddled together

In one big global grieving counseling session

That misconstrued words in a document

Can wreak such havoc over deadly freedoms

Simply for having been deeply indoctrinated

That it is a God given right to have one/many



(I know I just recently used the following quote, but it is a good one to make the point)

“Personally folks, I believe that if your rights came from God, he would’ve given you the right for some food every day, and he would’ve given you the right to a roof over your head. GOD would’ve been looking out for ya. You know that.

He wouldn’t have been worried making sure you have a gun so you can get drunk on Sunday night and kill your girlfriend’s parents..”

– George Carlin























Not Enough Glitches


In the Matrix

To disturb

The disturbed

The spoon

Is bent and

Nobody cares



School shootings

Mass shootings were

Not “supposed”

To be routine



Rather anomalies

In the machine

That need attention

Not an aberration in a

Flashing warning buzzer

That goes off so often

It is ignored constantly



Like a hole in a wall

Not fixed immediately

Becomes how it is

Expected to look



Therefore does not

Need to be fixed

It already is

(Buy) perception

That is sold as

Second amendment rights



School is in session

The roulette wheel

Is spinning

Will the barreling bullet

Bounce off on your kid

Time and gravity will tell



It is too late

To withdraw your bets

The chips you played

Go to the house



Shame on society

For gambling with

The born unborns

Once so precious

They had to be saved

For what

The funeral pyre

It is as hot as hell already



Like (I assume) a drug addict

Given a choice of red or blue

Took both at the same time

Making aware unaware aware

Remember…television is a drug



Zombified enough not to care

Nauseated enough to be sick

Sedated enough to be narcissistic

That it is someone else’s responsibility

Seeing the world in a digitized haze

Hoarding greenbacks for ego

” ‘Green’ is the colour of decay (like mold), disease (you get a greenish face when you are sick) and dead. And everyone living in the Matrix is nothing else than a nearly dead person in the real world who is kept alive in a reddish liquid.”

– uni-due.de


Truth Theory


Truth can not be represented by metaphor




Which is ironic, since what is “true”

Is merely a perception of convenience

Usually made as a declaration

“I have in my hand a glass of water”

Seems, could be a statement of truth

However the “glass” is plastic, not glass

The water is a combination of

Hydrogen and oxygen that is only

Water when combined proportionately

Two parts of hydrogen and one part oxygen

If I held it long enough would evaporate

Making what appeared to be true, “untrue”

So at best “truth” is kind of temporal

Depending on time and circumstances

Will give a go at another perceived truth

“I am a whole living human being”

(Which is debatable for me, just being me)

However…..

Knowing that “As soon as you’re born

You are dying” – Iron Maiden

At what point is one ever “whole”

Long enough to be a “truth”

Can it be defined by mass / weight

Mass is made up of matter

Which is either perceived waves or particles

Weight is measured by a device made up

By the same interchanging waves or particles

Besides weight changes each moment

Plus varying by celestial planetary size, given

A weight “truth” on Earth, not be truth on Mars



KAFFEE: I want the truth!

JESSUP: You can’t handle the truth!

– “A Few Good Men”


“That all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration – that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively.” – Bill Hicks

Seems to be the truth

We can’t handle

What we do to ourselves
We do to others
What we do to others
We do to ourselves

In other words

We are the children…….we just slaughtered

Oopsie


Truth is the fairytale of belief

We all know how substantial beliefs are…

Based not on facts or proof or substance

Rather interpretations of indoctrinations

In other words…because somebody said so

Deciphered via the whispers game

Then written down and reinterpreted

Passed on via the telephone game

Rearranged and remembered wrongly

Yet clung to like a sinking life-raft


“I will go down with this ship
And I won’t put my hands up and surrender”


– Dido



“The opposite of a profound truth is

another profound truth”  – Niels Bohr 


The “truth” is……

This could go on indefinitely infinitely

Or until the end of the universe or

“If Eternity Should Fail” – Iron Maiden

Which ever comes first



“Just an observation,
Maybe I need
Different glasses.”

– Angelo Devlin



Consequences


I do not want to pull an “Alex Jones”
To suggest mass shootings are staged
Am quite sure they are dead or wounded
Without makeup or fake blood

However

Does anyone realize how fifth world
That makes this intellectual impoverished
Starving for a loving rationale, country seem

Make every gun available to everyone
At all times for any purpose because
It is a “Right” vaguely written on papyrus
Over two hundred years ago when guns
Had to be loaded one bullet at a time

With the underlying abject fear, guns are
To be used against a tyrannical government
That has tanks, bombs, flamethrowers and
Trained Kevlar vested stormtroopers


Speaking of staged


What if all the children are ok

And this was a reverse sting to show society

The police are not there to protect and serve

“We do not serve or protect you
We are very blatantly a private military
Carrying out only the will of your
Capitalist ruling class
Fuck you and fuck poor people”

Author “Unknown”

“We didn’t go in because we thought all the children were dead.” (Ooopsie)

Law enforcement officers who were in the hallway of a Uvalde elementary school did not breach the classroom that the shooter was in because they thought the children inside were already dead, an official said, even though students were still calling 911 from the classroom.

“The on-scene commander at the time believed that it had transitioned from an active shooter to a barricaded subject … [and] there were no more children at risk,” Steven McCraw, the Texas Department of Public Safety director, told reporters Friday.”

– Buzzfeed

Ooopsie

Maybeeee if they considered them fetuses
They would have saved them no matter what
And got a bonus for impeding the abortions

Nevermind they knew they were
No longer unborn and on their own

I guess this closes the argument that, yes
Teachers and students need to be armed
Since it is too dangerous for the police

“Just an observation,
Maybe I need
Different glasses.”

– Angelo Devlin

It Is Not The Machines


That cause dehumanization

It is the regurgitation
Of misinformation
That strips humanity
Of its own divinity

Everywhere you turn
Images and information
Telling you that you
Are not enough as you

Cycled ad nauseam
Like an unbreakable
Machine against
Mind and spirit

Unless you believe this
Or buy this and that
Along with more of each
Every moment of every day

Untll…..

Your brain is full
Your wallet emptied

Leaving no room in one
For you or your sacredness

Or anything in the other to
Actually take care of the you
That is the divine you

A miraculous coagulation of
Cells appearing in humanoid form
Examined carefully
Are not where or what
They appear to be

Transferring waves into
Particles and vice versa
Converting O into CO2
Nutrition in to waste
Without gears or wires

In less time than a blink
Of an eye that can not see
The nose on your face

(You checked didn’t you)

But stars and planets
A billion miles away
Yet still not see the
Forest through the trees
Or bottoms of oceans
Up to seven miles deep

The following is useless information
To vaguely prove the theory
It Is Not The Machines

The machine ( a supercollider ) it takes to prove that matter doesn’t exist, only serves to prove that the machine doesn’t exist.


“Can’t feed the people
But we can feed the machines.”

Neil Peart  “Rush”


“The following statement is true.
The previous statement is false.”

George Carlin

“Just an observation,
Maybe I need
Different glasses.”

– Angelo Devlin







The Box


The box I occupy is
Sort of confined

It is the one I’ve built
Mostly from my mind

(Like the one holding
Schroederinger’s cat)

In a theory to be tried
May currently reside

Sort of dead on the inside
Wondering if I’m alive

Boxed into a belief
Only time is the thief

In or out find no relief
Nor causing mischief

Am I alive in the box
That is the paradox



Gambling Chips



When one is aware that

The house always wins

Children are strange

Chips to gamble with

On the soul roulette

Wheel of violent death

Simply by placing them

On the school table

Waiting for the shooter

To crap or seven out


Who Knew




Society could take these
Fully formed fetuses
Little bundles of joy
Precious gifts from God

And turn them in to what
They are known for today

Which is…….

Prey for America

Mini moving targets for
Brass, black powder & lead
Out of loose cannons with
Simply too much access
No training, testing, licensing
Registration or responsibility

You know, when grandpa’s heart condition is bad and his milky glaucoma eye gets worse, the state revokes his driver’s license. Doesn’t take his car away, but won’t let him drive it. Because……..he might kill someone with it.

Perhaps the same logic could apply to small, but deadly weapons of mass destruction. (While technically they do not destroy mass), they create devastating holes, ruining essential organs, creating leaks for life giving blood to be drawn by gravity out of bodies.

In a previous post, Billy Bob,
Outhinking myself, makes the point:

“Is it cynical to imagine that if some unloved dude gunned down a gaggle of rich men then somehow the gun law would change?

But they’d never be the targets, would they?”

– Billy Bob


No, of course not. Why??


Guns are banned during Trump’s upcoming speech at the NRA conference

– NPR

Ooopsie

If a society indoctrinatedly convinced that the only way to stop a bad guy with a gun, is a good guy with a gun.

(Especially at a National Rifle Association conference), you would think all of the “good guys”, would not be in harm’s way.

Lest of course, then everyone could “see” each other’s “guns”. Which might feel or seem inadequate, too small or really big, but no bullets.

Nevermind, ’tis much safer there to keep those guns home, so like the big fish, that got away, everyone can bullshit each other how big their’s is.

“This whole country has a manhood problem, biiiiiig manhood problem in the USA.

You can tell from the language we use; language always gives you away. What did we do wrong in Vietnam? We pulled out! Huh?

Not a very manly thing to do is it? When you’re fucking people, you gotta stay in there and fuck them good! Fuck ‘em all the way! Fuck ‘em ‘til the end! Fuck ‘em to death! Fuck ‘em to death! Fuck ‘em to death! Stay in there and keep fucking them until they’re all dead!”

Which is a strange bloodied hands off approach of taking care of fully formed out of the womb adolescents being trained as robots of consumption.

Living in fear and learning a different kind of gazintas. Instead of two gazinta ten, five times.

When the bullet gazinta your head ……you die.

Well, now we know.

Just not enough to do anything about it.

“Just an observation,
Maybe I need
Different glasses.”

– Angelo Devlin




















Talking Heads Only

Speaking by rote and recitation
Prompted by a teleprompter


Out of the same mouths
That say we don’t need guns

Also say… we need those guns
Just for a “different” purpose

That automatic rifles are ok
As long as they are in the hands
Of military personnel as
Weapons of war for war

You know….so the state can
Decide which people it is ok to kill
Usually ones with cheap resources
Under their feet for corporations

Is anyone seeing a pattern here
Or at least blatant hypocrisy


“I don’t take very seriously, the media or the press in this country, who in the case of the Persian Gulf war were nothing more than unpaid employees of the Department of Defense, and who most of the time, most of the time functioned as kind of an unofficial public relations agency for the United States government.”

– George Carlin

TH: Thank you (random “expert”) for joining us on this sad day (said with a smile). What is your useless opinion on this tragedy.

RE: Your welcome TH, this is the thirtieth mass shooting I’ve researched and I’ve compiled a list of things the children can do to stay alive. Short of showing up in full body armor. Blah blah blah…

TH: Yes, that’s quite a list, wouldn’t it be better, if these guns weren’t so easily available?

And only used for the military since that is what they were designed and built for? Blah blah blah…


And the talking heads…
Say it with a straight face

#uck, I could read a teleprompter
But would get fired for giggling
For whoever made that $hit up
Of the deceptive dichotomy

Same goes for their faux concern
By the next day of broadcasting
That immediately “the latest community”
Has to start “healing”….you know…..
So they can get “past” “this,” tragedy

EXCUSE ME Excuuuuse meeeeee

Could they maybe run down to
Each senator’s office and get an
Accounting of how much money
The NRA is paying these bought
Personally paid profit puppets
So deadly devoid of humanity

To keep the gun “enthusiasts”
Stirred to a fearful frenzy so an
Artificial demand can jack up the prices
Of something not needed in the first place
Proliferating so fast nobody knows
Who has which for what or for how long

“As long as you have a valid, government-issued photo ID and the finances necessary to acquire the vehicle, you can legally buy a car. However, without a driver’s license and insurance, you cannot legally drive a car.”

– jdpower.com

Oopsie

Apparently money can wash and keep
Dead children’s blood of of hands, as
Long as they can dye/die the red flag of
Second amendment out of touch rights


“Personally folks, I believe that if your rights came from God, he would’ve given you the right for some food every day, and he would’ve given you the right to a roof over your head. GOD would’ve been looking out for ya. You know that.

He wouldn’t have been worried making sure you have a gun so you can get drunk on Sunday night and kill your girlfriend’s parents..”

– George Carlin

How about 28th amendment rights
Children ought have the same right
To learn theoretical math problems
Without making their own up, that if
30 students enter school at 8 a.m.
How many will survive by 3:00 p.m.


“Just an observation,
Maybe I need
Different glasses.”

– Angelo Devlin